I didn't go to school today, or the week, or the month really
Asher and Evan tried to call me today.
I didn't answer
I just keep staring at the knife on my nightstand
Feeling the guilt of living
I was about to grab the knife
When Asher ran into my room
He grabbed the knife
He threw it out my door
He hugged me
He said he was sorry
He said he couldn't "LIVE" without me
Thats when Evan walked in
He heard everything, he saw the knife outside my door
Thats when it hit me
Why are they here?
Don't they hate me?
Asher didn't feel like fighting with Evan
Asher wanted me safe
He only cared about what I was gonna do next
He didn't let go of me
He didn't let me move
He didn't want me to die
He didn't want me to leave him
But I just feel the guilt of everything I did in the past
I don't deserve love...