No one fucking cares.

But oh well. Maybe that is a good thing, maybe. You get to go unnoticed, watch people go about their day, and go about your knowledge that no one judges you because they don't see you.

But then no one notices you. you go forgotten, no one to remember you when you're gone, no one to smile when you tell a joke, no one to notice when you cut your hair no one to look at and think "they understand me".

Maybe that is why I fell so hard for you. You who finally noticed me, who actually cared. You who said you understood. with you, I could believe that I was worth being around, because if you wanted to spend time with me then I must actually be worth something. You saw me but did not judge.

Together we watched people go about their day knowing they we would not remember them when we went home tonight. You cared.

Or I thought you did because you stopped seeing me, your eyes skipping over me like everyone else. My spark, my life left when you decide not to care.

"People change" you said, but I'm not ready to change. I still live in the world that we created together, but that is crumbling around me.

Maybe I should have seen this coming. If the whole world skips over you, you to would fall head over heals for the first person to smile at you.

But I was just another person to you. You who have been seen by everyone. You who have the world to choose from. I was just another passer by

Now I have to go back to being forgotten when I remember what it is like live I was the most important person, at least for someone. To exist loudly with hope that someone was there to hear my song.

You will move on like I deep down always new you would, but I will be here waiting, hoping that you might look back and smile.
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Song Suggestions
Looking Out For You - by Joy Again

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I Hope you enjoy my seconde story.

This one started as a pep talk to my self cause of my anxiety, then turned into this mess.

I like to think that the story wasn't written romantically, rather platonically. But it is up to you to interrupt how ever you want.

I would love to hear what you thought of it :)

Have an amazing day, and don't forget to drink water luv :)

-I