I had made up my mind.  It was going to be difficult but there was no choice.  Things had to end with Arjun.  I loved him immensely but this opportunity was once in a life time.  I had worked hard to attain this position and it was now within reach.  To remain in contention, it meant separating us approximately 3,300 kms apart.

Lately, all the signs of our relationship deteriorating were present.  The strength and security that I felt five years ago had severely diminished.  We were busy with our individual lives and careers.  Nowadays, the dates felt like an obligation and sometimes we went weeks without even meeting.

I knew he loved and cared for me but it all felt stilted.  Plus, there was no hope for permanence.  I wanted him to be happy and letting him go was for the best.

Having reassured myself, I arrived at his place for dinner.  His abode welcomed me with soft music, lit candles and the kitchen's beautiful aroma.  Arjun strode forward to take my jacket and greeted me with a hug and kiss.

I was quickly losing my determination as we settled on the couch after dinner.  While holding his hand, I softly said:  "Arjun, we need to talk."

Consternation was visible on his face but he aptly waited for my continuation.  He was aware of the situation but we had not discussed it in depth.

Ripping the band-aid off as quickly as possible, I cleared my throat and resumed:  "Arjun, I am taking the position in Vancouver.  Since distance is going to be an issue, I think we should call it quits.  Things haven't been right between us for a while now.  I will always care about you and we will remain friends but maybe we are just not meant to be.  You understand, right?"

I tried to decipher Arjun's thoughts and feelings but he was giving nothing away.  We kept gazing at each other in silence.  After some time, he squeezed my hand nervously and asked:  "Arohi, do you know what today is?"

I shook my head negatively.  Arjun readily enlightened me in a raised harsh voice:  "Well, don't I feel special?  Honey, today is Valentine's Day.  I made all this effort because I wanted to surprise you but thanks for not furthering my annihilation or humiliation."

Tears were streaking my cheeks.  How did I forget?  And when did I become thoughtless and horrible?

Arjun had stood up and was pacing as he hoarsely added:  "I am so proud of your achievements.  Our relationship has matured and we now share a level of comfort and stability.  This move was the required catalyst for change.  I want to be with you and support you.  So I asked for relocation to Vancouver and am being considered for something even better.  But now you want to end it?  Man, how did I read this so wrong? Pray tell, my love, what happens to us?  Because you have heartlessly ripped me to shreds..."