ok so wait 

i talk about this jokingly a lot but i'm low-key worried about this ??

i have this incredulously long daydream in my head that I dedicate hours of time to before I go to sleep and the tone of the story changes depending on what song is playing and I can like "feel" myself there if I try hard enough (i've always been sort of able to do this; i think it's a writer thing). like i'll be standing on a cliffside and i can feel the wind go through my hair and the uneven ground beneath my boots sort of like you would in a dream

there's a ton of characters but it centers around two who aren't me but technically are both me (long and complicated explanation) and their interactions/scuffles and i 100% understand that it's not real but i get really emotionally invested in these stories and even though it only really continues when i can sit down and dedicate time to it, i don't stop thinking about it really ever

is this normal?? it hasn't like destroyed my irl life or anything so i'm not sure it's this horrible pressing mental disorder but i don't know whether i should mention it to a parental figure or not because it'd feel like a huge betrayal to talk about the story in-depth with anyone. i'm just an anxious worrier sorry for the ramble