"P'arthit..." kong eyes can't believe the visual but the voice seems same and Arthit calling him lion forcing him to believe the things happening. Before kong process the truth he got pushed to the bed by Arthit.

Kong backed away with his elbows in horror, Arthit smirked and hovered over him. "It's Really you... that turtle guy.. isn't?" Kong asked still reluctant to accept the fact.

"Yes kongpop, my lion, it's really me, the turtle who missed you, your mouth, your innocence, your fierce everything, badly.... very badly" Arthit answered him while taking kong wrist to tie on the headboard.

Kong who didn't realise his hand were already tied got shocked when he try to push Arthit, his mind flashed the old memory of him getting blowjob by Arthit. He doesn't want that to happen again. He try to kick Arthit with more force.

"How could you do this? I thought you are a good man! How can you be a cheater and pervert! I admired you! Why??? Why it has to be?" kong shouted at the verge of tears.

Arthit chuckled and pressed his knees on kong thighs strongly to stop kong's movements.

"I still didn't do anything bad dear! But going to" Arthit said and without giving any minute for kong to talk back he smashed his lips on kong lips.

kong shake his head for a moment to stop by Arthit's firm hold on his neck. Arthit nibbled kong lower lips to taste a salty water.

He pulled away and checked kong to feel hurt. Kong eyes were closed and shedding tears continuously. The tears got him snap to the real world. He got ashamed of himself. He wiped kong tears while his tears start to came out.

He moved next to kong and untied kong wrist from the headboard. Kong with his tears turned to Arthit and got surprised by the tears which Arthit wiped quickly.

"I am sorry for hurting you, you can go" Arthit said while turning to the other side of the bed giving his back to kong.

Kong hugged his knees and touched Arthit arms slowly, "You...don't want to t-talk?" Kong whispered softly he doesn't know what he want them to talk but he want some answers from Arthit, if it is not Arthit he will never insist for a talk but he want to know from when his favourite man became a cheater.

"I said go kongpop! 5 mins, if you don't leave in 5 mins then you will regret your life!" Arthit warned him in his cold voice. He doesn't want to hurt kong anymore, he already did and disappointed him.

Kong knows the warning is serious so he moved out of the room quickly. He went out of the house and decided to book a cap. When he was about to confirm his ride a rain drops dropped on his phone's screen causing him to check the sky. The rain started lightly but in a minute it poured heavily.

Kong walked back to Arthit house and stood near the door. He battled inside his mind to ring the bell for more than 10 minutes. Sighing, he pressed the bell, Arthit opened the door and saw half drenched kong.

"I am sorry, but I can't go back" kong told Arthit without making an eye contact. Arthit walked inside without locking the door, kong stepped inside after Arthit turned to motion for kong to enter inside. Arthit went and took his towel to offer kong.

He prepared his cloth for kong to wear if the latter want. Kong wiped his face awkwardly. When he walked inside the same bedroom to return the towel, Arthit offered him a dress to change but kong rejected with a vigorous shook.

Arthit nodded his head and lay on his bed after switched off the light. Kong don't know what to do, Shall he lay next to Arthit? or go back to the living room for a sofa?

"Sleep anywhere you want, there is a guest room in upstairs" Arthit said to kong with closed eyes.

Kong mind told him to go to the guest room but his heart told him to take Arthit bed. He gulped and walked to the bed where Arthit is sleeping. After deciding to blame his heart if in case anything went wrong kong lay on the empty side of the bed.

Blame his curiosity and detective instinct he can't stop his mouth from talking "P'Arthit, did you feel sleepy?" Not receiving any reply from Arthit kong moved near to Arthit and whispered loudly "P'arthit, you are awake right?" Kong can clearly see Arthit is awake from the latter body.

He moved his hand to touch Arthit shoulders when a hand stopped him and hovered over him "Tell me truly! Do you want to sleep with me?" Arthit asked kong who shivered by the Closeness of Arthit face. Their breath mingled causing them to feel hot.

"No! But.. but I want to talk" kong said after turning his head to other side. Arthit went back to his place with a sigh "what you want to talk?" Arthit asked after a moment.

Kong turned to face Arthit quickly with a question "About you, why are you cheating your finance? Don't you love her?"

Arthit took his hand and try to touch kong eyebrows, the way kong glows in curiosity with raised eyebrows wants Arthit to touch kong. But kong backs away in terror, Arthit retrieved his hand back with a bitter smile.

"Namtan is my high school crush, before I asked her for a date one of my friend went ahead of me, they got together. I always prayed for them to break up. One day my prayer came true. I was in my third year of engineering, Namtan came to me and told she broke up with my friend"

"I got happy instead of being a good friend and resolve her problem, I comforted her and got close to her. This time I decided to express my love to her so that I will not be regretting in future again. But she rejected me saying she can never see me more than a friend, I still don't know the reason thou?"

"After that I moved on from my heart break but not from Namtan, I tired to date someone else but nothing turned out best, my heart still longed for her. So I stopped going on dates. I started working with my dad in my final year"

"I fully dedicated myself in works and got success in everything. My mom got worried by my single status so she forced me to go on a blind date. For her happiness I started to go and met them. And that's how I met Namtan again in my life as my blind date"

"I felt happy and thought maybe fate wants us to be together that's why she came to me as my date. But the way she acted I found that she still consider me as her friend. We decided to cheat our parents saying we like each other, we thought they will leave us alone and free from this blind dates but Namtan mother arranged an engagement without consulting us before"

"Namtan told me that we can broke this engagement after some time, I know it's not a simple thing like she said but my poor heart didn't protest her because it's thought maybe we still have chance. But everything changed last year when my friends show me the photos of Namtan with other men's, that's when I realised that for Namtan this all thing is just an act to free from her mother's torture"

"But I never asked her to break this thing, I don't want to hurt her, her mother start to interfere in our business which stressed me a lot. I start to drink to relief from my stress. One night I met pring who I had sex in my drunk state. She understood my pain and I like the way she handled me like she love me. After that.... that's become my habit, I found pring working in a club so I start to visit whenever I can't handle my stress"

"I know what I am doing is wrong but I am a person who don't like to share my burdens and problem with my loved ones or others. Neverthless, everything changed in this 2 weeks, I met a guy in that club 2 weeks before who made me smile within a minute, who made me curious on my escort, who made me realize that my heart is wrong, who made me realize my hope is not for Namtan but for love, but instead of confess my feelings I messed up badly"

Before Arthit finished his emotion, he heard a snoring sound. He observed kong who slept already. Arthit laughed a little and rubbed his thumb on kong lips "You are gonna death of me soon, you insolent brat! sleeping on my misery" Arthit chuckled and touched his heart which is beating fast, very fast that he wants to check it to the doctor.

Arthit knows what this feelings is but he can't express it to kong and except kong to trust him. And, he is still engaged to Namtan so he decided to break it first before asking kong out for a date. Arthit closed his eyes after capturing kong's sleeping face which resembles like a cute cat.

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Kong opened his eyes by his phone's constant ringing. With his half lidded eyes he answered his call, "hello.... Kong, you are still sleeping? .... hmmm.. .....That's new, anyway P'Tay called me, he wants to meet you today for lunch, I think, it was about the new case.... Hmmm, alright... And, Kong why did leave the club without informing us?......" Kong opened his eyes fully in realization "Aim, I will call you later bye.." Kong cut his call and glanced around to come up with an empty bedroom.

A paper note was on his wallet, Kong took and read it. " I am sorry for hurting you, I don't want to make you uncomfortable so I am leaving first, and Thanks for the last night I felt relaxed after long time" Arthit words made Kong embarrassed on himself.

He remembered last night when Arthit was pouring his past memories and how he slept without any warning, he can't help the slumber which taken over him, especially, when the latter sweet voice which sounded like a lullaby.

However, he heard almost everything he closed his eyes after Arthit talking about him. So Kong felt ease that Arthit didn't cheat on his fiancée.

Moreover, he doesn't know why he was glad that there is no love between Arthit and Namtan. After using the restroom kong got fresh to leave.

Before leaving the room he noticed a photo of Arthit holding a pink milk which have a tag of pink milk monster. Kong chuckled and went back to his home.

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A week after::

Kong ordered a cup of pink milk and paced his feet nervously, his heart continously praying for a
success of his confession. Yes, he is going to confess to Arthit, After battling with his mind for a whole night he decided to go for it.

Actually after leaving Arthit house last week Kong was not himself anymore. His whole mind and heart screamed at him to go visit Arthit and talk with him more, the wet dreams increased with some pleasant moments.

He didn't expect it to be love but after searching the Google for answers about his behaviors, he confirmed he is indeed having feelings Arthit and his liking of boys.

He doesn't know if Arthit is also having any feeling for him or will accept his confession, yet he wants to try instead of get ride of this pleasant dreams. So he called his parents today early morning and asked them that, if he fall for a man will they get disappointed at him.

Their parents just laughed at his cuteness and told him that it doesn't matter for them as long as he is happy. So here it is, the d- day, Kong holding a pink milk in his hand entered Arthit office building.

He took the lift for 10th floor, he glanced himself from head to toe in the mirror before coming out of the elevator. He look more presentable for his own satisfaction. He asked the desk for Arthit but they said without an appointment they can't allow him inside.

He showed his puppy eyes and asked the lady to make a call to her boss, if her boss rejected to meet him then he will go back.

But before the receptionist called her boss, Arthit walked out and rushed towards the elevator. Everyone on the office got shocked by Arthit run.

Before Kong call out for Arthit, the lift door opened and Namtan jumped on his arms "what happened Nam?" Arthit asked with concern.

"Art.....Oon...I am sorry for hurting you.... Will you give us one more chance.... I love you Arthit" Namtan pleaded with her cries on arthit arms.

Kong placed the pink milk on the desk, he wants to pull them away but when his eyes catch a glimpse of Arthit dimple smile with Namtan on his embrace made Kong hurted and heart shuddered. His legs automatically backend away in pain. He took the emergency stairs and runs out of the building blinking his tears away.

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