Sorry that it's long!>~<

Your back hits the wall roughly allowing a gasp escapes your lips.

You stare at Jungkook with hooded eyes with a smirk appearing on your lips. "For someone with no experience, you sure act like it."

You both just arrived at the apartment and Jungkook made no hesitations to pounce on you like a predator.

"It's called instinct, dear," Jungkook replies in a husky tone. He grasps your waists firmly and leans down slowly until his lips gently touch your ear.

Your spine stiffens at the feeling with your knees shaking uncontrollably from the excitement overwhelming your core. You let out a shaky breath when his soft lips travel slowly down your jaw and to the corner of your mouth. Your smirk widens at the feeling of his warms lip touching your skin.

You turn your head enough to the right for you to connect your lips with his. You take in a deep breath engulfing your nose with his strong minty fragrance suddenly becoming addicted to it. You latch your hands upon his shoulders bringing him close as you possibly can.

Jungkook smiles within the kiss and tightens his grasp on your waist. He could feel his mind becoming blank, his heart pounding inside him at an uncontrollable pace. Adrenaline pulsed through him with his body becoming excited by the second.

The only thing on his mind was the desire to have you. He pulls you to him with the need to feel you up against him. He moves his lips in a hasty motion forcing you to go in sync.

There was no sign of Jungkook stopping nor a sign of him allowing to catch your breath you unconsciously open your mouth to gasp.

A smirk appears on his face as he finds this as an opportunity to slip in his tongue. He did it with such gentleness and ease, it was as if he was a pro at it. It made you eager more than ever.

With such ferocity, you grab the edges of his jacket and yank it off him. Jungkook lets go of your waist only for a mere second to have the jacket fall to the floor before squeezing your thighs.

An uncontrolled, low moan rumbles in your throat as you threw your hands into his thick brown hair. You pull on the follicles making the man before you release a low growl.

God, he loved how you pull on his hair.

He grabs one of your thighs wrapping it around his side pushing himself to you. Through his faded blue jeans, you could feel something hard poking you, you pull away with a smirk.

"Damn, Kook, already?" You tease.

He narrows his eyes at you causing you to chuckle. "It's not like I'm the only one," he states. "I'm pretty sure you're ten times turned on than I am."

You raise a brow, "Oh?" You ask. "What makes you so sure?"

He leans his face down to your collarbone and blows a hot breath against your exposed skin. "Shall we check?" He pulls the hem of your jeans emphasizing his words.

Your body stiffens with your cheeks flaring. You gulp as you try your best to compose yourself.

This boy . . .

Jungkook loses out a deep hearty chuckle before giving your collarbone a soft peck. He continues to do this kissing any skin that was exposed to him. You automatically cran your neck to the side forgetting the teasing.

Your mind becomes mush once again but you didn't mind, you were in pure bliss.

"You know," Jungkook speak in between the pecks. "Your offer from last night, I think I might take up on it." He latches his lips on the hollow of your neck letting his lips linger there.

That's when you lost it. You lost your will to live. Imagining Jungkook taking advantage, him stating dominance sent you flying.

But first, you must show him that you were not to be reckoned with. You too can be dominant.

"As intriguing as that sounds," you purr as you pull his face away from your neck forcing him to look at you. "I think we won't do that just yet."

Jungkook stares at you in question with a frown forming on his lips.
"What--"

You stop him with a kiss emitting a moan out of him. You push him away from you making him walk backwards into the living room. His feet stumble over each other as he tries his best to control his pace.

Something hits the back of his calves causing him to fall down onto the couch. He opens his eyes and stares at you in surprise. You place yourself on top of his lap straddling him between your thighs.

He stares at you with a gaping jaw unable to speak. You smirk devilishly with your eyes lowering down to his white shirt. You place a hand atop his tricep causing him to suck in a quick breath.

"I always thought the white shirt, faded jeans, and Timberlands you wore made you look sexy."

Jungkook gulps unable to take his eyes off your seductive smirk. "Really?"

"Yup," you answer and grasp the fabric.

"But . . ."

You pull the shirt over his head and toss it to the side. You were greeted with a tanned upper body with his abs in full view. You swallow hard with anticipation enjoying the sight.

Gently you run your fingers down his chest to his abs, Jungkook shivered under your touch.

"I think this is sexier."

Jungkook bites his bottom lip with his eyes staring at you with desire. Slowly he moves his hands up your thighs allowing his fingers to dance over them until they grasp the edges of your shirt.

Immediately you stop what you were doing leaving your hand over his abs. You don't dare to look up at him as you feel his breath coaxing your face.

"Now this isn't fair, dear," he tuts. "How come I have to be the only one half-dressed while you keep your clothes on."

His words sent an electrifying sensation through your veins and into your core. You became unresponsive with your eyes widening. That small dash of confidence you held now disappeared out of your grasp.

You try your best to give him a decent answer but the only thing that came out was the phrase, "Umm . . ."

You knew he was smirking as you felt his warm hands slip under your shirt. He gently brushes his lips against yours.

"Let's change that, shall we?"

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Clothes were scattered everywhere.

Jungkook's yellow jacket was in the entryway, his and your shirt were on the couch, shoes flung about in the hall, leading to the pile of jeans and undergarments at the foot of your bed.

You were sprawled on the bed with your arms and legs poking out of the comforter. You could hear the busy city noise down below with the heat of the sun's rays cascading upon your face.
You scrunch your nose at the warm feeling upset that it was already morning.

Turning to your right you fling your left arm over to the side expecting to feel a warm body next to you. But your falls limp on the cool the sheets for there was no one beside you.

Confused, you raise a brow while moving your hand blindly all the side trying to find that certain someone. However, your hand never touched that warm someone, they weren't in bed. With a loud sigh, you open one eye and glance at the empty space next to you.

Slowly you sit up and look around your room with groggy eyes. "Jungkook," you call out in the empty room.

The only response that greeted you was the bustling noise of the city. You frown as you rub your messy hair.

Where is he? Did he have to go somewhere?

Curious, you crawl out of bed wrapping the enormous comforter around yourself. Shuffling out the room while hugging the comforter close you let out a loud yawn. Avoiding the scattered shoes you enter the living room.

You stop in the middle of the room expecting him to see him on the couch. But he wasn't there.

"Where the heck is he?" You mumble to yourself as you glance around your apartment. There were no signs of him entering the kitchen or the balcony, it was like he was never here.

Maybe he went back to his apartment, you ponder. You notice his white shirt on the couch causing your frown to become more profound. No, he didn't go back his clothes were still here.

You do a three-sixty becoming frustrated, this wasn't funny.

"Jungkook!" You whine. "Stop hiding! It's not funny." You waited to hear his laugh or a sigh but none greeted your ears.

Instead, you could hear a shuffling sound somewhere in the hallway. Quickly you ditch the comforter and opt for Jungkook's oversized shirt before rushing into the hall. You stop perking your ears hoping to hear that sound again.

But, you hear a low moan and turn to the bathroom door. Warily you walk to the door and knock softly.

"Jungkook," you call with a worried tone. "Are you okay in there?"

He doesn't answer for those moans become louder. There was nothing normal about them, it didn't sound right. Your stomach starts to churn and you gulp with beads of sweat forming on your temple.

"Jungkook?" You say again and grasp the knob. "I'm coming in, okay?"

Slowly you twist the knob and push the door. A small gasp escapes your lips as your eyes widen at the sight before you. Jungook stood before the bathroom counter only wearing his boxers.

His hand clenched the edge of the counter while his other hand was pressed firmly over his chest. He was gasping continuously for air with pained moans mixed in. His eyes were shut as he bared his teeth together as if holding in a pained scream.

Panic washed over you with fear layering your eyes. "Jungkook!" You shout and rush to him.

You wrap an around his waist and lead him to the edge of the bathtub making him sit. Your heart beats rapidly in anxiety as you watch him. "I'll call an ambulance!" You shout quickly.

Before you could take a step Jungkook grabs your wrist as firmly as he could. "Don't . . ." He breathes. You turn to him exasperated.

"What are you talking about!?" You shout. "You're having another cardiac arrest!"

Jungkook tries to breathe through the pain ignoring the stabbing feeling in his lungs the best he could. He swallows hard with sweat coating his tanned face.

"I--I'm not having a cardiac . . . arrest." He wheezes.

"Jungkook, you can't breathe!" You exclaim with worry. "We have to get you to the hosptial--"

"No, Jisun!" Jungkook suddenly shouts. You stare at him in shock.

"I don't need to go! I'm fine!"

He could feel his heartbeat decrease with the stabbing feeling slowly lessesning.

Besides, if he went to the hospital what would they do? It was useless to go. Especially for someone like him.

You crouch in front of him and stare at his face with pleading eyes. You reach up and caress his cheek.

"Please," you beg softly. "Let me take you to the hospital."

Jungkook slowly meets your gaze and watches a lone tear roll down your cheek. It pained him, even more, to see you crying. But he still refuses with the shake of his head.

The pain was over after all. Able to breathe somewhat normally again he takes in a breath filling his bruised lungs with air. He reaches down and wipes away the tear gently.

"Jisun, dear," he whispers. "I'm fine."

You shake your head and close your eyes hoping to stop the incoming tears. "How can you say that?" You sniff.
"You're hurting."

You couldn't understand how can he withstand the pain or refusing to go to the hospital. Did he have some type of death wish?

"Why won't you go?" You ask.

Jungkook stares at you with a small frown before sighing. "Because there's no need." That was all he could say.

He didn't want to worry you more. He couldn't tell you that this happened almost every day. He couldn't tell you that each time his lungs hurt his body becomes weaker. He couldn't tell you that he kept this from you as long as he could so you didn't have to worry like right now.

His condition meant little to him when there was you whom he cared about dearly. There was no way he was going to hurt you, not like this.

Slowly he slips off the bathtub and crouches in front of you. You cry silently unable to look at him. Anger and fear mixed together pumps through your blood, you never felt so utterly useless.

With each swipe of his finger Jungkook brushes away a tear. He tries to smile before kissing both your cheeks softly.
He pulls you close to his chest as you continue to cry.

"I'm fine, dear. I'm fine." He repeats continuously as he rubs a hand comforting up and down your back.

The time was coming near, he could feel it in his bones. As terrified as he was he wouldn't show it. Not if it meant keeping you smiling.

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