I finally figured it out. It took a couple of months, but I figured out why I love him so much. I was trying so hard to understand, that I didn’t realize that I didn't need to. I don’t need to know the exact reason that the things he does make me happy. There doesn’t need to be a reason that his smile lights up my world, I don’t need to understand why his kisses feel like a breath of fresh air. I know that I love him more than I’ve ever loved anyone before, and I know that he loves me just as much. At this point, that’s enough for me. Just knowing that we are each other’s world and that we love each other for who we are at our core. While realizing this, I also found more things that I love about him. I said that his voice was like a salve. Now hearing his voice in my ear is like slipping into a warm bath after a long day. When he speaks to me, his words are soaked in love. I’ve always loved his eyes, but now they look at me in a way that makes me feel safer than I’ve ever felt. Every time his eyes meet mine, it’s as if they light up. He looks at me like I’m his favorite thing in the world, and for the first time in my life I can safely say that I have the same look in my own eyes. I talk about his warm arms around me, but over the last couple of months that’s taken a whole new meaning. He holds me in different ways now and each of them makes me feel a certain way. The way he wraps his arms around me after a long day, when he buries his head into my hair, how he holds me after we haven’t seen each other in days, the way he holds my face and neck as he kisses me, his arms around my waist when we cuddle in my room. But my favorite is how he holds me away from the prying eyes of others, how he holds me when it’s just the two of us wrapped in each other. That’s when his arms make me feel the safest, because I know in those moments, there’s nothing on his mind except for the two of us. But no matter how he holds me, I know I'm safe. I always trust him to keep me safe, all he has to do is wrap his arms around me and the world feels perfect. He makes everything feel right and everyday I think about how lucky I am that he asked me to fall into those warm arms.