Hey, everyone. It's me, your piece of shit author-chan. I know you guys probably expected this to be an update for a new chapter, but if I'm being completely honest....

I have absolutely no damn clue what to write for this story. I feel like a lot of my stories that I had created 3-5 years ago I've basically stopped writing chapters for because of my terrible writer's block. Also, I just really don't like how I wrote them out because let me tell you, all those stories including this one, were from 2015-16 where my writing skills and my thought process for the plots were just absolutely horrendous. Recent stories I've made are stories that I've actually been thinking a lot for where the writing and thought process is a lot better compared to all those years ago. I feel like my old stories were just my starting block of wanting to feel like I could write a great story when in reality, was absolute C R I N G E. I don't know if most of you have noticed but I had purged my works and had gotten rid of some stories that I felt like had no potential and I'm still thinking about getting rid of a few more because I either can't figure out or think of anything else to write about for it or it's just not a good story. To this day, I'm still surprised this story has gotten so many reads and the amounts of people that really like it. And I appreciate all of your support and love for the last 5 years since I started my journey. So at the moment, I'm still unsure if I even want to continue this story because I can't think of anything to write. My life in reality has also gone down a pretty big shit hole so most days I don't even want to do anything but lay around to sulk, read manga, and role play or update my newer stories when I have the chance.  

So yeah, I feel like this story to a complete stop because in 2015, the young cringey Bellynta didn't think of how it would end as well as my other 2015 and 2016 stories. Whereas my recent stories from 2017 (which were okayish) to 2019, I have put a lot of thought into them from beginning, middle, and end. 2015 Bellynta kinda just wrote a bunch of bullshit while 2017-2019 Bellynta tried to make this story, and others from the past, kinda better and tried to form some kind of conflict or plot but to no avail and ended up kinda bullshitting on the way too. I don't know, it's difficult to explain and I'm terrible at explaining things.

What I'm trying to say is I think my writing in the beginning of this book was just absolute trash and because I didn't think ahead I now don't know how to continue with this story. And it's not just this book but others as well that I had started writing around the same time as this book (which is again 2015-16). I'm sorry, everyone, that it had come to this but I've put in a lot more effort in stories that I've been writing recently with a lot more brainstorming where with these old stories I just wrote a random idea that popped into my head or just wrote it extremely crappy with a poor concept.

But, thank you. Thanks to all of you, I'm where I am today. I'm thriving at new stories that I'm actually proud of that doesn't get as much recognition as my older stories do. Thanks to you readers, I just had recently reached 1.5k followers and I want to thank the followers who stuck by me for these past 5 years  even when I was writing crappy stories. Hopefully, I come up with something for this soon but for now, I'm just gonna let this be set aside. I'm putting this author's note down so you all know why updates for this story along with other older stories haven't updated in 3+ years. And if you'd all like, you can check out my "newer" stories that I'm updating more regularly than these old ones because they're less cringe worthy. 

Soooo, I suppose this is kinda a goodbye for now until something comes around. Hopefully, you readers still stick around 'till that happens but I'm happy enough that you stuck around for the last 5 years. So thank you and I hope I see you all again soon. Buh-bye now! 

Love and sincerely,

Bellynta-Asian Fanfic Writer ♡