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You stand alone in the dark. Everywhere you looked darkness greeted you. Usually, you wouldn't mind being in the dark but this time the darkness was unwelcoming and haunting. Sweat starts to bead down your temple.

You knew why you were here, the motive was the sameness every night. Subconsciously you turn and run. You start to shout as loud as you can, your eyes welling in tears.

"Jungkook!" You scream frantically as you pick up the pace.

Just as you thought a street light comes into view. And so did an outline of a man with his back to you. You knew what was next, you have seen this scenario so many times that it ingrained in your brain. But you still felt your heart beat rapidly as tears ran down your cheeks.

Abruptly, he falls to the ground and you rush to him in panic. You see Jungkook on the ground laying on his back while grasping his chest tightly. His face was scrunched in pain with his mouth open as he gasps for air.

"Jungkook, stay with me!" You tell him frantically as you kneel beside him. You take out your phone to call 119 but there was no reception like always.

"No!" You gasp and try again but fail.

Jungkook withers in pain and lets out a small scream as breathing starts to become unbearable. You look at him in terror and drop the phone and place his head in your lap.

"Jungkook, look at me! Stay with me!" You cry. Jungkook didn't listen and squints his eyes shut.

You didn't know what to do, you felt hopeless knowing you couldn't help Jungkook. You watch in fear as his breathing starts to slow and uneven. Your sobs start to become louder for you knew what was next.

"No, no stay with me! Please!" You plead. Just as you hear his last breath you start to sob and hyperventilate for you knew your best friend was gone.

You gasp loudly and shoot up in your bed eyes wide with your chest rising up and down rapidly. You blankly stare ahead as you adjust back to reality.

Your panic attack lessens and you place a hand over your forehead feeling cold sweat coating your skin. It was yet another dream, the same one you keep having ever since.

You sniff softly as you feel fresh tears run down your cheeks. Ever since that night, you kept having that dream yet you were still scared every time you awoke. You sigh tiredly and fall back down on the mattress.

It felt surreal, it was like you were reliving it. It never felt more real to you than before. You couldn't go back sleep, not after that.

You glance at your alarm clock seeing that it was well midnight. You need to see Jungkook, you need to check and see if you're dream didn't happen again.

Slowly you reach for your phone and put in his contact. However, your finger hovered over the call button.

Would he think you were pathetic? Doesn't this make it seem like you were too attached? You didn't want to wake him nor make him uncomfortable.

Yet, you need to see if he was alright. You need to hear his voice at least. You tap the call button and place the phone by ear. In less than five seconds the line was picked up.

"Hello?" You hear him greet in a deep, angelic voice. Your heart leaps in relief as your body eases at the sound.

"Jungkook," you breathe.

"Something the matter?" He asks with worry. You hesitate, you didn't think you should tell him your nightmares. It would just freak him out.

"No," you mumble. "I just wanted to hear your voice that's all. Sorry to bother you."

"N-no, it's fine!" He says quickly. "I wasn't asleep anyway."

"Oh."

It was silent for a moment, you still felt a bit uneasy. Jungkook could sense it, he knew something was wrong. Why would you call him late at night anyway?

"I miss you," he hears you whisper catching him off guard. A lazy smile speeds across his lips as he lays in bed. "You saw me a few hours ago, Jisun."

You sigh with a frown, "Yeah, I know. It's just . . . I can't sleep."

That was the closest you would get to the truth for now. Jungkook ponders for a moment before answering.

"I can't either." He admits with a sigh.

Your body eases at every word that escaped his lips. The nightmare seemed like a horrid memory now. You hear some shuffling on the other line and light pitter-patter of feet.

"What are you doing?" You ask curiously.

"Hang on a minute, I'll call you back." He says before hanging up.

Confused you pull your phone away. What was so urgent all of a sudden? Even though he said he'll call back, your heart drops in disappointment.

A soft knock comes at the door and you sit up in confusion. Slowly you trudge out of bed and to the front door.

You open it to see Jungkook before you with the bunny smile you adore the most. He wore simple grey sweats and a white tank top.

"Hey," he smiles with his head tilted.

You stare with your mouth wide open. Surprised by the sudden sight of him you blink multiple times until you found your voice.

"Jungkook," you gape. His smile widens at your reaction.

"Just thought I'll come over since you know, you miss me." He says with a teasing wink.

Your surprised reaction seeps away as you frown in embarrassment.

"If you just came to tease me then go back home. It's too late anyway," you grumble.

"I didn't come to do that!" He says quickly. Your eyes narrow with your lips forming a pout.

"What?"

"I came because I missed you too." You were speechless with your throat becoming dry. Butterflies start to fill your stomach as your heart beats in ecstasy.

"You did?" You ask with a smile tugging at your lips.

"Of course, silly!" Jungkook chuckles. "Who wouldn't miss that adorable blush of yours."

He pinches your cheek with his smile broadening. Fuming in embarrassment you swat his hand away with narrowed eyes.

Jungkook chuckles teasingly, "So, are you going to let me in or are we staying out here all night?"

Realizing you both were standing at the doorway for who knows how long, your blush increases. You curse yourself for your unusual behavior and stand to the side silently allowing Jungkook to pass. He huffs in approval and strides in.

You close the door and follow him. He walks into your bedroom and you stop at the doorway with wide eyes. He lays on the bed and you stare in shock.

"W-what are you doing?" You gasp. You watch him lean back against the headboard getting comfortable. He sighs in content and closes his eyes.

"I'm laying down." He answers simply.

"I can see that," you roll your eyes. "But why on my bed??"

The idea of him on your bed was nerve-wracking enough. You were doing the best you can not to jump him at this moment. But, as you gaze at his body your heart thumped against your chest loudly.

You swallow hard and shift your weight uncomfortably. Jungkook opens an eye and sees you biting your lip nervously with gaze averted. He sighs and pats the space next to him.

"Come and lay down," he insists softly.

You shake your head vigorously, "I-I would rather not." You were trying so hard to control your urge it was almost painful.

"C'mon, Jisun. I won't do anything dirty," he promises.

You won't, you thought. But what about me?

You glance at Jungkook and see him still staring with a hopeful smile. Sighing in defeat you slump your shoulders as you walk around the bed and flop down on the edge.

You lay in your side with your back turned to Jungkook, you try very hard to control your breathing. Jungkook raises a brow and pokes your back.

Automatically you stiffen but don't turn around. Confused, Jungkook frowns and retracts his arm and crosses his arms over his chest.

For someone who claims they miss the boy they like, you sure act like you didn't.

"Jeez, you're so cold, Jisun," he mutters. "I came here thinking you actually do miss me but obviously it was just me, I guess."

When you don't respond Jungkook rolls his eyes and moves to get off the bed. Maybe he was pushing it too far so early. He probably shouldn't have come here.

"Sorry," he grumbles.

You listen to the mattress creak as Jungkook gets up. You clench your fists anxiously, what are you doing? You wanted to see him yet here you are completely ignoring him just to control some horny urge you had.

You were so set on not scaring him you didn't realize you had hurt his feelings in the process. Just as Jungkook was about to take a step he felt a firm grip on his hand.

He glances bank with a raised brow and there you were, sitting on your knees while holding his hand tightly.

"I'm sorry," you apologize. "I do want you to stay."

Jungkook looks at you with puzzled eyes as a frown forms on his lips. He turns to you and caresses your cheek with his free hand. His touch calmed you somewhat and you let out a content breath.

"Tell me what's wrong," he whispers. "I can see that there's something bothering you."

You slowly meet his worried gaze and sigh deeply. You nod lightly knowing well you couldn't keep it together any longer.

"Well, the reason why I was being cold a minute ago was that I was keeping myself under control," you admit shamefully.

Jungkook's eyebrow quirks in curiosity, "What?"

You groan impatiently and pull away from him. You cover your face with your hands ashamed to even look at him.

"I was having an urge, alright?" You blurt out. "When I saw you on my bed I was getting a weird feeling! And I know you're not used to these sort of things and I'm sorry! I just--I just didn't want to scare you."

As you fume in shame Jungkook watches you confused as ever until he understood what you meant. His cheeks flushed a bit but a relieved laugh escapes his lip. And here the thought it was something worse.

Although as he stared at you he could see that this was embarrassing for you. With a heavy sigh, he sits back down on the bed, places his arms around you, and leans back against the headboard.

Your head rested upon his chest and you could hear his heart beat steadily. Somehow that calmed you.

"You worry about the silliest things, you know that?" Jungkook says with a smile. "Don't worry about scaring me, I'm a grown man and human. I won't judge you for feeling that way at times."

You frown with your eyebrow knitting together. "But aren't you a bit weird out or something?"

He shrugs, "Nope. Jisun, you've got to remember that everything that you think or do won't push me away. Especially that, it's normal and I won't judge, okay?"

Jungkook was sweet and caring, your heart ached in awe for him. Honestly, he was truly out your league, he was just too perfect. Your body relaxes and you let out a sigh of relief.

"Thanks, Kook."

"You're welcome," he says while stroking your hair comfortingly.

It was silent for a long moment, both of you not bothering to speak. The quiet was welcoming and none of you wanted to disrupt it. Your eyelids started to become droopy once more for sleep was about to overtake you.

But you didn't stop it this time, Jungkook was with you. Nothing could harm you. Just as you're about to close your eyes you could hear Jungkook speak softly.

"Hey, why did you call me earlier?" He asks.

A yawn escapes your lips, "I already said it; I missed you."

"But there's more to it, isn't there?" Jungkook was too observant for his own good yet you were not in a mood to defend yourself. All you craved for was sleep.

"Okay, fine I'll admit it," you say with slurred words. "Ever since you had a cardiac arrest I kept reliving that moment every time I slept. And I guess that tonight it got to be worse than before. I called so I can hear your voice to make sure it wasn't real."

Jungkook immediately tightened his embrace with a frown. "Oh, Jisun," he sighs. "There's no need to be afraid of that."

You clench his tank top and snuggle your face into his chest savoring his warmth. "Really?"

"Really." He assures.

"Then can you promise me something?" You ask groggily.

"Anything."

"Can you promise not to leave me again?"

Jungkook suddenly hesitates once he heard your question. It was like a stab through the heart when he knew what you meant.

And he was grateful to hear your soft snores because he knew that was something he couldn't promise you.

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Hope this was good!!

Guys, eight by IU feat. Yoongi was AMAZING!
Just the fact her lyrics were dedicated to Sulli and Jonghyun got me crying(T^T)

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