"Chanyeol? Omg Park Chanyeol? Oh my It's been quite some time since we met. Do you remember me?"  

This tall pretty girl hugged my Channie. She even kissed his cheek. But he smiled. His eye's lit up and they totally forgot I existed. I didn't want to show it, Yet it hurt so much. Still Channie pulled me to the table with them. They kept whispering into each other's ear's. I have never seen him this happy with me. I blinked away my tears. And tried to distract myself, but their happy bickering filled my ears hurting me more. I could never be able to talk to Chanyeol. It hurt and  I want to go home.

"Ohh Baekhyun, Meet Yoona, My best friend when I was in States. Yoona this is Baekhyun."Chanyeol introduced. Baekhyun smiled her best.

"Oh, Hi Baekhyun, You are more beautiful in real life."She caressed Baekhyun's cheek. And both the taller and Yoona went into their own conversation.

What? Why didn't Channie tell her I was his girl friend. May be she already knew. If they were this close he would have obviously told her about me right? I am stupid to be hurt. 

"Ohh Chanyeollie I love you so much still, you can always say yes, right?" She rested her head on her palm and smiled at Chanyeol. "Forget about the news. Those things would die after a while. hmm." To Baekhyun's surprise her giant just smiled and turned away.

The night was long and tiring, mostly for Baekhyun, she felt so broken, The words Yoona had said kept haunting her mind. Tear's threatened to fall, and she kept blinking them away. Baekhyun only earned a splitting headache by trying to hide her tears and hurt.

Yoona had hugged Chanyeol and kissed both his cheek's before waving at Baekhyun and driving off the venue. It was only then when Chanyeol realized he had ditched Baekhyun the whole time. Feeling of guilt build within him. 

The drive back home was silent, The giant was given permission to take his girl back, The brunette silently wished that Yoora noona had seen him ignoring her and just let her stay with Yoora noona.

She didn't want to go. She didn't want Chanyeol today. She trusted him, And loved him so much that it hurt her heart and broke her soul.

She sighed and looked out into the dark sky, so beautiful and peaceful, yet so lonely and silent. It portrayed Baekhyun's life. They reached home and changed into their night dresses. Baekhyun wanted to leave but a part of her wanted to stay, It wanted the warmth the taller's body gave her. She sighed again and laid on the right side of the bed. Her side. 

An awkward silence filled the room, neither of the two were asleep. They kept staring into space with blank thought's. Until Chanyeol turned to look at Baekhyun only to be greeted by her back facing him. She had not covered her self, her white shirt slightly pulled revealing her bare waist and her thick thigh's glistened in the darkness. Her leg's were tangled and she rested her face on her palms. Her beautiful eye's staring into nothing.

"Baek,Baby. Turn around,please." Chanyeol whispered. 

Honestly Baekhyun wanted to, To turn around, face him, burrow into him, and snuggle close to him, But the inner her, didn't want to. She just couldn't. 

"Baby,Please, face me." Chanyeol touched her waist trying to pull her her close, sadly she didn't budge.  He knew she had heard Yoona. That's why she was acting this way. He didn't remove his arm, he dragged the midget closer, her back pasting against his chest. 

That night, Baekhyun cried herself to sleep. She couldn't bare it, and she didn't know why. 

Mom, Dad, Oppa why did you leave me alone here, dumb and pathetic?

Why?

I should've died too. 

What if Chanyeol liked her since he felt sorry for her?

I am so pathetic.

These question's invaded her thought's and made her headache even worse. She couldn't sleep she woke up every five minutes. Her head hurt her heart hurt. 

 Baekhyun, Missed Chanyeol like madness.

She cried so much that she had fever for days,

It was a week after she had finally recovered, and gone to the Library,

While she was busy reading,

Her Oppa had texted her ,they would pic her up on their way home.

She came out the library,

Only to see her family's car skidding like it had lost control,

And within a matter of seconds It crashed onto a truck.

Mama, Papa,.........Oppa.

Was all she said,

Before she went mute.

She just sat there and never knew what had happened.

She never attended her family's funeral.

She never saw them again.

The fear she saw in their eye's and the last time her brother had looked at her.

She never forgot.

It was a trauma she never got over.

It came to her, and disturbed her often.

It hid behind her smile, her silent laughter her joys, everything.

It had become a part of her.

Like a monster lurking in the darkness of her mind.

fear of being caught.

she ran away from the painful memory.

Until she saw Chanyeol again.

They fell in love and the monster hid himself well.

But suddenly Yoona showed up,

And she was taking Chanyeol away,

Leaving Baekhyun with the monster she feared the most.

He came closer slowly showering the darkness over her.

She felt small and pathetic,

She couldn't scream for help.

All she could do is be eaten buy the monster of her trauma,

And die bit by bit.

And Day by Day.

Baekhyun woke up, sweating profusely, her chest heaved and her heart beat against her ribs. Her body was burning, her tears kept falling like endless fountains. Chanyeol still had his arm around her waist. But she couldn't care less. She got up and rushed to her room, and into her bathroom. She sat in her bathtub and opened the faucet and shower. 

The poor girl was oblivious of the fact she was slowly drowning into the cold freezing water, she wasn't even aware of the fact that she had come all the way to her bathroom and is now drowning her self to death.

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