I want you to cry so I can comfort you.

I want you to hurt so I can heal you.

I want you to die inside so I can give you life.

I want you to break your own heart so I can mend the wounds.

I want you to freeze so I can warm your heart.

I want you. I want you to want me. 

I'm naive.

I won't have you.

I'll die. 

Therefore, I've been in my grave the whole time.