35. Taekook - Anxiety


On the day of first day of finals the couple was laying in bed cuddling after finishing classes, preparing themselves for the waves of tests and projects and assignments due. They were watching a Christmas movie on Disney+ because they need to wind done. Jungkook had just finished calling in a pizza for him and Tae to eat. Overall just a very cuddly time, Tae was laying against the others chest, with the olders arms wrapped around his waist. Sighing and leaning back, Tae started to feel very relaxed, but luckily, old friends anxiety and panic caught him before he felt too relaxed. Tae's breathing started to get uneven, and his head started to spin.

"Breath Tae, breath"

"H-he-h-" he started trying to speak, but being inhibited by the panic welling up in his chest

Tae was leaning forward now, legs pulled up and head in his hands. Tears were streaming down his face like a waterfall, and Kook had moved to his side, and was rubbing Tae's back and playing with his hair calming the other down the same way he has grown accustomed too over the past few years. He knew all about the youngers anxiety and panic disorder, and as soon as he found out about it, he started searching ways to help his boyfriend, and after being there during one of the others attacks, he asked the younger what he could do to help him, 'Just be by my side' was all he said in response, and Jungkook has done just that over the years, making sure he was always there for the younger, comforting him through everything. He continued to remind the younger to breath and whisper sweet nothings into his ear. He also made sure that his presence was known by rubbing circles on his back and hip and messaging his head and threading fingers through his hair.He started to feel and hear the youngers breath slow down after a good half an hour of whispers and murmurs into the others ear. He held the boy close almost like a baby, against his chest. Tae's eyes slowly closed and he cuddled closer into the older, feeling safe and protected in the others arms. Tae soon ended up falling asleep in his boyfriends arms, because having a panic/anxiety attack is very tiring stuff.

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Jungkook woke Tae up when the pizza arrived, knowing that he would definitely be hungry. He smiled sadly seeing the tear stains on his puffy cheeks, he hated it when the younger cried or had these attacks, he would do anything so the other wouldn't have to deal with it, and so there would never be another tear on his cheeks.

Tae woke up and rolled around a little, but kept his eyes closed, after a few minutes of whimpers about it being to bright, he just opened his eyes slowly and then hid back in Jungkook's chest.

"It's okay baby, im here, your safe" Jungkook said while drawing circles on Tae's thigh with his thumb.

"Thank you Kookie" Tae said weakly, hugging the others neck, burying his face in that instead of his chest.

"You never have to thank me, its my job to make sure you feel safe. I don't know what I would do if something happened while I wasn't here." Jungkook responded with his whole heart, continuing his administrations of calming swirls. They sat like that for a while, just enjoying each others presence.

"K-k-ki-" Tae attempted

"Take your time babe, it's okay" Jungkook assured the younger.

"Ki-k-" Tae continued to try, stuttering.

"You can do t babe!" Jungkook was cheering his boyfriend on, encouraging him to finish the sentence.

"KI-KILL ME I HAVE THREE EXAMS TOMORROW!" He finally got out, and then cuddled back into the others neck.

Jungkook chuckled a bit, "...Well, I was hoping for 'kiss me' but letting out emotions out is good too." Tae whined at this, tickling Jungkook's neck with the vibrations. Jungkook laughed and then started to tickle the other in his arms as retaliation. 

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