Next morning arthit felt someone poking his forearm but he didn't open his eyes because of his sleep, he just snuggled on his bed tighen his pillow, he felt warm and the coffee smell coming from the kitchen making him relax. He heard someone whispered his name "Arthit..", he just hummed and snuggled more making someone bite his lips from stop moaning. Arthit opened his eyes slowly for the light slap on his forearm and met a firm red pillow, he furrows and touched it with his half lidded eyes while moving his hips forward.

"uhmm...Arthit" a pleading moan snapped arthit to open his eyes fully. He got horror when he saw himself hugging kong from behind. He gulped and moved his eyes down to for him to pale, his hard on is  poking his husband ass, he quickly sat on his bed while kong moved ou of the bed. "I am sorry.. really sorry.. i didn'r me--.." Arthit rant was cut by kong. "Its ok arthit.. this happens to everyone.. don't worry" kong said to arthit while rubbing his cheeks to hide his blush.

Arthit eyes quickly moved to a place to check something. Kong followed arthit eyes and quickly covered his lower part with his intertwined palm. He runs to bathroom and peaked his head from inside "Its early arthit.. so sleep i will wake you up after my jog" kong said and shut his door quickly while arthit slammed his body on the bed with a jump.

"How can i embarass myself like this? How can my body shame me?" Arthit complained himself. But he got confused by his own body, is it just his morning wood or a reaction for his husband? did he just heard his husband moan? No way his husband must be irritated by him!. cursing himself for his hard on arthit went back to sleep once again. Kong cane out after got ride of his problem.

He went for a jog after covering arthit body with blanket. When he came back arthit was still in sleep so he went for a shower. He stepped out after a shower and furrows when he saw Tina entering his room, how can he forget to lock the door? he asked himself in his mind. "What you want Tina?" Kong asked maintaing his blank face. "I came to ask you to join breakfast with me" she answered him.

"Sorry Tina, you go and have it, i will join once after arthit got ready" Kong asked her while wiping his hair with a towel. "But kong--.." She whined while stepping forward to bump at kong who also moves forward. when she was about to fall kong wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her back to his chest.

Both gasped in surprise and stared each other with widen eyes. "Are you okay?" kong asked her still in same position. She nods with a blush and shy smile. Both turned to the sound, Arthit who sat on the bed gave them his blank stare. He climbed out of the bed and walks towards the bathroom without sparing a glance on them. Kong snap out of his shock when arthit slammed the bathroom door.

Kong pulled away from her quickly "Tina leave" kong said in a weak voice. Without any protest Tina went out. Arthit faced himself in mirror "Is it anger? but why? what will P'kongpop love to do with my anger? its not like i don't have lover? so what wrong if Tina is his lover? Am i anger because he didn't tell me? but are not i also hiding my dating from him?" Arthit questioned himself and slammed his palm on the mirror.

The day went on.. Tina presence made kong uncomfortable and annoyed. Her clinglyness on kong made arthit felt anger.  And the weird feeling on his chest never went away so he ignored it without preying and concentrated on his family more than the drama going on between kong and Tina. In the evening when arthit was enjoying the nature in the garden while texting his crush Tina showed up and sat next to him in the bench. Arthit turned to her locking his phone with a scowl "What?" arthit asked and his tone clearly shows how much he dont like her presence.

"I know arthit... i dont know the exact reason thou but i know you guys are not together.. whatever the reason is i dont care.. all i care is about my life with kong.. i dont want to fight with you nor cause any scene infront of everyone by revealing you guys not being together.. All i want is the answer?" Tina told him softly. Arthit bite his lower lips in anxious, he also felt her sincerity by her voice, maybe she really loves kongpop? arthit thought in his mind.

"What answer?" Arthit asked after a minute of silence. "When will you guys divorce? i can't stall my marriage anymore? i can't fight with my parents anymore for kongpop! so when will you divorcee him?" She asked in her soft voice again. Even though Arthit felt the hurt in her voice he can't help but feel anger towards her when she mentioned about his divorce, he controlled his anger by clenching his fist.

"Why don't you ask him Phi?" Arthit asked clearly sounding anger. "I can but did he have that right to divorce you, I mean it's you who bind him, his kindness towards you is too much that he will never initiate until you ask" Tina told him with a sigh.

Arthit clenched his fist more making his palm turn red, so he is just a nuisance and burden to kong? Is this what kong told his girlfriend? Arthit released his fist and stood from his place "I will soon divorce him phi" Arthit walks away after his answering ignoring Tina next question.

Arthit fastened his pace towards upstairs room where his mom and grandma stay, all he want now is to get ride of that damn nagging feeling which is growing on his heart. He entered the room and slammed his body on the bed while his head on his mother lap. Arthit mother startled by his action "God! You scare me Oon!". Arthit snuggled more on her lap hoping it makes him forget the outside world.

"Oon, is everything alright?" Arthit mother asked him. Arthit nods his head at her. After a minute of silence Arthit mother told "Me and grandma  thought you are not happy with kongpop, but seeing you guys smile at each other make our worry gone".

Arthit turned his head facing his mom "why did you thought I am not happy with him? I am happy mom" Arthit asked his mom softly. "I know you are happy Oon, it's just.. you and kongpop never came home together even if seen together you guys never smile at each other like earlier" Arthit mom answered to him

"Wait mom! What you mean by never came together? Is P'kongpop visit our home?" Arthit asked in confusion. Arthit mother creased her forehead and asked "Yes he visit last Sunday of every month, why? Don't you know that?". Arthit eyes widen in shock but he soon hide it.

He didn't answer his mom instead he runs off to meet kong. He went to kong study room where the latter doing his work. "Stop Tina! I had enough of your silliness! I am a married man for god sake!" Kong snapped at Tina for invading his personal space. Arthit stopped outside the room abruptly.

"Really? Then why don't it seems you are married man to me? Is it because you are not happy in this relationship?" Tina yelled back at him losing her cool. "Who told you I am not happy?" Kong asked coldly. "Arthit, he already confessed he will divorce you!" Tina revealed him.

"But...  did I ever told you I am gonna divorce Arthit? Tell me, did I ever tell you I am not happy with Arthit?" Kong questioned her, his anger clearly visible in his face. "Then tell me now kongpop! Are you happy in your relationship? When my mom asked your family for marriage aunty told us that you are in love with Mrs.rojnapat daughter! I also know that girl cheated you before marriage! Why did you married Arthit?" Tina asked in frustration.

"I am happy with Arthit and for your other questions I don't need to answer so leave me alone" Kong said firmly. "Kongpop until you clear my all doubts I will never give up on you" Tina also said firmly.

Kong sighed and slammed his body on the shelf. Taking a deep breath kong confessed "Tina, the one I fall in love with...  is not Mrs. rojnapat daughter...  it's her son Arthit". Both Tina and Arthit eyes widen in shock. "I first met him when i was doing my internship in Rojnapat company"

"He was in his final year of school, every evening he came to pick his mother, his interaction with the staffs always amuse me, his voice and smile always warm my heart, that time I didn't realise I am in love with him.. but when mom insisted that I have to marry someone in a year Arthit image is the only thing both my mind heart shows to me"

"I think mom misunderstood my words, I don't blame her because I never attracted to boys before nor I told her about Arthit. I went to abroad trip after telling her I choose rojnapat heir as my partner. When I return back I was shattered by the news, i wanted to stop it but they already fixed everything and I don't want to hurt Arthit sister. But I tried to stop this in my own way"

"Gladly the marriage stopped and I got my love. Tina... please move on I will never love you nor can give you the happiness you deserve" Kong finished and advised her. Tina eyes teared up "Then why don't you show him you are in love with him? Then why you guys are divorcing?".

"That is not your concern Tina" kong said softly. "Kongpop please... I want to break all my hopes on you so tell me the truth" Tina pleaded at kong who rubbed his face with his palm. "I was at cloud nine after my marriage with Arthit, I was very confident that I can make Arthit fall in love with me.. but... the night before our honeymoon Arthit came drunk, his friend dropped him saying he was just stressed about college"

"But that night Arthit pushed me away, when I try to help him change the dress he  avoided my touch saying he felt dirty whenever I touch him, he said how can I agree to the honeymoon when we both don't love each other, he said he gonna lose his studies and happiness, he cried the whole night saying how he lost his freedom in one night, how my presence disturbing his life and studies" kong eyes also welled up.

"That's why I decided to wait for him to finish his studies, I planned to court him after his graduation but... all changed... Tina even if Arthit rejected me I will never love you cause I am already in love, with him, it's been more than 3 years I am still in love with, my love grows every day" Kong explained his reason.

Tina tears up causing kong to pat her shoulders but she hugged him tightly, inhaling his scent one last time which always warm her heart. Her last hope shattered by kong sincere love confession towards Arthit. Kong just allowed her to hug him as much as she want.

Arthit legs took him back to his mother room. When she asked why he is staying with her arthit reasoned out to her that he is missing her lot. That night went by him sleeping in his mom arms. Next morning he never once glance kongpop. He didn't tear up nor thought about kong words.

That evening came soon both Arthit and kong went back to their home. Arthit walks to his room after bidding his good night. Kong smiled and returned the wish. Next morning kong woke up early and ordered breakfast for them. After giving a lots of thoughts kong decided to court Arthit. He already wasted 2 years so he promised himself to do his best in this short time without wasting time.

Arthit came down after shower and got surprised. Kong throws his charming smile at him. Arthit smiled at him awkwardly. Arthit felt uncomfortable by kong presence but he didn't show on his face. Kong start to shower Arthit with his love, care, flirt and teasing every day.

2months later::

Arthit start to feel suffocated, one side his crush other side his husband who have crush on him. He don't know how to handle his heart which can't decide what he want? The butterflies he feel for his crush also came for kong. The warmth he felt in his crush smile also came for kong smile.

Arthit wants to talk with his husband, but he don't know how to start? How can he say that he eves drops  his talk with Tina? What if his husband confess at him? What will he do? Shall he say that he is already dating someone? Or having like on someone for almost 4 years? Will not his husband will get hurt? Why his heart is not ready to face the reality? Why his heart don't want to see his husband get hurt?

Arthit walks out of his room to the kitchen, today he is going out with his friends to celebrate his crush birthday. When he heard kong scream he got startled and rushed towards the kitchen. His breath hitched seeing the blood in kong finger and a burnt mark in his wrist.

He rushed to him and examined it after pulling kongpop hand to his eyes level. Kong hissed at Arthit and rubbed his neck with his free hand "Sorry... I was just trying to cook for you as a surprise.... but it..." kong was cut by Arthit tears. Kong got panicked seeing Arthit crying for his small burnt mark.

"I am alright Arthit... shhh.. don't cry" kong coaxed him. But Arthit cries increased seeing kong effect to impress him, to make him fall in love with him. "Why?? Why are you doing this P'kong?" Arthit asked choking with his tears. He runs back to his room to cry on his bed.

He don't know why he is getting affected by kong? Why his feeling are wavering by kong?. He heard a soft knock on his door, he sat on the bed after wiping his tears. Kong entered with a guilty face "I am sorry.. I am really sorry, I think Prae is right, I should give you a heads up before doing everything on my own"

"Sorry if I hurt you or your feelings, the thing is... I... love you Arthit, from the start, it's only you not your sister, I know I have explanation to do and I will sure give you... but before that will you give me a chance to show my love to you.... if you don't feel anything for me we can apply divorce like we planned before" Kong confessed and waited for Arthit response.

Even after 10 minutes Arthit didn't give him any reply. All he did was staring his own fingers which is on his lap. Suddenly Arthit phone ringed causing him to snap to reality. After answering the call Arthit climbed off from his bed and wai at kong "I have to go... I will answer you once I return Phi" Arthit said and went to his restroom to wash his face while kong walks out of Arthit room with a heavy heart.

"So Arthit? What gift you gave to your boyfriend?" Bright asked him while entering the restaurant while others just shook their head at Bright antics. Arthit ignored him and enter inside. Today is his crush comes boyfriend birthday then why is his heart sad? His crush even kissed his both cheeks after receiving his birthday gift then why is his body is not feeling the butterfly anymore?.

He took his seat next to his crush who is facing his side. His friends start to order the foods while Arthit phone vibrated with a message. He took his phone and examined it. His eyes widen in shock his head moves to check his surroundings while Knot who is next to him, tapped his thighs and signal him to look at the corner where kong and Prae seated.

Arthit gulped and nodded his head, the message from kong tells him the restaurant best dish. Arthit nods little at kong when the latter smile at him warmly. His guilty start to spread, he turned to Knot who eyed Arthit crush. Arthit gulped after grabbing the situation both his crush and husband are in one place.

Gladly before he try to escape from the situation kong stood from his place with Prae and walks out. He released a sigh and smile at Knot assuringly. When he was in his own thoughts not caring what others doing suddenly his crush hugged his shoulders and kissed his forehead.

Arthit eyes widen and glance his friends who are all throwing their teasing smile at him. Arthit blushed and hide his face at his crush chest while his crush hide his face at Arthit head. "P'kongpop!!" one of Arthit crush friend yelled in happiness.

Arthit body stiffened in his crush arms, he clenched his crush shirt tightly, yes he heard it wrong? Arthit thought in his mind. But his crush released him and screamed in happiness "P'kongpop!!". Arthit gulped and checked his crush eyes which is on his back. He didn't turn around because there may be more kongpop in this world! he hoped in his mind.

But when Knot put his palm on his thighs with a pity look Arthit knows he comes to the reality which his heart don't want to face. He turned slowly while his crush and the latter friend runs to kongpop for a hug.

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