A/N I didn't know what to write so I was just lying in bed like AAAAAHHH *le rips hair out* ok no lol I was just exaggerating XD. I will probably be only updating three times a week because I'm a lazy ass that procrastinates a little too much. Also, this is my first time writing a songfic so don't have high expectations, the song is going to be based on reader's point of view instead. I don't even know if that makes sense so just read it lol. Also I had to make the lyrics bold cuz there are flashbacks in this and it's going to be confusing. Jesus Christ I accidentally published it unfinished again.

Warning: if you're sensitive to suicide and stuff I suggest you not to read this :D

Why why you leave me alone baby
I'm still still loving you

You kept on glancing at your phone every few seconds, waiting for him to call back.
But he never called.

You're leaving me right now
But I want you to be happy

Watching him go out with another girl, smiling and laughing, he never made those expressions to you before. But, if he was happy, you were too.

You always had a habit of telling me
Our looming farewell (the last)

"What will you do if something happens to one of us?" The male asked.

"What do you mean?"

"Like if one of us dies."

I always had a habit of telling you
I will do anything to
Protect you.

"If protecting you means that you will be happy, then I will gladly offer my life for you." You reply confidentially.

"What nonsense," he growled and turned around.

(I wanna) hold you tight
Make you mine
Never leave me alone
I only want you,
That's all I need

Everyday, you cried endless tears, hoping that he will return to you someday. Even just one in a month or a short text every week is enough. You just wanted him to notice you, give you one more chance.

Eventually everything fell apart
Why are you leaving me like this?

Grabbing a knife, you carved love quotes onto your wrist. Blood dribbled down your arm and you hissed as you dipped your wrist into cold water.

Good luck baby
Good luck to you
You better be happy
If you're leaving me,
The only one who only knew
And looked at you.
Good luck baby
Good luck to you
No matter who you meet
You better be as happy as
The amount of pain you left me with.

"Let's break up." he said coldly. Your heart ached and your body started to tremble.

"W-why?" You managed to say.

"No reason, maybe because I found someone better than you."

I hate you I love you
Several times a day up and down
Feels like an elevator
Heal me I'm heartsick
There ain't no cure for my disease
I'm worn, because of you
I can't uphold the immense pain you left me with
In this situation I find myself putting my hands
Together for you. I pray for ya, good luck to ya.

Sighing, you walked away. You were so deep into your thoughts that you didn't even notice a salmon haired male walking towards you. Bumping into him, you fell down.

"Ah I'm sorry!" You shrieked.

"Don't worry about it, are you alright?" A deep voice said and he held out his hand to you.

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Ah well, again this makes no sense whatsoever. There will be a part 2 but well not too soon lol.

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Well then, bye-bye!