Dear august, my sweet darling, it's almost my time to go. I want you to call my aunt Marie and help her gather all my things. You can keep whatever you'd like. Burry me in all my favorite colors. I'm sorry we couldn't talk face to face or kiss, or hug, but..I look like a mess. I'm bald and have bags under my eyes, chapped lips that are horrible..I just can't look at you in the eyes knowing that I'm dying, knowing that I don't have much time left. I'll never get to marry you, we can never have kids, or a life at all. I didn't think my habit was that bad. I can't help but count how many days I'm going to live. I hope you can still be yourself and to never put on an act because your afraid. Be proud of who you are. I love you so much, but..let me go when it's time..I know how hard it is, but one day I hope you find someone else to love.. okay, you know that's bullshit, I don't want you to move on, I don't want to let you go, I don't want any of this!! I hate this!! But I should have listened..I'm a dumbass, I don't deserve to see you. The hardest part of this is leaving you, I don't know what's on the other side. I don't even believe in god but..I hope I see you one day, maybe an after life exists I don't know..I love you..you'll receive this letter when I'm dead.

From an idiot dumbass

"Hey bud, you sure you gonna send that in? Ain't that depressing? " A male asked who is his roommate. "Well we're both going to die you fuck tard.." Daniel said, he's the one who wrote it. "Well, I wrote to my family. I know for a fact I'm going to live. It hurts but you have to keep moving ya know" the boy said to the depressing male. Daniel didn't say anything as he stares into the window. How can someone be so hopeful when they have the same results? "At least see them one last time" the boy said thinking it was cruel he didn't want visitors. "Hopefully, your theory is correct about seeing each other after being dead..that would be nice" Daniel said, refusing to look at the boy in the eyes. One day, they'll reunite.

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Based off of My chemical romance - cancer 

https://youtu.be/wc2s9skF_58