"Tae can we-" He started

"Sorry, I have to finish the laundry"

"Then we can talk while your doing the laundry" He tried again

"Theres not enough room" I said and walked to the laundry room with the basket on my hip.

I was finishing folding the clothes when he walked in to my bedroom, "Can we please talk?"

"I would, but I am completely out of soda and I need to go to the store. Sorry again" I said and tried to not run out of the house. He tried to follow me, but I just ignored it and got in my car locking the doors and pulling out of the driveway.

I took a breath after a left my neighborhood. I really didn't want to conversate with him, but I knew at some point I couldn't keep avoiding it.

I got back from the store and he was still there, sitting on my couch watching a movie. "You back! Can we talk now?" I wondered if I should keep trying to ignore the conservation ahead. I decided that I should, I really didn't want to talk about it at all.

"Im going to get ready for bed, if you are going to stay here, by all means, just make food and popcorn." I don't look back as I head up the stairs to shower.

I head back downstairs and see him on the couch still, but there is food and popcorn on the table. I nod in approval and sit down next to him; "So, we really need to talk" I abruptly get up and walk to the kitchen. There I pour myself some water and then I return to the living room, I pretend to trip and pour the water down him front.

"Oops, guess you have to go home and change! Sorry." I say feigning sadness. He looked down at me and he looked angry at me.

"I swear to f-"

"Watch you language!" I shout, laughing a little. He didn't think it was funny. He took a deep breath, nostrils flaring; then grabs his coat and walks out the front door. I didn't mean to take it that far, but I usually take things to far, so i'm disappointed but not surprised with myself. I pout and sit on the couch. Dang it! I got water on my couch! So I spend the next hour trying to dry up the stain on my couch. After I finish cleaning it up I looked at the food and saw it was my favorite food, which made me feel even worse. I grab my phone and go to his contact and trying calling him, I am met with a voicemail so I try again and again, each time receiving the same answer.

I feel a tear fall, as I realise he is ignoring me, even at our worst fights he hasn't ignored me. I instantly feel a million times worse; I go to my messaging app and go to the conversation I have with him.

Sorry

Im sorry

Jungkook answer me

Please

Im sorry

Please Im crying

You know how I get

Please

Im sorry

Please come back

He continued to ignore me. I had tears streaming down my face, I have trouble with abandonment so I was taking this far too hard. I know i'm acting like a baby, but anxiety is making me think he's leaving for good. Why did I pour water on him? All he wanted to do was talk. My breathing started to become uneven, I was having a panic attack. I couldn't do anything about it. I stop thinking and act on instinct, I call Jacob again,

"Jungkook, I cant-can't breath, please he-help." I start to feel lightheaded, I fall back on my bed, trying to focus on my breathing. I was too out of it to realize that the call had gone through and wasn't left at voicemail. I feel my vision blurring so I focus on calming my breathing. I then hear someone walk through the door. I see Jungkook's blurry face over mine "Sorry, for being a jerk" I say in between breaths. He pushes his hand through my hair and helps me with my breathing; hes been here before, helping me through panic attacks.

"Nothing to be sorry for Tae"

Half an hour later and im mostly calmed down, my breathing is back to normal. I lay in bed, and he is next to me, still helping with guiding my breathing. After I feel almost normal, I speak "Thank you Jungkook, for coming and helping"

"It's okay" We sit in silence, but its comfortable; until he turns on the TV and noise is filling the room. We stay like that all night, we watched movies and TV shows laughing and only laughing.

A few days later:

"Can we finally talk Tae?" I start to make my run for it again, he grabs my arm though so I can't make my escape. "Im trying to have a serious conversation with you"

"And i've been trying to subtly avoid it" I say, he ends up laughing

"Subtly? You call pouring water on me subtle?"