What is enjoyment?

Is it the feeling of floating on a cloud?

Or spending time with the ones that you love?

I can never tell

I used to know what it was really like to be extremely happy 

Like a unicorn that grants you magical powers or Pegasus lending you a seat on her wings

To fly to place of eternal happiness and remain there forever

Is faking happiness possible?

Actors can do it so why can't i?

Isn't it fun to put a show on for all to see

But it's not right to be something that you aren't

Plus being yourself is more fun than acting for everyone

Happiness is smiling, laughter, video games and HUGS!!!

I can never forget hugs as they always bring a smile to my face

But all these wonderful things,

Are what I barely have access to.

Something must be done so it won't happen

Ah! I know what must happen, this is a challenging task

But I shall never give up!

I must prevail!

But it seems that I have to do this mission alone

Wishing the circumstances were different but,

Oh well, nothing ventured....

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