Note: This is an Hazel×Augustus oneshot . All of the characters that are here is all owned by John Green. I only own the plot line for this oneshot.

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Hazel's POV

"With every last breath I shall take
We have a bond that no one can break With each passing moment our hearts collides
Is a lovely adventure of our lives"

I placed the book on my lap as I let my feet touch the green grass. I smile at the soft texture of the grass. Ever since that day when Augustus died I thought I was going to die too.
Many things have happened for the past few.  . I don't know, years.  . . Well not really years but you know what I meant about that. I kinda wanted to see him, speak to him. His eyes, his hair, his smile, his touch, no one can have that kind of traits. Not like Augustus...

Augustus Waters; the guy I fell inlove with;my first love; my last love. Why did you have to kill me both in the inside and the outside?

I'm sure that everything happens for a reason and everything happens for something new to come. When one goes, another comes along. It's like a metaphor, you know? You see, you give something a reason to kill you, but you never really know what it's purpose really is for! That's happened to me, Hazel Grace Lancaster...
Everyday I thought of this moment where I would just die in a pit hole,but actually I am surprised by the real way my life ended. I'm sure that there are lots of new things, people, and events going to come into my life, but Augustus.  . . I don't know. He is just so perfect. Even though he has only one real leg,still.

I'm still wondering why did this happen to me? I wish I was just dying right now. I wanted to see him. See his smiles, hear his laughter, his voice, his eyes... His wonderful,beautiful eyes. God! I can't stop thinking about him. All the way long, he was there. The guy who loved me and I love him. No one can separate us... Until fate turned against us. Why did fate ever do this to me!? Fate knows I'm suffering! Now fate adds something special to me to the things that make me suffer! How shitty is this life!? I don't know why the world is against me and Augustus...

But... I do know why fate did this. It's because fate hates me. Fate hates us...Loving the man of my dreams made me happy,and then it was taken away from me. I sighed, and leaned on the tree trunk behind. I tried to make the poem as empathised as possible.

"The moment I first saw you thought you were just an ordinary guy
What I didn't see was that in the end we'd have to say good bye"

At that point, I almost cried. I don't know what is happening to me. I am so lost... Angry...Scared... I don't know really. Issac has been there for me when Augustus died,and he has been my bestfriend ever since then. We talk alot these past few days,and today he will be coming over to talk to me.

There was times that he and mom found me cutting myself inside my room. My mom would go talk to him and say, "Please, talk with Hazel for me", or "Please, try to convince her to move on". But mom I couldn't he was the better half of me. Why can't you just understand how I feel!? I sighed and then I can see a figure sat down beside me.

I looked up only to see Issac sitting beside me,mom brought him in. I waved at mom. Then she smiled and left. Then after that Issac was finding for my hand. I placed my hand on top of his hand. He smiled. Even if he can't see me,he still is happy just using his four senses with the daily things that he does.

"Hey, Hazel. " he said. "Hi, what are you doing here? " I asked him in a playful tone. "Well, I just wanted to check on you... Maybe make sure you're still okay. " he said. I smiled and sighed. He must've noticed my heavy sigh. "You thinking about him?" he asked. "Yeah, " was all I could say. Then his mom appeared on the backyard door. I waved towards her. She walks over to us. "Come on, let's go Issac. " she said.

"I better go. Just remember that if you're not okay, just call me. I'll be there. " he said and squeezed my hand. I smiled and then his mom helped him up. I waved goodbye to his mom and they left the backyard. I sighed and then after that I could see the rain started to pour down. I was still hooked up to Philip, so yeah it was going to be hard to go in. Then suddenly droplets fell off the sky.

I smiled. I always believe that the rain is Augustus crying and sad, when the sun is shining he is happy, when it's stormy he's angry, and if it's windy and cold he wants to reach out for me. I let out a tear and started to walk inside the house. I could still hear him say, "Okay?"

And I would reply to him, "Okay. "

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