The next day+++

America's POV~

I woke up in my bed, I tried getting up, until I felt arms in my waist then I saw Russia sleeping peacefully,hel looks cute sleeping-

OH FUCK,WHY AM I EVEN THINKING LIKE THIS!? I checked my phone to see its 5 in the morning,'well I'm early'i thought to myself,i heard Russia groaning,'i think I woke him up'...I just looked at him with wide eyes and blushed then he looked at me with his warm smile.

"Good morning~ "he said while rubbing his eyes to see me clearly"good morning to you too big fella~"I grabbed my phone and opened it..

"a quick morning photo would be fine"I pressed the camera app on my phone then we took a photo,then I posted it on Instagram

I closed my phone then got up.

As soon as I was going to the bathroom,i felt his hands holding mine,i turned around looking at him"where are you going?"he said in a sleepy way"wash my face duh""don't leave meeee"I giggled at him"I won't " then he let go of my hands

I went to the bathroom and washed my face as I look at the mirror,making funny faces and stuff...

I dried my face with a towel then look at the mirror again..."hmm...hi handsome"

I went out then went downstairs to make breakfast for the both of us..

I opened the fridge and took two eggs and four Bacon's,then took the pan and fried them..

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I put the food on the dinning table and put our plates placed on there proper places also the spoon and fork

"RUSKI,COME AND EAT BREAKFAST"

As I was getting water from the fridge I felt warm arms on my waste and saw Russia lying on my neck"what's for breakfast?the mumbled under my neck

"Go see it for yourself russia"he let go of me as he went to sit down

He was drooling at the food,i giggled at him"what are you waiting for ruski,eat"he immediately took his spoon and filled his plate with food(also eating fast)"Russia slow down,dont choke yourself"

"I can't help it,it was too delicious and pretty to look at,like you~"he said in a flirty tone

I was blushing crimson red"shut up Russ"I said covering my face..

We finished eating,filling our hunger and just by drinking water,Russia just burped loud enough for me to laugh hard..

I washed the plates and went upstairs to wash myself

As I was getting my towel,russia beat me to the bathroom,i pouted at him"better luck next time"he said,w while I was waiting for him I checked the time to see its 6:00 already,then played some games...

......after waiting for the Russian boi.........

He got out of the bathroom then he kissed my forehead as I went inside the bathroom to wash myself

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I dried myself then went outside to change,today I'm wearing my NATO black shirt and my nike jogging pants then wearing my black nike shoes

I went downstairs to see Russia was watching TV at the living room,i went to him then gave him a kiss on the cheek..he smiled widely"so where are we going now,love?"

I blushed when he called me love but I answered"ummm...maybe we could have a short walk".."sure why not"

We went outside then took a short walk

After a few steps I saw someone jogging with headsets on,i examined that person to finally recognized that it was...Philip?

=4:10 am in the morning=

Philippines POV~

I woke up to feel pain in my eyes,i sat at my bed then went to the bathroom to see my eye's were pale,i just sighed then washed my face

I went to grab my phone then I checked the time it was 4:10 in the morning,i put back my phone on the desk near my bed then went downstairs

I saw my brother martial watching at the TV.odd... no body is still awake yet"magandang umaga kuya(good morning brother)""morning Phil"he said not leaving eye contact at the TV...

I went to the kitchen to make myself some coffee,maybe making one for kuya would do too

So I made 2 coffee's mine usually taste sweet,but that changed now it's bitter like my brother's coffee...I was mixing it until I'm done

Then I gave my brother his coffee"you want some coffee,kuya?"I handed him his coffee"salamat(thank you)"he took the coffee then took a sip on it...

I went back to my room to have a peaceful moment in my window,i was looking at the view it was so pretty...until I remember that day,i felt my heart ache,a all the pain was just to much...

Pull it together Philip,calm down maybe he'll apologies to me that it was an incident or an accident,i was panicking inside but then calmed down for a moment

I sighed deeply...i then took my phone to check on the time,its still 4:50 then I checked on insta some new stuff...as I was scrolling the images I saw one picture that made me boil in anger,something that I will never forget"soo..there together now ey?"I said with full of anger,i didn't realise that I was tearing up

I fell down to the floor and did nothing just cried,i felt angry,sad at the same time,i just couldn't hold it anymore...

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/I opened my eyes to see a perfect and old view,i remember this place...I'm in my backyard but how,after that

I heard screams from the inside(of the house)I got up then went in,to see my mom crying and a man with a gun on his hands,then...

BOOM|/

I went closer to my mom's body then I saw my dad trying to carry my mom

Kuya del and kuya martial was with me then my mom told me something that I will never forget

She put her palm on my cheeks then she smile while crying[:( ]

"Anak...tatandaan niyo na..kahit wala ako sa mga katabi niyo nandito..parin ako sa puso niyo"my child's,you will always remember that even though I'm not here by your side I will always be in your heart)

"philip,lagi mo tong tatandaan na magpakabait ka,maypuso salahat at ng malakas na puso..dahil kinakailang ng malakas na puso para magmahal pero..kinakailangang ng masmalakas na puso para tumuloy na magmahal sunod nanasaktan"(always remember that be nice,have a big heart and a strong heart.., because it needs a strong heart to love but it needs a stronger heart to continue to love after its been hurt)

"Mahal ko kayo..."(I love you all )

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Opened my eyes then wiped my tears and stood up,feeling confident,maybe I just need a break from all of this...

Hmmmm...aha!maybe I can do a little jog for a while...

I went to get my towel then went to the bathroom to wash myself,i also put some music to cool me off while I wash

The one Kuya south gave me...

Music:BTS (boy with luv)

I started the music then off to wash.i was singing also...

I dried myself then went to pick my sport clothes,im wearing a nike sport T-shirt with a nike shorts and nike rubber shoes..

I removed the flower that was placed on top of my ear and put my red hankerchief and tied it around on my forehead that Mama made me..

Oops.forgot my phone,i got my phone then checked the time to see its 6:20 nice...

I went downstairs to see kuya lying down at the couch

"Where are you going?"he pryed.

"just going for a jog,bye"I replied quickly and went outside and felt the cold breeze of this early morning..

I was outside,then I put on my headset's to listen to some music,i was listening to metal music at first...

After several streetlight's and many 2minutes pasts it change to a different music...this one touched me....

Music:see you again

I was starting to feel hurt,i sighed and remembered everything yesterday...I look at the ground for a while then look straight to where I'm going,and think...

'Then what's the purpose your jogging Philipia?!your trying to get them off your head not remember them!'i shook my head and continued jogging..

Then I saw two figure's,to see that its... America
With russia..this day can't get any worse!

I wasn't looking to where I'm going,i almost trip on them but I manage to get myself up.

he was looking sternly at me with some kind of a non explained expression,while his partner is looking straight..

All I feel was nothing,

I just wanna let it all out,i wanna let him see that what he made really hurts

"Uh...Philip I'm really sorry about ye-""why?"while tears are streaming down my face

"Look,i-""why say sorry know when it already happened?did I do something just so you could move on?WHAT DID I DO TO YOU SO YOU COULD DO THIS?!?!"

he was quite,guilty..."look,philip where so-"russia said to fight back but
He was cut off when I raise my hand to signal to stop talking...

"heh,sorry?it's too late russia,ive already forgiven him long enough,its over ame"

"Bu-"

"have a happy relationship with russia" I gave him a fake smile then went back to running while crying.its just so painful...

I think I was overreacting...

Tho our relationship is over..and it was already to much for me to handle,but...

'heh,forget about them I can handle myself..I went back to serious mode and also changed the music of my phone into another metal music then put the repeat button on my phone to repeat the music all over...

Starting today there will be no more sunshine,there will be only darkness.

America's POV~

All the guilt I made,pain is what I deserve,as watching her passing us,glaring at us...

"What are we going to do now,ruski"I asked him while looking at Philip slowly disappearing.

"..."

"Maybe...we should just forget about it,its fine ame,let me treat you some coffee,would that make you feel better?"he said while he pays my shoulder

"I guess so.."

"great"as we went to the coffee shop and buy some...

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