Im insane
Completely and utterly insane
I push others away then crave company
I do the wrong thing on purpose then beg for forgiveness
I want to die but I force myself to live
I try the same thing yet expect it to turn out different

Im weak
Im pathetic
Im stupid
Ugly
Mean
Spiteful
Annoying
Pitiful
Anxious
Depressed

And most of all

Insane

Im insane