Anxiety
Its the curse that force that makes everything from a small issue to an impossible hurtle the size of a mountain
You cant hope to do sit ups for your physics lab
You'll look like a fool
You cant tell them your wight
They're half your size
Anxiety is the thing that is there but no one pays attention to
You're crying
You're shaking
You cant breath
Your chest is on fire and is getting tighter and you can see because of the tears and everything is sore from the exertion of shaking so violently
You are silently begging for them to stop
But they dont
Everything is too loud
Too bright
It's impossible to fight it
They tell you to calm down
To take a minute
As if suddenly having a minute to yourself will suddenly make it better and stop the tears
You can't just calm down
You've started down the spiral and against your will you are going to ride it down to the bottom of the pit, and then climb your way back to the top, no matter how slippery or sharp edged or unpredictable or unsteady the walks are
But you know
You just need to calm down
Take a breath
You're okay, right

Sure.