Just....Emptyness
The following is the first time I will write about one of my other characters other than Kaxie. She is one you never heard of before so she isn't Sara.
The following is a test on how well I can write her down. This isn't cannon whats so ever. However, her disorders are cannon. To keep her story from being taken by others I will keep the name of the book and most of the character names hidden.
Hope you all enjoy.
Fun fact, these names from Surbian. You can look up what they mean.
I groan. My whole body hurts. "Ruka get up." I hear my Drevni say. "Drevni...." I groan. It hurts to talk.
"There is no time for talking. You servely hurt inside. We need to get to a doctor." Drevni says. I groan. I grab my stomach hard. There is no way I'm getting up.
"Get up Ruka." Drevni commands. I groan once again. I left up my upper body. Pain swells in my body. I clinch the blades of grass on the ground in my hands. I clinch my teeth in pain.
"I....Can't do it..." I gasp, falling back onto the mossy ground, tears strolling dowm my face. "This is not a can't and can do moment right now Ruka. You are seriously injured and you need medical. You need to get up." Drevni insisted.
I sat there, on the ground. I refuse to make a move because of the pain. What even happened to me that would cause such pain."What.....Happened?" I gasp out."We were running away from them when we tumbled down a cliff. I felt that you broke a couple of ribs."
Ha, that's probably the source of my pain. "You need to get up." Drevni insisted again. I stared at the sky that was blocked by the tree's. "Drevni..." I say."Do you remember the day I found you?"
There was silence."Of course I do Ruka. That was the day you and I became entirnally stuck together." I laughed a little."It's hard to realize it now.."
"What is? That you were depressed?" I shook my head."That I felt so empty." I respond. "What does tho mean?" Drevni asked. There he goes again with his old language.
"I don't know how to exactly describe it...." I close my eyes."But it was like I couldn't fill a hole inside of me. I couldn't feel anything. Whenever I smiled or laughed or cried I just felt.....Empty."
"Ruka..." "I thought there was nothing no one can do to fill up the emptyness inside of me...Then I met you and the others. The thrill of death and these abilities I had gained from being with you somehow filled me up."
I opened my eyes. A gust of wind rustled my pink hair. "I'm so scared to lose you Drevni. I'm so fucking scared to lose you cause I'm afraid I'll go back to feeling the emptyness inside of me."
Tears strolled down on the ground. I started shiver slightly. I know he can sense it. I wiped my tears away. This was no time to get emotional.
I tried to get back up again. I failed once again and fell to the moss. "Ruka..." I try again."Ruka stop. Your hurting yourself."
"But if I don't move now they'll take you." I say, remembering the time before we were together. I was so lonely. So empty. I don't want to go back to be like that.
I try to get up again. I stumble to my feet. I look over and see my telescope. I hobble over to it. As I bend down to grab it, I fall to my knees. The pain is unbearable, but I must continue.
I grab my telescope and hoist myself up with it. I use it as a cane as I began to walk out of the woods. As the woods began to space out, I knew I was going the right way. "Ruka, you need to stop. Your hurting yourself by continuing in this condiction."
I smiled through the pain."But you told me that I need to see a doctor." I say. "Well I didn't know your condition was as bad as I can sense it." Drevni says. I huff. I shake my head."No, I must continue on..." I say.
I walk two more steps, then fall to the ground. It hurts so much. "Ruka, see if you have your device. Maybe we can ask one of our comrades for help." I scoff.
Even if I did have my phone it would probably be broken by the fall. My hands scrolls the top of my overalls and down to my shorts and into my pockets. Somehow, I did not forget my phone.
I pull out the circular device and place it in the palm of my hand. It lights up a light blue hue as I turn it on. I smile at first, then realize how badly it's cracked.
Dang, it's a shame. I just got this too. I go to my contacts and scroll down till I found one. Right as I tap the icon, the device goes dead. I grunt in pain as a place the device on the grassy floor.
"We're stuck here..." Drevni says. I shake my head. I hoist myself back up and continue walking."Ruka, what are you doing? You need to rest."
I shake my head."If I rest in the forest they'll find me and eat me.......I'm sure I can walk home..." I say. I walk a bit further. Next thing I know I'm at a store parking lot.
It's night, as I can tell. I walk up to the door, one hand holding my telescope, the other holding my stomach. I lean onto the door to open it, but end up collapsing onto the store floor.
I hit my head really hard. Everything is blurry. I see a person comic closer. I want them to go away, but the pain is hurting badly.
"Ruka, they're asking if your alright." Drevni says to me. "Someone.......call.....nine one one. " I gasp out before I close my eyes.
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