I hate talking to people.

It's not like i don't want to talk, im just to busy overthinking the whole conversation before it even happens.

Don't think im rude when im not looking you in the eyes. I just don't like people looking at me, or me looking at you.

Don't just assume im weak. Im strong, but i don't show it.

Just to scared to interact and contribute...

Please don't think im lazy, or unproductive when it comes to group projects. I know im silent the whole time, but im just to scared to participate.

I don't want to fuck up the project, and asking me for an opinion isn't going to help.

Makes everything much worse.

My face will get hot, my hands shaky and sweaty, my mind goes blank and panic washes over.

What if my idea is dumb?

What if they don't even care?

SAY SOMETHING!

"I don't know...."

Is my answer every time.

Then i stay silent once more, regretting everything that just happened and wishing i could help....

This is so relatable it hurts.

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