Tommrow is Thursday, the 1st day of school where im at.

Me and my siblings got our schedules, but there was one moment where we were standing outside the high school i go to bc we got there a little early, they weren't letting anyone in till 11:30.

Idk if it wad bc i was hot asf, or the coffee i drank this morning, but i felt a wave of panic wash over me and i felt like hurling and i don't know why. Felt like i was swirling downwards and it was only like that for a few seconds, and it was Weird.

I was anxious about this whole ordeal, no surprise there, but in that moment was just calmness, then that.

I felt off the entire time and just wanted to go lay down and rest.

Im so confused, and im not ready for school mentally to sum this all up. Im just so awed by that feeling. It was not pleasant at all obviously, and everything was all dizzy. Was it a 10 sec panic attack?? Bc it wasn't long and i felt like death soo idk maybe i just had a bad day and that was just me having a bad stomach ache and in reality im fine-

Its near 1;30 in the morning what is my life im sorry if y'all think this is dumb lol im just a mess rn this past week more than normal hAh