March 2022 - Two years since the start of this story.

So, I haven't updated in a while.

I've been focusing on my mental health these past few months and I just realized that writing smut was just horrible on me.

As a minor, getting involved with things like this was a way to numb the past trauma I endured by writing out a better scenario in my head, which is where most of the fluff smut came from. I liked writing it, but it also ended up giving me anxiety during the end of 2021. I promised an update that I could never give because of it.

This account was so stressful to manage, especially after my old mods stepped down. Managing comments became a bigger problem and reading how much people are just so vile made me realize that smut was just not it for me anymore.

I'm putting smut on hold until I turn 18, next year. I started writing again on this account when I was 15 and I swear I recognize a lot of og readers and you guys are awesome for giving me this chance to write.

In the past I was a more stoic person, my anxiety was a big reason for that. I hated getting talked down to so if I was ever rude, I want to apologize so much for that.

When I returned to this account, I never thought about how much stress it would bring me, but it was the cause for a lot of my mental breakdowns. So until I actually manage this, I won't return to smut. I will still manage comments so be mindful of what you comment because I have overall blocked 250+ users already. Most of them were spammers.

I am planning to release a Saiouma fic, I think to go with a pregame college au! or something along those lines.

I have a chapter that I have had in my drafts for two years that belongs to my Rantaro Amami fanfic, I might post it soon, but only time will tell.

If any of my og reader are still reading this, You guys are so cool. Pls comment if you remember reading this in mid 2020, I remember users a lot.

I hope you guys have a great day<3.