"What the hell you are doing with her?" Arthit yelled at his throat. The minute he walked inside his home he got stunned in his place, a pretty girl who is dripping water from head to toe were in his husband arms.

The nagging feelings which he felt when Tina touched his husband came back and this time he knows what it is! Jealous! Pure jealous and rage!!

How dare his husband have someone else in his arms. He dare made intimate poses with her in their house. He thought he need time to check his feelings but he doesn't need any time or chance anymore because he is sure of his feelings now! Yes! He is in love with his husband.

Many girls approached his crush, which Arthit's felt proud that his man is popular among girls but for his husband he want to strangle the people who touched his husband, he felt jealous, anger and possessive.

His husband is 'his' to touch not others! 'Don't kongpop loves me then what is he doing with a girl in my absence?' Arthit questioned in his mind.

"A-Arthit!" Kong called in shock without shifting from his place while maprang eyes widen in surprise. Arthit snaps out from his thoughts and walks to the couch. He pulled kong from the ground by grabbing his forearm. He gripped it tightly causing kong to bite his lips from hissing.

"Who are you? Don't you have any sense? You spoiled my couch!" Arthit said to her startling both of them. "

"Arthit she is my frie—.." kong was cut by Arthit "Did I ask you Phi?"

Maprang gulped and stare Arthit doe eyes which is emitting fire "I am his friend, Sorry.. I didn't mean this, I will clean it" maprang apologised to him.

"Arthit,  I am sorry please don't get angry on her, it's me who made her sit on it cause she hurt her ankle" kong explained him.

Arthit glared kong coldly, kong don't know how to break the tension between them. Maprang felt hurt seeing her friend apology behalf of her like he did a sin so she glared Arthit with an accusing eyes.

"Kong there is nothing for you to ask sorry, after all it's your home" Maprang said shocking kong who gulped more by the growing tension.

"Is it your home or our home?" Arthit asked in his cold voice. "Our—..." kong answer was cut by Maprang "Our?!! So you know the meaning of 'our'?" She mocked him.

Arthit eyes moved behind to the sound where kong remaining friends walks towards them, Arthit rage increased, he dragged kong out of the house while kong motion his friends to not follow him. "Arthit" kong called the latter while following him to the garden.

Arthit stopped and turned around to shout at his husband "What the hell is happening here P'kongpop? Is she your lover?" Kong shook his head quickly "No Arthit, she is my friend and they are too" kong corrected him. 

"Friends?!! Friends don't behave like that Phi!" Arthit snapped at him.

"I.. was just fli.. I mean just teasing her" kong said to Arthit who glared his husband in disbelief. "Is this how you tease your friends?" Arthit said while pointing his finger on kong from head to toe. Kong hang his head low in shame he knows he went little far in his teasing towards maprang so he kept his mouth silent.

"Is this what your love phi? Partying with your friends when I am not home? You moved on, don't you?" Arthit asked in harsh tone.

Kong lift his head and gave his hurt look "Arthit, calm down please" kong pleaded at him, his friends are home he doesn't want them to witness their fight and he doesn't like Arthit anger on him too.

"Calm down?!! How can I, when you are enjoying with her in our home? You have no time to message me nor call me but you have all the time to party with your friends!! Is this how important I am? Don't you miss me?" Arthit asked fuming in jealous.

Kong don't know what to answer, should he tell the truth that he miss Arthit very much that it makes him go insane every passing days! Will it sound desperate if he confess that he checked Arthit from far away every day in these past 3 months?

"Why are you silent phi? Do you know how much I missed you in this past months? All my thoughts filled with you Phi! I felt disgusted because I want both of you!Is your 4 years love did nothing to you? Why you give up on me so soon?" Arthit asked in rage.

"Wait! How did you know I am in love with you for 4 years?" Kong asked his husband in confusion while Arthit rage changed to fear.

"Uhmm... that is... you mentioned it before" Arthit said averting his eyes from kong. "Arthit, I never once mentioned about my love to you!" Kong said doubting Arthit suspicious behaviour.

Arthit bite his lower lips in guilty, he is scared to confess but he doesn't want to lie anymore so he confessed "I... overheard your talk with P'Tina during our stay in your mom home".

Kong eyes widen and he asked in his trembling voice "Y-You mean our stay during my m-mom anniversary?"

Arthit nods his head softly but got startled by kong judgment "So? You know everything but still acted like you don't have any clue about it? 2 months Arthit! 2 months I was doing many things to impress you! Why the hell you not even once tried to stop me or confess to me that I have no chance on you because you have someone else? Did you had fun at my stupidity in that 2 months Arthit?" Kong asked raising his voice little.

Kong eyes shows how much he felt betrayed and disappointed, Arthit heart shatters by Kong words, he don't know how to answer kong question which he even don't know the answers, is it because he want to see what kong can do? Or is it because he likes kong courting? Or is it because he doesn't want to hurt the latter? He really don't know.

"P-phi... I tried once—.." Arthit was cut by kong "once??!! Arthit I am not a child!! Just one word, one word is enough for me to stop all my feelings! How stupid I am to think you are innocent! why Arthit? Why didn't you told me that you have someone else when I confess to you that day? If I don't witness you guys in that restaurant I may never know this, don't I?"

"I loves you lot Arthit that's why I stepped back, after knowing you are in a relationship I never mistaken you, only felt happy for you, but what did you do Arthit? take my love as a joke!" Kong every words pierce Arthit's heart.

"Phi.. please don't say like that, I never take your love as a joke... I too have feelings for you" Arthit pleaded at his tears. "No Arthit! I don't want to be an idiot anymore and will never fall for your game so please give me my space, leave me alone!" Kong said and walks away from his spot.

He enters the living room where his friends waiting for him with an anxious expression. He walks to the pool to grab his shirt. After wearing it he walks back to his friends "Lets end the night guys! And Prae I am staying in your home" kong said while passing them. He came out of his house to hop on Prae car.

Prae and May enter the car "Kong why don't you stay in Tew hom-..." Prae words were cut by May who pinched her wife forearm. Prae sulked and started her car.

Arthit walks back inside his house after every one leaves, he wants to apologise to his husband and told him about his feelings but he is scared of what will husband say about his feelings? Will he reject him in anger?

Arthit didn't leave his house for 5 days in a row, he tried to talk to kongpop many times but the latter avoided  him and his talk.

Arthit waited for kongpop at every dinner and breakfast which is the only time kong is home, but kongpop never had his food and always rejecting him without a glance. Arthit felt more than hurt, he cried many times in regret.

His door bell make him walk out of the room, he opened the door to get shocked by his friends presence, Arthit stare knot for answers who gave him his apologistic look.

With a sigh Arthit walks inside without locking the door allowing his friends to enter, "vow Arthit, you scored really high don't you?" Bright exclaimed after examined the home.

Every one settled inside Arthit room after a house tour. "Why are you guys here?" Arthit asked after lay on the bed facing the ceiling while his friends occupied the remaining bed and the floor.

"We are here because you didn't show up to college for 5 days straight and didn't answer our calls! Now tell me what is happening and why you look like a shit!!" Prem asked in his stern tone.

Arthit kept staring the ceiling like it will escape him from his friends. "Arthit" knot called him softly, Arthit turned to knot while a single drop of tear leaves his eyes.

"I messed up knot, big time, he is mad at me and not talking with me, he even changed his number saying my  texts are annoying him" Arthit said in his weak tone, earlier kong told him that he should not bother to text him because he changed his number.

"So? fight in paradise! It's ok Arthit, sometimes fight happens in love. maybe you should see him directly to convin—-..." tootah words were cut by knot.

"Don't worry Arthit phi is a good and kind man, he will forgive you" knott assured Arthit, "phi?!!" Bright snorted at knott who replied "Ofcourse Arthit husband is Phi for us!"

"Husband?!!" Arthit friends screamed at the same time. "Dude what nonsense you are talking?" Tootah asked knott who poked Arthit arms for answers. Arthit narrated all things happened to him in this few months and about his feelings towards his husband.

The silence filled the room, everyone is trying to digest what they heard from their best friend who suddenly confessed to them that he loves his husband.

"Arthit, did you regret your choice?" Knott asked him ignoring his stunned friends.

Arthit nods his head "I badly regretted it knot" Arthit said to him without averting his eyes from the ceiling. "Then go and meet phi in office where he can't avoid you Arthit" knott suggested grabbing Arthit attention.

"Do you think it's a good idea, will not he get anger on me more?" Arthit asked unsure of knott idea, he don't want to provoke his husband anger anymore.

"I am sure Arthit" knott reassured the latter "but you should end your relationship with your so called crush before approaching P'kongpop" knot continued for Arthit to release a guilty sigh. "Knot, do you think... -..." Arthit was cut by knot.

"Arthit don't overthink, remember you may gave the idea but he is the one who took the chance and ask you out so go and be honest with him, he will be alright" Knot advised him. "Ok then I will meet him at college tomorrow" Arthit said to knot.

"Actually Arthit I heard from his friends that he also didn't show up in college for one week" Knott informed him. Through out the conversation his other friends watched them both with dumbfounded expression, they know Arthit is a closed type and open only with Knott but seeing them talk serious issue casually made his other friends realise how close they are to each other.

Arthit felt scared about his crush reaction on break up but gladly next day his crush himself called him and asked him to come to the cafe which is nearer to their university for a talk.

Both stared everything but not each other, Arthit crush broke the silence before Arthit cutting the latter words "I-..";;  "Arthit, let's break up.. I mean let's end our relationship"

"What?!" Arthit asked in surprise. Arthit crush nodded his head with guilty eyes and a sigh.

"I am sorry Arthit but I can't be in this relationship after knowing what I feel for you is not love, I tried, I really tried Arthit but... everything changed after I saw him Arthit, my crush, my first love, only love... I met him during my internship, the feelings I thought died came back alive"

"He talked with me in friendly way only but my heart wants more so I avoided him and clingy on you too much and sometimes made you uncomfortable, I want to focus on you only, that's why I called you more and did many things, even the ... kiss, I am sorry to say this Arthit but his presence doing things with my heart, his smell calm me, his smile give me a bliss, his single touch give me an intense pleasure"

"He also... had crush on me Arthit, he asked me out at the end of my internship Arthit... I hide our relationship and asked him to give me time to think because ... I can't cheat you.. Last one week I gave many thoughts about our relationship Arthit, it's true I like you but... not more than him."

"In the future i may fall in love with you if I try little harder but I will never love you like him and I don't want to hurt you even after knowing my heart,  I want to be honest with y-.." Arthit crush was cut by Arthit who hugged the latter after moving from his chair.

"Thanks... thank you so much for breaking up with me!!" Arthit said to him  softly, his eyes welled up in tears, he thought he will hurt his crush like he did to his husband but he is glad his crush realised their no future relationship by himself.

He also apologised to his crush after explaining him everything about his feelings for his husband. He want to meet kongpop and share him the good news of his break up but he has an important class so he went back to the college. Afternoon he told Prem to cover for him because he is going to his husband office.

"Arthit, kongpop is busy so please go home and wait for him" Prae told Arthit with a frustrated sigh, it's been more than 2 hours since Arthit came, kong is not ready to meet Arthit so he told her to send him home, she is trying to make him understand in many ways but that latter is as stubborn as his husband.

"But all I need is just 2 mins or atleast 1 min Phi" Arthit begged at her. "Prae!!!" Kongpop screamed from his cabin while Prae runs to him followed by Arthit. "Sir" Prae entered inside in panic. "How many minutes passed since I asked you Sam construction deal files?" Kong yelled at her.

But before she answer him kong eyes catch Arthit so he motioned Prae to leave after giving her his understanding look. "What are you doing here?" Kong asked turning his eyes back to his file. Arthit ignored kong cold tone and walks to him smiling happily. He stood behind the chair infront of kong desk.

Swinging his body little forward grabbing the edge of the chair Arthit announced happily "P'kongpop...  I broke up with my crush". Kong face was neutral, his eyes still on files "Arthit I asked you what are you doing here?"

Arthit smile vanished "Are not you happy?" Arthit asked sounding hurt. "It's none of my concern, if you came to announce this then it's done so leave and please... Never come back here" Kong said staring Arthit eyes straight.

"Phi I am sorry please forgive my mistake.... I want to be with you" Arthit said in his pleading tone while gripping the edge of the chair tightly.

Kong slammed his palm on the desk startling his husband "Arthit!! I have no time for your game so please leave before I do something regretful!!" Kong snapped at him. Arthit walks of Kong door in tears. Prae entered after Arthit leaves and hand over the files to him.

"Kong, I think your revenge is little harsh, he even broke his relationship for you " Prae complained to him.

"Who said I want revenge on him?" Kong asked her checking his files. "Then why did you shout on him? Why didn't you acknowledge his feelings?" Prae questioned him after took her seat opposite to Kong.

"Then what? Live happily? Prae, How can you be even sure that he has feelings for me? He loved someone for 4 years and in a relationship with him for months! Suddenly he is saying he has feelings for me! How can I believe him? I didn't do anything impressive for him to broke his 4 years love! It's just he is feeling guilty and pity me! I have to be harsh to make him realise what he has for me is not love just responsiblity!" Kong said to his friends with a bitter smile. Prae leaves him without further arguments.

Arthit cried the whole night in misery, kongpop behaviour hurts him so much, he tried to talk with kongpop once again last night but kongpop walks away pass him like he didn't talking with the latter, kongpop even rejected having dinner with Arthit.

Next morning Arthit walks down to see kong in dinning table. He saw the latter having his coffee while checking the papers. "Arthit" Kongpop called his husband while pushing a cover towards other side of the table where Arthit stands.

Arthit open the cover and took the papers to check. Arthit eyes welled up after reading the title, his heart clenched seeing the signature of his husband at the end. He stare kongpop with pleading looks "P-Phi.. p-please don't do this... I.. lov-.." Arthit stuttering were cut by kong.

"Sign it Arthit, let's end it all for once"

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