In my science class, we had partner's for 3 days now.

And everytime i got one, i kept my mouth shut. Afraid to speak.

And so i stood there awkwardly.

While anixety was washing over me,

And they'd try and ask me;

"Do you know the answer to this question?"

"No..." I'd say back quietly, and they wouldn't hear me at all.

"What?"

Silence.

It's sad that this is actually what i do...

I CAN'T TALK TO PEOPLE FOR SHIT. LET ALONE WORK WITH SOMEONE ELSE. WHY DO TEACHER'S DO THIS TO ME! I EVEN HAVE TO PRESENT SOMETHING IN A COUPLE DAYS, AND IM NOT AT ALL READY FOR THAT BS.

WHY CAN'T TEACHER'S JUST LEARN TO UNDERSTAND THE SHY KIDS? LIKE, I DON'T WORK WELL WITH OTHERS. I DON'T EVEN FUCKING SPEAK! IM TO SCARED TO, AND THEN I FEEL BAD BECAUSE IM NOT CONTRIBUTING AT ALL, OR COMING UP WITH ANY IDEAS. THEN I FEEL TERRIBLE ALL DAY, AND THE PEOPLE I WORK WITH THEN IGNORE ME AND JUST DO THEIR OWN THING.

WHILE I JUST SIT THERE TRYING NOT TO CRY AND SHIT.

BECAUSE MY ANXIETY WON'T LET ME BE NORMAL SO I CAN CONTRIBUTE TO SOMETHING LIKE A SCHOOL PROJECT. YES, I WOULD LOVE TO GIVE YOU IDEAS AND SHIT LIKE THAT, BUT NOPE! MY MIND GOES BLANK AND I GO DMDJDJDNDKSKS.

This just turned into a useless rant... Sorry.