Yes i know its hard....yes i know its really getting rough and you just cant take it...but endure it.

I have had many plans (and im talkin many) to kill myself but i didnt cause i felt something keeping me from dying. So i stayed alive then i found out...I HAVE A LITTLE BRO!!!!!

And i love him so much even if he doesnt live with me.

So heres a little short for the suicide people.
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Oc: Eve Rights

Imagine her body I am not doing that it's too hard.

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I looked at myself in the mirror and winced at how stupid I look.

People at my school are right

I caress my cheek

I'm so ugly.

I laugh bitterly.

Stupid

Idoit

Whore.

Worthless.

Nothing.

Every insult i have been called is what describes me.

Nothing but a wothless beat who want everything.

I opened the cabinet and took out the pain killer.

I really shouldn't be alive.

I take a handful of pills in my hand.

No one will miss me.

Not a single living soul will miss me.

Infact they will proably be happier with out me.

I lift my hand closer to my mouth.

I'll let them live I'm peace with out me.

I was going to put the pills in my mouth when i heard a loud bangs come from the bathroom door.

I put the pills back in its place and close it.

I open the door to see my whole family and my boyfriend, Jaxson stand at the door with a worries face and black rings under their eyes.

Jaxson was frist to speak...well more like sob. "Oh thank God." He says giving me a hug and every one slowly joins.

"What's all this? Why are you here Jaxson?" I said looking at the 4 people crying before me.

"We had a bad dream." My mom said choking on her sobs. 

"Its was about you." My dad says hugging me tighter.

My little brother hugs my leg for his fear life. "It was about you killing yourself."

"We all had it I was the frist to call them and they said that had the same dream as well so I rushed here and we seen that you weren't in your room so we freaked. I'm just so glad your not dead. Cause...Cause I don't think I could live with out you Eve." Jax explains with the most tears in his eyes

You are Jaxson is the toughest and the most Brutal guy you can ever meet. But according to him, I can make him the biggest softy ever.

"Sis what were you doing in here?" My brother said with red swore eyes.

I look at the dramatic crying family I have. My own years coming out of my eyes.

"Thinking about how my life is with such fantastic people in my life." I said 

They all sobbed harder.

"Well now that, that is cleared up Adam you need to go to sleep." My mom says to my little brother.

He looked at me. "Can I sleep w-with you tonight?" He asked

I nodded.

Mom and dad left but Jaxson stayed I was going to leave the bathroom when he took my wrist and twirled me around and gave me a passionate kiss.

I put my hands in his black yet soft hair. I groaned in content. We pulled back

He growled. "Don't you ever think about killing yourself ever again you hear me? Or I swear I'll bring you back.." he said he got closer."and do something very naughty."

I blushed. "I love you, Eve don't you ever forget that."

"I love you too, Jaxson." I said softly

We went to my room and fell sleep with Adam inbetween.

And from that day on I never thought of killing my self.

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Happy Mad Sad Glad

Ethier way I hope it helpped

I love you

We love you

Every one loves

No matter what

😅😅😅😅 cheesy I know lol bye.