Your pov.

It's been a while since i believed in things and i was mostly upset. I pretended to be happy around everybody but even though we don't know each other that much Karma and Nagisa knew i was faking. I told them to not tell the kids i was already worried about them already and they are the same about me. It is dark outside the kids are asleep and karma and Nagisa are asleep in the kids room. They were playing all day and fell asleep together. I walked to the living room and sat on the couch. But for some reason i didn't feel like sitting. I took a quick walk outside but dressed differently so nobody could recognize me. I saw two girls and two guys walking around so i pretended to live near by. But one walked up to me.

"Excuse me ma'am but were looking for our friend she's been lost for a year and 3 weeks, it would be a real help if you take this flier and call us if you see her..." a man said with a gloomy face.

I looked at all of them and they looked familiar. When i got a closer look at their faces i was shocked it was Brisa, Valt, Valeria and Ken. They still had hope to find me i couldn't believe it. I took the flier they handed to me and looked at it.

Have you seen me?

Name: (y/n) (l/n)

Age: (y/a)

More info.: she is a famous and first ever girl bladder. She has 3 kids.

If found call........

I felt as if i wanted to cry but i held it in. And changed my voice.

"I'll see if i can help in anyway i need to get going" i said and walked away.

I heard Valeria and Brisa crying. I didn't mean for them to be like this. But i can't have them take away Nagisa and Karma. They are a part of my life and to the kids an important part of their life. If they see Karma and Nagisa get taken away they will be hurt and i can't have that happen. But if i told them they wouldn't have to worry about me. But then again the guys might tell Shu and i don't want him to get mad at me and take the kids away from me. Life is so hard but why. I look up to the stars.

"I miss you Shu" i mumbled.

Feels someones hand on my shoulder. I turn to see Valt.

"What did you say...?" Valt asked.

I looked him on the eye and he did the same to me. I felt arms around me.

"(Y/N) YOUR OK WE'VE ALL BEEN LOOKING FOR YOU LIKE CRAZY!" Valt shouted in joy.

"You can't tell Shu!" i whisper shouted to him.

"W...why not?" Valt questioned.

In a couple of seconds they all surrounded me.

"Because i saw him with Nika and heard some stuff i never thought he would say.." i said and felt like crying but hold in the tears.

"(Y/n) where have you been?!" Brisa asked.

"I...im hiding..." i said.

"Why" Valeria asked.

"Because and if any of you tell Shu that i 'live' around here now i will never forgive you" i said.

"Why are you protecting the people that kidnapped you?!" Ken asked.

"It's because they are an important part in my kids life's when they let us go they were crying none stop" i said.

"So what does that mean?" Brisa asked.

"That my kids don't see them as kidnappers they see them like fathers now" i said.

They looked at me in shock.

"W...what about Shu?" Valt asked.

"I still love him but until i find out what is actually going on between Shu and Nika im not going back even if it hurts me" i said to them.

"What if we investigate for you?" ken asked.

"That will be awesome we can meet up here in 2 days and well see the information you found" i said.

And with that i left and they walked their own way a bit happier and calm now that they know im ok.

Shus pov.

"She came back and you messed everything up!!" i shouted.

"Im sorry but she left you again i wouldn't do that to you" she said and came a bit closer.

"No my actual love is out there somewhere and I've been looking for her none stop and the day i finally see her again you ruin everything!" i shouted at Nika.

"Well its not my fault its those darn kidnappers who..." she shut her mouth as soon as she said that.

"Y...you sent them tell me where they are!" i yelled at Nika and let her go when i heard the door open.

I ran downstairs and saw Valt.

"Hey a...any news?!" i asked.

He looked upstairs and saw Nika with a scold.

"You sent those two kidnappers to take (y/n) and her kids i can't believe you did that to my best friend and i can't even believe that you are my sister nobody in our family is like you" Valt said in a cold tone and scolded Nika. "I can't believe we are family not even Toto is like you" Valt says and scolds Nika more. Nika walks towards Valt about to slap him when someone gets in the way. We all look to see who it is and see (y/n). I look at her with big eyes i couldn't believe it she was on the floor. We all looked at her with wide eyes she slowly got up. Her eyes looked very different Nika tried grabbing her from shit collar but instead (y/n) did something i didn't expect her to do. She definitely wasn't the same, as soon as was done hurting Nika she threw her on the floor and slowly walked out of the door. I tried to go after her but as soon as she got out of the door she simply vanished. Valt left i think he knew where she was but i didn't dare follow him. I was still in shock after what (y/n) just did to Nika. I looked at Nika and she slowly got up and left my house.

"What happened to you (y/n)?" i said as i looked at the stars and slowly walk back inside.