Hey my little nekos.
So in a few days I'm gonna be going to the coast so I won't be able to update in some time. Also school is starting up sooooo
Updates will be a bit slow but I'll try my best.
Anyways
Enjoy.
  
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10 months later
Dark pov

I honestly don't know how I've made it this long without him, without his beautiful blue eyes and warm smile, his amazing kisses and unbreakable love. Well, not that any of it was true anyway but it didn't matter. Neither death nor no return of affection made me love him any less, it just made me miss and long for him more.
So after I left Google that day, I also vanished from the world, not dead but, not alive either. I was like a ghost that could still come back to earth if I wished to, which I rarely did.
I wander the now dull and colourless earth that I see before me. No more colourful because of the one I lost that actually made the world have colour and brightness.
Jack and Mark have attempted to try get me back but... No matter what they try, I just couldn't go back.
I only go back to feed myself even though I wish I could just starve.
Just finally die and end the pain.
But I made a promise to Google and I never break promises, so I'm staying alive, but only barely.
You might think that I'd be wishing I'd never met him but your wrong.
Despite all the pain, suffering and heartache, I wouldn't trade this life for the world, I'd rather live another thousand years without seeing him again instead of never meeting him at all.

Jack pov

I cried for three days straight when I found out what happened to Anti.
I couldn't help it.
He wasn't just like a brother to me, he was like a part of my soul. A piece of me that's been ripped away from me and will never be able to return.
Me and Mark knew that it would've been the hardest on Dark so we didn't pressure him too much when we tried bringing him back.
He would visit sometimes, but only rarely, and on those days we didn't really talk, we all just sat together in the silence, sometimes crying, even Mark cried.
But for some reason, some small nagging part of me knew he was alive, but I always pushed that thought away cause I knew it wasn't true.
I live with Mark now, letting Dark have my house so he atleast had somewhere to go when he does come back.
We did offer for him to stay with us but he insisted that he needed his space.
I've been taking sleeping pills lately because of the nightmares I kept having.
Always of Anti and the way he looked when he was dead. I don't know how I knew how he looked, I didn't even see him die, just a description from Dark.
Mark says I woken up sometimes screaming my head off and crying.
These past months have been rough on all of us. I just hope things will get better soon.

Dark pov

I finally decided to go out of my ghost form as I was literally on the brink of death from starvation.
I didn't have any money so I went to Jack and Mark's place to eat something.
We didn't really talk, I just came in and had a silent lunch with them, and they respected that.
After finally filling my stomach with food and water, I decided to head to the woods that was behind Jac- my house.
I went there sometimes so I could be even further away from the noise of the city.
The silence and the smell of the forest always calmed my forever screaming mind down into a quiet whisper.
I walked around the wood for what seemed like hours, just smelling the fresh pine and rain, the scent reminding me of Anti.
It made me both sad but also happy that I could smell something close to him, it comforted me.
I came to a round meadow with a single tree in the middle. Strange, I've never seen this place before.
I walked to the tree and sat down, looking at the grey sky.
It was gonna rain soon.
I loved the rain, it always made me feel like I wasn't the only one crying.
The wind picked up all of a sudden so I decided it was time to start heading back.
As I stood up, a huge lightning bult illuminated the sky.
The sky looked almost, angry, even the air felt tense.
Maybe it wasn't such a good idea to go into a strange meadow you've never seen before.
Just as I was about to start walking, I heard whispers coming from all around me.
Different whispers came at me all at once, and really loud, making my head hurt and not being able to translate what they said.
The voices were starting to clear just enough for me to understand what one of them said.
"Why?"
Just as I heard that word ring in my ear, I was pushed against the tree by a force that was strong, but I could easily overtake.
And I was about to until I saw what was in front of me.
A figure with all black clothing, with a hooded cape and mask on so you could only see the eyes.
They looked so familiar, why can't I remembe?
They looked at me with a mixture of rage and pure sadness, who is this person and why is it so mad at me?
For a few seconds we were stuck in that position of me being pinned by the neck against the tree by someone who was shorter than me.
We just stared at eachother and it seemed like time had stopped for a moment.
Lightning flashed behind us, illuminating the person's blue eyes.
For a second my mind went blank as I remembered who's they were.
My eyes widened.

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So I checked the amount of views that were on this story and nearly fell.
ALMOST 10K VIEWS!!!
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MY HEART
Thank you all so much for this, I really don't deserve it all.
I'm sooooo happy all of you like this book.
I am truly eternally greatful.
So I decided that because of this special occasion, I'm gonna do another Q&A.
But also.
If you guys would like.
I could also draw some fan art for the book.
Tell me what you guys think about the idea.
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Be it of the book, of me or anything really.
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