The Cliff
My legs wobbled as I got nearer to the edge of the cliff, heart racing faster than the speed of light, breathing heavy as ever. I was convinced that this was it, I had finally decided to end it all, to get rid of the heavy feeling in my chest, to get rid of the horrible thoughts that keep me up at night, awake, just thinking what would happen if I finally did end my life... and I think I'm gonna find out in a couple of minutes, that feel like hours, just standing there... staring at probably the last sunset I'll ever see, at the flowers beside me which I'm smelling for the last time, and the air that I feel hit my face, like a force so strong, as if it's trying to prevent me from doing the thing I've always wanted, to get away from this hellhole that's slowly but surely choking me, sucking the life out of me day by day, so I guess I'll make it's job easier by fastening the process. At least that way, the few people that I have in my life could be free, they don't have to worry about the burden on their shoulders anymore, I'll be one less person to worry about. I closed my eyes and just listened to the howling sound of the wind swirling around me, almost deafening me. I looked down at the end of the cliff which seemed too far, because it was, I saw huge rocks at the bottom, and that's what's going to kill me from the impact, immediately. But that's what I want, right? I want to die a quick death that will save me, I just want to jump and be free. And that's what I did. I jumped... with a smile on my face that can never be wiped off...
~End of short story~
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