Nothing I do is ever good.

And I can't change that. It will forever haunt me the way people see me.

Wanting me to be the old me but telling me to change. I am stuck in the past reaching for the future, but never coming close to accepting it.

I know that if this were a movie, this would all be a mere montage, but I lack the ability to do that in real life, so I sit here feeling guilty for all the things out of my control.

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Song Suggestion:
Before It Breaks by Brandi Carlile

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Good morning luv :)

I wanted to apologize for this one being so short, I just wanted to put something out there.

I recently found this in the deep archives of my clutter drawer, and thought it was surprisingly good.

Anyway, go touch grass and appreciate it.

Bye <3

-I