Like a storm Kongpop passed the hallway towards at the end where the head of the company working booth located. The secretary of the president didn't mind the man since she is aware of the man owning rights to
do whatever he wish with the president.

Arthit who was leaned against the desk with files in one hand while other hand feeding himself with his soulmate favourite fruits. He got startled and jerked his head towards the door when a loud thud resounded his cabin.

After composing himself, he smiled wide at the intruder while closed the curtains for the see through windows with a button under his desk. Kong slammed the papers on the desk with a furious look.

"Good morning baby!! How was your trip? Here have some fruits, I am having a busy schedule for a week so have no time to cook so I ordered this earlier and since you are occupied my mind all the time I ordered yours instead of mine!" Arthit winked at his love with a dashing smile.

"Why? How could play behind my back?!!" Kongpop asked with venom. Arthit smiling face changed into muddled one, he opened the envelope and examined it.

He chuckled with a knowing look. "How dare you laugh? Why the hell you corner Tay to dismiss me? And you say you love me!!" Kong asked with a agitated heart which is loud from the time he learned the truth.

"I am loving you and I will say this every day of my life" Arthit confessed after sitting in his chair with his head on his joined hands. "Stop your sweet words Arthit?! I am very mad, why did you do this?" Kong's asked pointing his dismissing order which he received from Tay last night.

"It's for us kongpop, you had enough of your job and I am tired of begging you to quit-..." Arthit was cut by kong out burst.

"So you blackmailed my head to take me out of work? If this is what your so called eternal love then I don't need it. Let's break up!" Kong fumed with blind anger. The effort and the danger he is putting to climb the ladder is not describable, even so, his husband easily smashed the ladder he was building it to reach the success peak.

Arthit eyes changed to mad for a second before going back to normal one, his rationality is still with him so he keep his cool and spoke more softly, "kongpop, did you forgot we can't broke up with words, since we are husbands."

Kong went silent for a moment before he too emphasised his words with more anger, "I. Don't. Care!"

Both stared each other, one's with love hoping it will subside the volcano which is erupted in his husband heart while other with anger and disappointment for his partner went behind his back and betrayed him.

"Kong" Arthit called softly standing from the chair to move close to the said latter. "Don't touch me! I thought you will support my dream but how could you? All just because you miss me?" Kong asked not minding to check his words before spouting which he usual does.

"Just missing? Kong, 'I miss you' is not a phrase for me, you should know better how much our presence do magic in each other life's? Don't want to spend time with me anymore? Don't you want to sleep in my arms? Does I feel bored?-..." Arthit was cut short by kong once again.

"Spare me from your sweet words! I too miss you but you should also know better how much important my job is for me? You should have talked to me!" Kong voice out pushing Arthit chest to stay away from him.

"I tried and still trying, but you are not ready to acknowledge, do you know how much I feel alone and annoyed to stand in my sisters wedding without you by my side? Are not Prae is your close friend too? You said I am your paramount but for the past 10 months all you care is your job?" Arthit this time raised his voice little, showing his pain in his eyes.

Kong averted his eyes for the first time from Arthit after his confrontation. He is ashamed to face the pain which caused by himself, but he has no choice, he need to climb high to stand by his side so he will do anything to soar up and prove himself worth.

"Kongpop, do you even remember our talk about the babies? You told yourself we will get babies after a year of marriage, but it's been almost 2 year after our marriage but...." Arthit stopped and gave his back with a sigh.

"Moreover, I never wanted this to happen, in fact, if you remember correctly I always supported you from the start but recently the projects you are carrying on your shoulders are thousands times dangerous and distantly from past one.

I had enough of my fear, every day I am waiting for your call with prayers and going insane from missing you" Arthit turned back and asked with in his firm tone.

"I should have asked this before so tell me kongpop, why are you obsessed with perilous mission? Why did it has to be you? Why are you pressuring Tay to take big projects and put your life at stake?" Arthit asked moving closer to kongpop whose body shakes internally.

Kongpop didn't show his tremble but kept his eyes away from Arthit, "how long you expect me to work with drug dealers only? I want to achieve.... big and..... help people" kong answered in his sincere voice.

'Lie' Arthit thought inside his mind but didn't uttered out. "I am sorry, I had enough with your helping tendency so please leave the job and work inside our country!" Arthit told walking back to his chair.

Kong eyes went more round with his husband nonchalant crucial request. "Furthermore, we are aiming for baby so you should be home!" Arthit announced him keeping his face from showing his sour mood.

"Arthit, I don't understand,if you are really desperate in kids why did you marry me instead of marrying a pretty women who could give you a beautiful soul in your flesh!" Kong heart felt a pang after realisation what he spoke.

But before he apology Arthit secretary's knocked his cabin with a reminder of the latter meeting. Arthit gloomy face changed to blooming one before acknowledging his secretary. With the same smiling face he excused himself from kong who also did so.

After reaching home, kong directly went to the gym room and let out his all anger and remorse. As much as he wanted to apologise and hold Arthit in his arms, he wouldn't do it, since his goal to be reached high and live his life perfectly.

After having his dinner from outside, he went to his bed, Arthit who came late joined the bed without minding to have his dinner. He hugged kong from behind and felt hurt when his husband didn't response back, although the latter is awake.

The next morning, Arthit approached the sleeping kongpop and bend before him with a fond smile. He pecks the latter lips and earned a groan from the sleeping beauty. "You look so drained so sleep more my baby, let me handle the rest" Arthit assured before leaving for the office.

While he submerged himself with his work kongpop surprised him with a lunch. "You came!" Arthit excitedly spoke while opening the lunch box which his husband packed for him.

"Don't you said you miss me?" Kong asked sarcastically and give a rolled eyes when Arthit nodded his head vigorously. Kong smirked evilly when Arthit eyes went out after a taste of spoon of rice.

Kong blinked innocently with a question, "is it taste bad? Did I lost my touch in cooking?"

Arthit shook his head fast before swallowing the lunch without any complaining face. Kong felt malicious when his husband body went red with smoking fire by the spice he added in the food.

"Enough Arthit!" Kong pulled the vessel back, after not able to bear his husband suffering. "No, you cooked after long time, I don't want to waste your gesture of love!" Arthit said barely audible cause of his irregular breathing.

Kong eyes went glassy seeing his husband being hurt by him. He stomped out of the room to thought of different plan which involve no suffering and harm.

In the night, he decided to persuade his husband once again so he waited for Arthit and go panic when the latter didn't reach home even after passed midnight, he called Arthit and it went unanswered.

That's why he picked at first ring when a call arrives from an unknown number. He stumbled after hearing the words from the other side. He quickly dashed out of the room not even changing his night outfit.

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Kong tears didn't stopped for the past hours and how would it be? when he is at blame for the disaster happened at his life. He was so happy and lively in his world, and Arthit came into his bubble make it more joyful and alive that he find hard to believe one's life could be this wonderful.

However, the problem after Arthit came inside his bubble is it's size, his husband family is big and damn wealthy with fame which start to suffocate him. He tried to hop up with it but it make him go so worse.

He tried his best to mingle with his husband relatives whenever they hold a get together party, although he hates to be talkative. He entertained everyone, but none seems to be change their point of view over him.

He doesn't have wealth, job, handsomeness and talent like his husbands, that's what all people surrounds him thinks.

Not only his husband side, even his relatives thinks that Arthit is great to marry him who is nothing but a simple man.

Arthit parents never said or behave so, but others, even the employees of his husband give him eyes which covey, 'you doesn't deserve the place where you stand.'

The negative vibe start to rub on him without his knowledge, now he too start to feel he is not worth the place, and Arthit indeed sacrificed many things for his love and the sympathy everyone shows at Arthit make him hatred himself.

So he decided to prove himself, he couldn't give heir but at least he could gain stardom and prove his capacity.

That's why he forced Tay to choose international dealers case where he has chance to earn fame and prove his talent, this way he and Arthit won't seem different for choosing to be together.

His train of guilty thoughts stopped when Arthit blinked his eyes with a painful groan.

"Why did you(hik) ate the spices when you are malnutrition(hik) and why did you go starving(hik) and made you sick!!" Kong fisted his husband abs with a sniffling.

"Still adorable" Arthit chuckled with a remark. Kong sobbed more with lash out, "Why are you doing this? Did you miss me that much???(hik...) I won't go.... please don't scare me again...(hik) be healthy.."

Kongpop voice out his request with tears, his veins are still in vibration from the earlier dread he got over his husband sickness. After he marched inside the hospital he learned that his husband got fainted in office late evening after having vomited his hut more than twice and the information of taking pain killers for stomach ache for the past two months from the latter secretary.

His heart clutched at the information, that moment he realised how much selfish he was and what stupidity his decision caused to the one man who is yearning to build a family with him.

"My p-phone" Arthit told with dry voice, kong went confused for a moment before giving the latter phone to him.

Arthit played the recording he taped months before..

"Arthitttttt... my sexy.... I miss you so much..."

"I too baby... I want you back soon... so when will you return? Did you caught the culprit?.."

"I.... m-miss your lips more my sexy.... I miss our ride lotttttt"

"...... Baby where are you? Are you having drinks?"

"Yes... I am in my 7th round but .... my sexy... I miss our rounds! When can I get a chance to bang you!" Kong giggled with lots of kisses on the phone.

"Is it safe for you to drink?" Arthit asked with panicked heart, everyday he is praying for his husband safety so he feels a sudden concern by his husband drunken self.

"I love youuuuuu so muchhhhh, I miss your kissessssss"

"Kong you better get back to your room and sleep if you don't want me to show up before you !" Arthit warned his husband with a playful chuckle.

"Do you have any idea how much I wanted to sleep in your arms? But I won't, I will come to you only after I proved myself worth to stand by your side"

"Kong.... what are you talking about? You are the only one who have qualities to walk by me." Arthit assures his husband in his sweet voice.

"I.... I miss you so much... I am scared my sexy.... last night I was at gun point Arthit... all I wanted that moment was to hug you once,... I am scared that we won't able to live our life like we dreamed of my sexy.... I feel tired, empty... and hate myself for being a coward and self-minded." Kong finished and sobs for moments before the call went dead.

Kongpop went frozen in his place not knowing what to do. He remembered getting drunk 4 months back but doesn't remember his call with his husband, what a foul mouth he is having.

"I.... why did you recorded it..." kong said instead of explaining his self. Arthit motioned the latter to come close to his face with gestures.

Kong went hesitated before leaning to his husband face and went rigid when a sugary lips landed on his. He didn't replicate it, the nibble and sucks continues for minute before he response back with tears.

"I love you" Arthit confessed after breaking the kiss, kong fisted the latter chest this time with more tears, "you knew it, yet, you played....(hik)

"I love you kongpop. I didn't played any dirt behind your back, I asked you to return back to me many times but you didn't listened me so I did what I have to, I want your heart to be at peace, I promised to make you happy and console you when you are in pain." Arthit said wiping kongpop lips with his thumb.

"I am an evil don't I?" Kongpop asked choking with more sob. "Yes but mine only" Arthit declares with a peck. "I am sorry.... I tried to get ride of the thought but every time your relatives brag about their kids choice and how big spot their kids partner occupied i feels greedy and want to earn it too... I am really sorry" kongpop finally apologised properly without any hindrance.

"So no more barrier between us honey?" Arthit asked with a hopeful face. "Are not you upset?" Kong asked trying to move away from Arthit who pulled him back in place.

"I was, for so long, that you didn't care to tell me how my social status choking you with unasked demands. But my sanity point out to think from your side too, and I did, which end up me feeling more loved by you. You wanted this not only for you but for me too, I get it baby so don't over think, and I already planned few things for you to get out of this negative emotions!" Arthit words surprised kong who felt immense love wave pass through his heart by his husband.

He kissed the latter deep and homely with his hands tightly holding his husband shirts. Kongpop swirled his tongue all inside the cavern tasting Arthit saliva which is firing his soul, he could feel his husband taste in his every sense.

His sanity was slowly starting to be blocked by his husband unresistable inner beauty, when Arthit tongue disturbed his feast by trying to duell with him he abruptly ended the kiss.

Moving back he smiled charmingly with his trade mark innocent face after a long time, Arthit awestruck at his husband sight and feel they are back in their blissful bubble which was close to burst by his husband insecurity which caused by their social status.

Arthit already planned few things to make his husband come out of the latter self loath and anxious over their status difference. He will prove to his kongpop that nothing matters except their loved ones heart and care.

"Let's go home"

"Let's go home" both said at same time and leaned for another peck. "I missed playing football with you" Arthit teased his husband who smiled shyly with a hum.

"Shall we play tonight?" Arthit asked with a eye batting. Kong furrows quickly with a strict eyes, "No, doctor ordered you to stay bed for a week without any heavy workload" kong reasoned out the fact.

"But, you riding me won't make me tired, so will my sexy ready to bless this starving man with a well deserved ride?" Arthit asked with lustful look which always put kong at risk and vulnerable. He nodded his head with a visible gulp, after all he deserved it for causing his loved one to go sick and hurt.

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