Hey people......
Back with the next chapter......
Let's see what is in store for you all.....
And very very very very sorry for the late update......
Doctor bannah asan nehi hota......

Enjoy.....
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*Next day*
*India*
*Mumbai*
*Oberoi mansion *
*Rikara’s room *

The near about emotional conversation with Omkara had drained a lot of her energy. She couldn't get an ouch of sleep and she knew it will be very harmful for the baby. Still she couldn’t blink once to get the much needed rest. Maybe she was missing something but what..... Her hand went towards his pillow and she cuddled it. His smell was still lingering onto it making her sigh. This..... She missed this. She felt his smell enveloping her senses making her eyes close allowing her to get some amount of sleep unaware of the storm that was about to hit her and ruin her forever.

*At the same time*
*Berlin*

The whole house was decorated beautifully. Nani was on her toes seeing all the arrangements. She doesn’t want to leave any stone unturned to make this function a happy occasion for Anika and Baby. Priyanka was also helping her. Light pink and light blue was the theme as they had no idea about the gender of the Baby. Flowers were the main article of decor except yellow ones which Shivaay was allergic to. But where is our main attraction of our function? Let’s see where they are.

*Shivika’s room*

Peeping inside the room we see that the lights were still dim, certain still not removed and our couple..... well they aren’t really sleeping. Both of them were just in each other’s embrace with their eyes close. He was occasionally running his fingers through her hair and kissing her hair.

Shivaay: Jaan.....
Anika: Hmm....
Shivaay: We should get up now. The function is about to start any moment. I need to make you ready as well.
Anika(shrugging more into his embrace): I don’t want to get up. I’m very happy here.
Shivaay: As much as I also want to stay like this but we need to get ready. Otherwise Nani will bang on our door and not allow me to pamper you. Do you want that?
Anika(nods her head as no): Okay. But on one condition.
Shivaay: I know what it is.
Anika(confused): How?
Shivaay: Because I know you very well.

Kissing her forehead for the last time, he got up. She too get up and he very delicately picked her up in his arms. She smiled widely and wound her hands around his neck. Rubbing his nose with hers, they went towards the washroom.

*Oberoi mansion *
*Isolated room*

Roop was sitting on her all famous rocking chair and looking intently towards the wall in front of her. The wall was full of photos of the Oberoi family. Out of which Shivaay, Anika, Priyanka , Shakti and Pinky were crossed out. Though the whole property is in her name now, still she was insecure that What if one day something happens and everything goes away from her hands. No... She can’t afford to loose anything. And for that she has to remove all her remaining obstacles. The main and the most dangerous one was already gone. Now the minor ones were left. She stopped rocking and stood up. She took one more photo which was of a baby and stuck it in the middle of all other Obeoris. She made lines from all the Oberois to the baby’s photo and smiled wickedly.

Roop: Get ready Oberois..... Your next disaster is about to come.

She laughed like a maniac and ate her famous almonds to increase her sharpness.

*Rikara’s room*

Gauri was fidgeting in her sleep and was sweating badly. She moved here and there to find some anchor. She felt as if she was drowning. Couldn’t hold herself, she woke up with a startled. Her breaths were uneven and sweat covered her whole face. Her hand unconsciously went towards her stomach as if feeling for her baby. She rubbed it lightly but her anxiety didn’t fade away. She looked around to locate her phone. Seeing it by the bedside table, she took it and dialled the only number which would make her at peace.

Gauri(shivering voice): Hel..... Hello..... Omkara......

*Berlin*
*Washroom*

Shivaay and Anika entered in a very lavish bathroom. He made her sit beside the wash basin and went to fill the tub exactly like the way she loves. He showed two bottles to her testing her to choose. She just shrugged her shoulders and he nodded his head in disbelief. Taking the rose fragrant bottle, he poured some in the tub and the whole bathroom smelled like rose. She grinned at him as if showing her acceptance. He slowly made her stand and looked into her eyes.

*(Slightly matured content..... Please avoid if you feel uncomfortable)*

Shivaay(whispers): May I?
Anika(whispers): You know that you don’t need to ask me everyday.
Shivaay(whispers): And I have said you everyday that I won’t anything that will cause you discomfort and not do anything without your consent.
Anika(moves closer to his lips): Why are you so gentleman?
Shivaay(encircled his hands around her waist and holds her): What do you want me to be?
Anika(encircled her hands around his neck and rubs his hairs in his neck): Be Christian Grey for me.
Shivaay(opening the zip of her dress and running his fingers along her back): As you say Mrs. Grey......

His hand reached her butt and he squeezed it making her gasp. His hot breaths were already making her crazy and now his hands. Slowly he reduced the distance between them and kissed her. It was a slow passionate one which turned wild. He nibbled her lower lips while she worked on his upper lips. He slipped the dress from her shoulders exposing her beautiful assets. His hands touched her making shivers run down her spine. Her knees were giving up and before she could fall his strong hands held her tightly. She looked into his eyes and saw it changing colouring making her shiver from the bottom of her heart.

Shivaay: Ready?
Anika: Without a doubt.

He opened her dress fully and in front of him stood the most beautiful woman of the world. She couldn’t wait more and worked on his clothes too. Both of them stood naked in front of each other without caring about the world. He bent down and scooped her up in his arms as if she weighs nothing. Their eyes met again showing the burning desires within themselves. He slowly settled her in the tub and himself joined her. Taking her in back hug they sighed in content. His hands were lying lazily on her stomach and randomly making patterns over it. She snuggled more into his embrace.

Shivaay(softly): Jaan....
Anika(eyes closed): Hmm.....
Shivaay: What do you want as a gift from me for your baby shower?
Anika: I don’t want anything.  I have got everything that I want.
Shivaay: Do you miss Gauri?
Anika(silent for few minutes): No.....
Shivaay: Sahil?
Anika(silent for few minutes and whispers): Yes......
Shivaay: Do you want to see him?
Anika(nods her head in denial): No.....(tears falls down from her eyes) I have failed in doing my duty towards him. I was so much into my Sis.....(stops) into Mrs. Gauri Omkara Singh Oberoi that I neglected my baby brother. I don’t even know what he must be thinking about me. I guess by now he must have forgotten me. Hai naa Shivaay?
Shivaay( kissing her hair): I don’t know Anika. But I know this much that Sahil can never hate you. He loves you more than his life. For him you were his mother and father both. I’m sure he must be doing the thing which you have said him to do.
Anika(chuckles): Don’t you think it is funny? I don’t even know why and what made me write all those letters to Gauri, Bhavya, Sahil and Chanda. I had written all those when I thought I have lost everything in my life. When I thought that after you are free we will go very far away from that place and never come back. But I never thought that we will..... Shivaay Singh Oberoi, Anika Shivaay Singh Oberoi and Priyanka Singh Oberoi will be dead for the world. I never thought.
Shivaay(hugs her tightly): You know right for what reason I had to do it.
Anika(looks at him): I know Shivaay and I will never oppose it.
Shivaay: Anika...... Whatever happens we will never go back to India nor meet anyone from that family.
Anika: Yes Shivaay.

He kissed her hair and remembered that dreadful day. He still can’t believe that his brothers had planned their accident. He thought that they were upset and angry on him but he was wrong. They hated him..... Hated him to such an extent that they wanted to remove his existence all together. He closed his eyes tightly and a drop of tear trickled down his eyes which was instantly sucked by her. Her hand cupped his face lightly and her lips did it’s magic. She was kissing him softly as if drinking away all his pain. And it surely did the magic. He kissed her back lightly. Their kiss lasted for few minutes until they really needed air to breath. Their breaths were mingling with each other making them shiver with pleasure.

Shivaay(rubbing her stomach): Seems like baby wants attention.
Anika(chuckles): Akhir uske Papa kon hai..... Jisko hamesha hi mera attention chahiye.
Shivaay(nibbling her neck): And I know that you love to irritate me for that.
Anika(hiss in pain and smiles): And you are again leaving a mark on my neck.
Shivaay(tighten his hold): The whole world should know that you are taken and mine.
Anika(kissing his chest): I’m only yours. No need to turn hulk for this.

He smiled and kissed her hair. Their moment broke due to a telephone ring. A telephone was placed just beside the tub. He received it and spoke for few minutes.

Shivaay(carenessing her hair): Jaan........ We need to get ready now. Nani is calling us down.
Anika(pouts): I am too lazy to get ready.
Shivaay(husky voice): Should I help my queen?
Anika(smiles): Sure my king.

His eyes changed its colour making her eyes dilate. He choose his favourite fragrant- Rose shampoo for her. Taking the correct amount, he kneaded her hair gently making her moan lightly. Giving proper attention to her hair, he proceeded to her body. Taking her favourite body soap, he took the required amount and gently applied it on her shoulders, hands, and other body parts. His hands were creating magic making her ride through pleasure. When his hands reached the home for their angel, it kicked lightly making them chuckle.

Shivaay: I guess Baby is loving the way I’m helping his/her mother.
Anika(keeping her hand over his): Yes..... that is why baby is so restless today.
Shivaay(concerned): Are you feeling good? Is it paining anywhere? Any difficulty Jaan?
Anika(smiles): I’m fine Shivaay. Nothing happened to me or baby. He/She is just too active today.
Shivaay: Then it is okay. But promise me if you even feel a slight discomfort or anything you will inform me.
Anika: I promise. Now let me help you.
Shivaay(protesting): No Jaan. It will be stressful for you.
Anika(pouts): Please......

He sighed and agreed to it. She became excited and took his shampoo and started helping him. The whole time, he was just admiring her features and her excitement. Her hands were like cotton on his well toned body after all he did that due to her instance. Anika was having a hard time keeping herself insane. Her pregnancy hormones were making it more difficult as well. His chest is makes her go weak as she can feel His heartbeats which makes her live.

Shivaay: Jaan....... Let me help you now. We are already late.

She nodded. Turning on the shower, they stood under it. She fitted in his arms perfectly. Her forehead touching his chest and his on her head. The warm water washed not only them but also all their pain and sad memories.

*(Mature content ends)*

*India*
*Mumbai*
*Oberoi mansion *
*Rikara's room *

Omkara was sitting beside Gauri who was sleeping holding his hand tightly.  He was running his fingers through her hair as if making her calm down. He remembered how he woke up due to a phone call. And her shivering voice made him go crazy. He instantly come to OM and found a shaking Gauri. He didn’t waste any moment and hugged her tightly.

Gauri(shivering): Om...... Om..... baby.... Someone is taking my baby away. Om...... Di.... Di.....
Om(carenessing her hair): Gauri..... Gauri calm down. No-one is here. No-one will take your baby. Calm down. Everything is fine.
Gauri: No Om. She will take the baby. She.... She.....

She started hyperventilating making Om scared. He tried to calm her down but no use. Suddenly, he did something which he never thought he would do. He placed his lips on hers and started kissing her. She was too lost to respond. He slowly bit her lower lips making her aware. Slowly, she also started kissing him back. Slowly she calmed down and few minutes later they broke the kiss. Foreheads touching each other and breathes mingling...... Her cheeks turned red due to the kiss.

Om: I had to do this. Please don’t hate me. Please......
Gauri: It’s okay.
Om(looks at her): Calm down Gauri. Nothing will happen. I’m there with you......(He stops ) I mean the family is there with you. Bhavya, Dadi and Mom everyone is there for you. Nothing will happen. You should rest now. I will call Bhavya to stay with you.
Gauri(holds his hands tightly): Please don’t go. Stay here. Please.
Om: But Gauri.....
Gauri: Just for today. Please.

He nods and she laid down on his chest. He always wanted it but he was hesitant what will she think and feel. But right now she needs him. So he kept everything aside and wound his hands around her waist hugging her tightly. Her mind felt at peace and her eyes just closed taking her a peaceful slumber.

Om thought about the incident and looked at her disturbed face. Something is surely bothering her. He wants to remove all her worries and pain but unfortunately he himself is the reason of all her pain. If at all he hadn’t done something like that then they would have been a happy family. Probably, they would have one small member already having the same eyes like Shivaay.... and nature just like Anika bhabi. He smiled at his own imagination which would probably never come true.

But it is said never wish or think of things which might come true someday......

*Roop’s room *

As usual our Buaji is seen sitting on rocking chair eating her favourite almonds. She was thinking something very deeply.

Roop: Gauri and Omkara's child has to leave the world before it can come. But how? I tried a lot ways. But......(Something strikes her mind) Why didn’t I think about this? Of course it is very easy. (Laughs hysterically) Get ready Oberois to cry buckets again.

*Ruvya’s room*
Bhavya was loosing all her remaining confidence day by day seeing Rudra’s indifferent behaviour. What was her fault in all these? She was just doing her duty during that time. She knows she should have supported Anika bhabi. But wasn’t it Rudra, himself who restricted her from even talking to her. He didn’t even allow her to take Anika's gift. When Gauri had forgotten Anika, she tried to be with her. But what was she said that if she even tries to do anything then he would break the marriage. Is marriage really such a small thing for him? Why doesn’t he value the relation? Why?

Her thoughts and cries were just being heard by the walls of the room which was her only companion and Sahil. Well, even he has started responding now and maybe within few days he will be awake. She will take care of him like her own brother. And will live the rest of her life for him. Now she doesn’t have the strength to mend her relation with Rudra. Maybe , she failed..... She failed to keep the relation. But where did she go wrong in it? Was she not capable enough to be his wife or was she too inexperienced to be one? Now she soon wished that Anika bhabi was with her to guide her. Maybe the house would have been more organised and more happier. Maybe....... She sighed and took the papers that were beside her. ‘Petition for Divorce'...... Maybe this is the right thing to do. She had already sighed it and his signature was only left.

Bhavya: I just hope Rudra comes home today.

She kept the papers on the bedside table of her side and went out of the room unaware of the Lady who saw and heard everything.

*Berlin*
*The Paradise *
*Shivika’s room *

After their small cute, almost hot bathroom make out session, Shivaay was seen applying body lotion to his wife who is wrapped by a towel. She has a cute smile on her face seeing her Baggard billa pampering her.

Anika: Shivaay.....
Shivaay(busy with his work): Hmm.....
Anika: You remember you had once told me that (trying to act like SSO) Shivaay Singh Oberoi never bends in front of anyone...... I have never gone on my knees expect for My Dadi and Sister...... But see now you are sitting in front me and that too on your knees.

She chuckled and knowingly or unknowingly she scraped out some past memories of his. His hands stopped momentarily as he lived his past.

Dadi: If someone sees you like this sitting on your knees..... The people will laugh.
Shivaay: Let them do whatever they want. I will only bow down in front of you Dadi and (sits between her legs on the floor and keeps his head on her lap) This will always the peaceful place for me. (His eyes closed)

Dadi chuckled and brushed his hairs lightly.

He smiled remembering it. How much he used to love Dadi? But now......... He took a deep breath trying to keep his thoughts away.

She didn’t feel his hands and wondered what happened. She looked at him and saw his stiff posture making her confuse. Her words repeated in her mind making her gasp in shock. She just now made him remember his past.

Anika(stammering): Shi.....Shivaay..... (No response) (nudges him) Shivaay.....
Shivaay(gave attention): Haa......?
Anika(with tears): I’m sorry Shivaay. Very sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt you. It was just a slip of tongue. I really didn’t mean to make you remember anything. I’m sorry...... I’m very sorry.....
Shivaay(cups her cheeks): Sshh...... Jaan..... Nothing happened. You don’t need to be sorry.
Anika(holds his hands): I’m really sorry Shivaay. I’m very sorry. I didn’t mean to say all those. I didnt want to hurt you. I was just..... I don’t even know why was I remembering such a thing. I’m sorry..... Very sorry.
Shivaay: Sshh..... Stop crying first. And you can never hurt me Jaan..... Never..... (wipes her tears) I am not sad.
Anika(asks cutely): Sure?
Shivaay(smiles lightly): Absolutely.
Anika(puts her head on his bare chest): I really didn’t mean to hurt you.
Shivaay(one hand around her waist other on her hair carenessing it lightly): I know that. My Jaan can never hurt anyone. Right? (She nods yes) Now let’s get ready. Okay? (She nods no) Why? Is my Jaan upset? (She nods yes) What happened Jaan? Say me.....
Anika(pouts): I’m hungry.
Shivaay(chuckled): I knew you would be. That is why I have already said the helpers to give our breakfast. Lets eat first then we will get ready. Okay ? (She nods yes) Good.....

He kisses her hair lovingly while she kissed his chest right above his heart.

*India*
*Oberoi Mansion*
*Rikara’s room*

Gauri was awake now and Om was making her eat something. Her eyes were fixed on his face as if searching for some kind of answers. But he was trying to avoid her as much as possible.

Om: I will leave within an hour. Don’t worry I have said Bhavya to be with you.

She just nods her head in yes. He became sad. A small hope emerged in his heart that she would stop him. But seems like it is too early to wish for it. He gave her a smile and stood up but didn’t move. He was waiting for something.

Om(hesitates): Can..... can I hug you before going?

She looked at him for sometime without any movement. Did he ask her too much? Maybe he did...... But weren’t they hugging each other a while ago? How can he forget...... it was due to heat of moment and state of vulnerability. He sighed lightly and gave her a fake smile.

Om: It’s fine. You..... you take care of yourself and baby. Any problem anytime I’m just a call away. (Stops for a few minutes)(whispers) Bye.

She still didn’t anything. She saw him walking away from her....... He was almost near the door and about to open when......

Gauri(whispers): Om......

He stopped..... Did she just call him back? No.....No..... He is hearing voices now a days. Shaking his head as if removing all his thoughts, he again prepared to open the door, when a sudden jolt from back stopped him. His eyes closed and eyes watered knowing who would be the person. Warm soft hands wound around his chest and her soft hair tickled his neck.

Gauri(whispers): Take care of yourself too. I don’t want my baby’s father to fall sick.

He held her hands and squeezed them softly. They stayed like that for sometime. He slowly removed her hands, opened the door and walked out. She saw him going and moved out of the room. But he wasn’t there. Does he walk so fast or is he trying to....... No he isn’t like that. He can do everything But avoid her. He is just following her said words..... Then why is it hurting her so much? She didn’t want to see his face because it reminded her of........ But wasn’t she at fault too...... She sighed and went back to the room and failed to notice the lone figure behind the pillar shedding tears.

*Hospital*
*Sahil's room *

No-one is seen in the room. The whole room is silent except the occasional beeping of the vital monitors. Suddenly something happened. The lone figure started to move his fingers and toes. His eyes were showing some movements as if he is trying to open his eyes. And after a lot of struggle, he opened his eyes with a grim face. A small tear slid down his eye as if remembering something. Few hours went by and when he realised that the doctors won’t be here, he tried to move his hands. After a lot of struggle,  he succeeded and removed the oxygen mask. He took a deep breath to stabilise himself. Next he removed the IV drips which caused him pain and he closed his eyes tightly. This much work took away all his strength. He stared at the ceiling and tried to recall what all he heard and seen.

“The most dreadful accident had occurred almost 4 years back exactly here in this area...... And we have lost the most successful business Shivaay Singh Oberoi along with his wife Anika Shivaay Singh Oberoi and His sister Priyanka Singh Oberoi. It was the most darkest death of the whole Mumbai as we have not only lost Shivaay Singh Oberoi but also the most successful business woman Anika Shivaay Singh Oberoi too. We can hardly imagine how their family is able to cope up with such a huge lose.....”

He closed his eyes in pain remember about his Anika didi and Shivaay Jiju. When he first heard the news, he thought it is false. He didn’t want to accept the bitter truth. But it was the reality..... the harsh reality of his life. Though he had a mother but Anika didi was always his mother and when Shivaay Jiju came in their life, he thought he got a father and he wasn’t wrong. He actually was. So that day he lost his mother and father...... Unable to bear the pain, he ran out of the restaurant. He doesn’t remember anything after that except for a very bright lights blinding him.

He remembered how Anika had made him join boarding school saying that Shivaay would want him to excel in every field. That time, he was so happy that he failed to notice the indifferent face of Hers. Maybe......Maybe if he would have seen that day then......

Sahil(whispers): Anika didi........

*Simultaneously in Berlin*
*The Paradise*

Anika felt as if someone is calling her and remembering her. Her hand went towards her heart which was beating very fast. Shivaay saw her distracted and her tensed face.

Shivaay(concerned voice): Jaan..... What happened?
Anika: Shivaay.....I felt as if Sahil is calling me.
Shivaay: Jaan.... Sahil is in India and I’m sure Gauri is looking after her.
Anika: No Shivaay...... I think something has happened to him. I..... (becomes hyper) Shivaay..... I want to see Sahil..... please Shivaay......... I know something has happened to him.......Please Shivaay......
Shivaay(hugs her sideways): Okay.... Okay Jaan..... Don’t be hyper. Calm down. It is not good for you and baby. Please calm down......(kissing her hair) I will make you meet Sahil. You want him to come and meet you?
Anika(shaky voice): Will you?
Shivaay(softly): Anything for you Jaan..... By tomorrow morning, Sahil will be in front of you. Okay? (She nods yes and snuggles more in his chest) Now please calm down and don’t stress yourself. Please......

She nods and he sighs in relief. Now he needs to track down where his champ is hiding .........

*India*
*Hospital*
*Sahil’s room *

He somehow managed to sit up and looked towards the infinity. He might be in coma but he could listen each and every word of the people who came to meet him and one of them was Bhavya didi...... She used to plead him everyday to wake up. He also remembers her saying that she has already failed in her life and she doesn’t want to fail again....... What has happened..... Wasn’t she the ACP? Why was she saying about her ruined life...... He looked around and found a paper on the side table. He moved forward and picked it up. He opened it to see his Anika didi's handwriting. Looking at the content he understood that it is the letter that his Anika didi had left for him. Though he remembers what was written still he wanted to read it again.

Sahil: How can Didi think that she is irresponsible? No she isn’t. I may not know for what reason she sent me to boarding school but I know that something would have surely happened to make her take this decision. I need to find it out. And I know that my Anika didi is alive and safe. I will find her...... I will.....

*Berlin*
*The Paradise*
*Shivika’s room*

Shivaay was making Anika ready for her baby shower. He had personally selected her dress having a blue-pink combination on it as they were unaware of the gender of the Baby and made of comfortable fabric. He could see that she loved the dress. He wasn’t looking less too. Wearing the same combination as her, he was wearing a normal pink blazer with blue checker shirt.  She was too busy in admiring her dress that she didn’t feel that he is being doing something with her hair. Shivaay had learnt a new hairstyle just for his wife and he was trying it on her. And to his surprise it turned out to be good – simple waterfall braid with pink and white flowers. She looked divine. He looked at her through the mirror and smiled.

Shivaay: Did you like it?
Anika(smiles): It is beautiful Shivaay. (Kisses his cheek) When did you learn this?
Shivaay: During my free time.
Anika(narrow eyes): And when is that free time of yours?
Shivaay(grins): Office time.......
Anika(shocked): That is why I thought how there was hair on your coat.....(gets angry) Tell me on whom did you try this on..... Tell me....
Shivaay(scared): I swear Jaan...... I didn’t try on anyone..... I....
Anika(cuts him): Then how come I saw those hairs...... (gets very angry) You Baggard billa...... Tell me who is that lady..... Otherwise u won’t allow you to touch me for the rest of my pregnancy......
Shivaay(shocked): Jaan.... please don’t like that. I swear it wasn’t any woman..... It was a dummy.
Anika: You are lying......(starts crying) I understood......you are starting to loose interest in me. I don't look beautiful now...... I am fat, can’t wear sexy clothes, walk like a duck.....(sniffs) I know.... you are looking for other woman.......(She cries silently)
Shivaay(sits in front of her on his knees): Anika......(holds her hands)Do you know why I call you Jaan....(She nods yes) Do you think I call you just like that......(She nods no) (cups her face and wipes her tears) Anika....... whatever I am today, is all because of you..... If I’m alive today then it is totally because of you. Tum mere jeene ki wajah ho...... Jab meri jaan tumme basti hai toh mai kaise kissi aur ke taraf dekhunga...... I only look at 3...... no 4 women in my life...... You, Nani, Priyanka and Maa...... and in future also I will look at you 4 only or maybe one more girl too......
Anika: And who is that other girl?
Shivaay(keeps his hand on her stomach): Our daughter.
Anika: You think we are having a girl?
Shivaay: I don’t know...... But I would love to have one. But Whoever it is....boy or girl....(cups one side of her cheek) I just want both of you to be safe and healthy. That’s it. And trust me Jaan...... there is no other woman in my life...... I try all the hairstyles on a dummy......See...(shows her a picture in his phone)

The photo showed how Shivaay was struggling with the hair of the dummy. His sleeves were rolled up and he had a determined face. She smiled seeing it and looked up towards him.

Anika(with tears): I’m sorry..... I doubted you. I don’t know what is happening to me. I’m sorry......
Shivaay: It’s fine Jaan. And I’m not at all angry. It is just your pregnancy hormones that is making you like this. Don’t worry.
Anika(cries): Don't hate me Shivaay.......... I really didn’t mean to hurt you......
Shivaay(hugs her): Jaan...... I can never hate you....... Never. And who said that you have hurt me? You can never think of hurting me. Now stop crying please.

She stopped crying but still didn’t leave him. He didn’t stop peppering her with kisses on her hair.

Shivaay: Jaan..... Should we go down now? Everyone is waiting for us.
Anika: Hmm....

Breaking the hug, he held her by the shoulders and guided her.

*Living room*

Anyone who would enter , would surely say or feel that he or she is some enchanted place.  Balloons , cakes, flowers and what not was present. A very cute looking cake was also there having tiny shoes on it.   Priyanka, Nani, Khanna, Mishra and Ishana were just pleased with their hard work. After all their favourite Anika is concerned and they would do anything for her. The elevator door opened making everyone look at it in anticipation. There, they were..... looking cute...... A loud gasp escaped through her mouth seeing the decorations.

Anika: It is so beautiful.
Shivaay(smiles): You like it?
Anika(smiles): I loved it.
Nani(Came towards them): Anika beta..... Come.

Shivaay left her and allowed Nani to hold her but.......

Anika: Shiv......
Shivaay: I can’t stay in this function Jaan.
Anika(sad face): But I want you to be here.
Shivaay: Jaan..... I can’t.....
Nani: It’s okay Shivaay. You can stay. We have organised this function for Anika’s happiness. If She isn’t happy then what is the use? If your presence makes her happy, then you can stay. (Looks at Anika) Now you are happy?
Anika(smiles): Yes Nani. I’m sorry that I am breaking the tradition and culture.
Nani(carenessing her hair): Godh bharai, maa ko khush karne ki aur uske jiwan me aaye (placing hand on her stomach) is naye sadasaya ko  swagat karne me liye. Aur uske liye aagar maa ko baache ke papa me saathe reheke khushi milti hai toh usme koi galat nehi hai. Shivaay can stay in the function. Now is my bahu happy?
Anika(nods with smile and tears): Yes Nani. Thank you so much.
Nani(wipes her tears): Aajke din rona nehi chahiye beta. You should be happy..... then the Baby will also be happy. Come......

She happily moved with Nani and the thing in front of her just made her shock. A beautiful swing was placed with flowers all around it.

A pair of hands held her shoulders and she knew who is it. He made her sit on it and placed the pillows behind her back. He sat in front of her on his knees and asked.

Shivaay: Is My Jaan happy?
Anika(smiles): You did it?
Shivaay(thinks for a while): Mmmm...... Technically no..... but the idea was mine.

She is smiled and kissed his cheek softly. Their eyes locked with each other and they were just lost.

Priyanka(teasing): Bhabi...... I know you love Bhaiya a lot...... but at least think about the surroundings and do romance.
Nani(smiles): Chup kar. Stop teasing my bahu. Let's start the puja.

(Guys no idea about the puja...... so spare me....🙏🙏)

Nani: Chalo..... everything is done. Shivaay.... aren’t your office workers coming?
Shivaay: Yes Nani. They will be here within an hour.
Nani: Then let’s complete with the gifting session. Shivaay first you....
Shivaay: Nani, I will give later. First you all finish.
Priyanka: I was thinking why don’t Bhaiya and Bhabi cut the cake first and then we continue with it.
Nani: It’s a good idea.

He looked at her asking her permission. She smiled lightly and he helped her stand. Priyanka wheeled the cake in front of them. Seeing the cake, they smiled. Holding the knife they cut it together. They fed each other and others too. By the time, they were done, Shivaay’s office workers started coming. Everyone had brought something or the other for the baby and the mother. Anika was just so delighted and she received all of them with a smile. Shivaay could only be happy seeing her.

Grandma: Steve everyone is done giving their gifts. Now it is your turn.

Ana (Anika) looked at him with great anticipation. He smiled at everyone and took out something from his pocket. It was something shining. He held it in front of her and her smile could just not leave. It was a Chand bracelet. He delicately made her wear it and kissed her hand.

Steve: This is not just a bracelet...... this shows the position you hold in my life. Ana...... you are that pole star in my life. Whatever happened you never left me and always stayed at the same place........ that is beside me. You have always stayed beside me and I know that you will always stay beside me....... Right?
Ana(smiles with tears): Of course....... Even if you think that you can get rid of me so easily then you are very much wrong Mr. Saigal..... I’m not going to leave you so easily.

He chuckled hearing her. Everyone had a smile on their face seeing their love. Nani blessed them in her mind.

*India*
*Oberoi mansion *
*Dadi’s room*

Dadi was sitting on her bed holding a frame. It had the picture all the 3 brothers. She carenessed it tenderly. Her cheeks were wet with her tears.

Dadi(shaking voice)(finger on Shivaay’s photo): Billu......   Why did you leave us? I know we didn’t try to understand your act and we have done injustice to Anika also. Then why did you have to leave us and go? So much anger....... You didn’t even think about your Dadi for once. What would she do without you? Tu ghar ka Ram hai...... Why didn’t you think once what will happen to this Auyodha when you won’t be there? What will your brothers do if you aren’t there? You know Om doesn’t stay here now. Gauri and Om’s relation is still under stress. The only hope between them is their coming baby. And Rudra..... (sighed) I don’t know how to say about him. He has forgotten that he has a wife and family. Rudra and Bhavya’s relationship can break any moment. I don’t know Billu how to stop all these. J don’t know...... Agar tu hota...... toh yeh sab kabhi dekhena nehi parta. Kuch kar Billu...... Apne bhaiyo ki zindegi bacha le.......

She knew it wasn’t possible for any dead person to back to life. But her irrational thoughts weren’t supporting her. She could see her family breaking in front of her eyes and she can’t do anything.

Dadi: I have to speak to Rudra.

*Hospital*
*Sahil’s cabin*

The doctors were checking him and was talking amongst themselves. Sahil was clueless about the happenings.

Doctor: Sahil..... you are absolutely fine now. We will keep you for 2 more days then discharge you. We will inform Mrs. Bhavya about your recovery.
Sahil: No doctor. I request you. Please don’t inform her.
Doctor: But....She was the one who was taking care of you and all other charges too.
Sahil(folds hand in front): Please doctor. I request you. Don’t inform her. I don’t want to burden them anymore. I know that she has taken good care of me. But I can’t anymore. Whatever bills or anything else is left...... I will try to pay it off. But please don’t inform her.
Doctor: Okay we won’t. And no worries about bills. It has been paid.
Sahil: Thank you so much Doctor.

He smiled at him and left him alone again. His attention went towards the letter again.

Sahil: Why do I feel that you are alive Didi? I know people will think me crazy but I know that you can’t leave me and go. Let me get out of this hospital once then I will see trace you and Jiju out.

Though he made a resolution to find her, unaware that he will be taken away. But where and by whom......

*Berlin*
*The Paradise *

Patricia: Now I would request the “Would be Parents” to please go to the garden.
Steve: But why?
Patricia: Off ho Brother. If I say everything then how will it remain a surprise for you both. Now will you please do the honour of going.

He shook his head in disbelief seeing her antics. Looking at Ana, he gestured her and she nodded in approval. Slowly holding her, they moved towards the garden and were shocked.

Steve: What is this Patricia?
Patricia(excitedly): Surprise........ Photo shoot. Now hurry up and get going before the sun reaches our head.

Ana was so excited seeing the while setup for the shoot. And our favourite hero could easily understand her excitement.

Patricia: Okay now let’s play a game.  It’s very simple. Everyone will be given a piece of paper and you all have to write what do you think will be the gender of the Baby and according to that suggest a name for the baby. Who knows one of the name might catch the couple and they name him/her according to it. And..... And one more twist is there. You also have to write about the qualities which you would like to see in the Baby and which quality you don’t want and why....... Now get set and start writing.

Everyone started writing down. Each of them were thinking a lot and was also making various faces. Anika was also writing something and Shivaay too.

Patricia: Times up. Now everyone put the chits in this bowl. (Everyone does) So let’s see what everyone has written in it.

(Opens first one) So, this says.....The baby will be a girl and she should have both the qualities of her parents. Especially, the blue green eyes of her father. Wow! That’s cool. And the name suggested is Angela...... Aww so sweet.

(2nd one) A baby girl and eyes like her father. Mmmm...... Seems like everyone is fascinated about my brother's eyes.

(3rd one) Boy or Girl doesn’t matter. But what matters is the girl should have the qualities of her mother, strong headed, brave and can tackle every situation very efficiently. And if a boy, then he should be like his father honest, sensible and never backs away from responsibilities. Well, a very good message. Names- Jennifer, Rachel, Eric, Ryan...... Interesting once.

(4th one) If boy more like mother less like father and if girl more like father less like mother....... That’s something interesting.

(5th one) A girl with beautiful blue hypnotic eyes....... Name- Rose.......

She kept on reading all of them making Shivika think about their baby more.

Patricia: Wow....... seems like everyone is eagerly waiting for a small princess in the house. Well let’s see what Almighty wants. So before we end our function for today and you all head for lunch...... Let’s call our beloved couple for a one romantic dance. A big round of applause for them......

Everyone claps and encourages them. Shivaay looked at Anika while she smiled.

Steve(forwarding his hand): Shall we Mrs. Saigal?
Ana(keeping her hand on his): Sure Mr. Saigal.

Carefully making her stand, they walked up to the middle of the room. Facing each other, he slipped his hand around her waist while she held his blazer tightly in her fist. As the music started they very gracefully moved along with the beats.

(Song - Suno Na Sangemarmar
Movie- Youngistan)

Suno Na Sangemarmar Ki Yeh Minaarein
Kuchh Bhi Nahi Hai Aage Tumhaare
Aaj Se Dil Pe Mere
Raaj Tumhara Taj Tumhara
Suno Na Sangemarmar Ki Yeh Minaarein
Kuchh Bhi Nahi Hai Aage Tumhaare
Aaj Se Dil Pe Mere
Raaj Tumhara Taj Tumhara
Suno Na Sangemarmar Ki Yeh Minaarein

(He twirls her slowly and holds her softly)

Bin Tere Madham-Madham
Bhi Chal Rahi Thi Dhadkan
Jabse Mile Tum Hamein
Aanchal Se Tere Bandhe
Dil Udd Raha Hai
Suno Na Aasmaano Ke Yeh Sitaare..
Kuchh Bhi Nahi Hai Aage Tumhaare..

(He make her stand on his feet and hug her to himself. They move slowly to the beats. )

Yeh Dekho Sapne Mere
Neendon Se Hoke Tere
Raaton Se Kehte Hain Lo
Hum Toh Savere Hai Wo
Sach Ho Gaye Jo
Suno Na Do Jahano Ke Ye Nazare
Kuchh Bhi Nahi Hai Aage Tumhaare..
Aaj Se Dil Pe Mere
Raaj Tumhara Taj Tumhara..
Suno Na Sangemarmar Ki Yeh Minaarein..

At last he holds her by her waist and dips her backwards a little. Their eyes were closed feeling each other’s love and their foreheads were almost touching. Everyone was in aww seeing their performance. Loud claps broke their trans. He made her stand properly and smiled to everyone. Carefully, he made her sit back on the swing and gave her a glass of juice.

Patricia: Now that is called as a romantic mind blowing performance. I’m sure the Baby has realised how much his/her parents are in love with each other. So with this our function comes to an end. I hope you all have enjoyed and I from the Saigal Family thank you all to be a part of our happiness and shower immense love and blessing to My nephew or niece. Thank you so much. Mishra uncle please take everyone towards the refreshment area.

Everyone gave a smile to the couple and went for refreshments. Priyanka and Ishana too followed them leaving Shivika, Nani and Khanna.

Nani: Shivaay...... Puttar you and Anika also eat something. It is too late now.
Shivaay: Yes Nani. I will just bring our food.

She smiled at him and went to attend the guests. Shivaay smiled at Anika and he eyed Khanna to follow him. They silently walked away.

*India*
*Oberoi Mansion*

Roop had a cunning smile on her smile seeing something. She saw how Bhavya was making Gauri eat. But what is so cunning about it?

Roop: Now just waiting for few hours then....... Oberois will be ruined again.

*Dadi's room *

Dadi was trying to contact Rudra who seemed to be not answering her calls. Her resolution was breaking down slowly until he picked up.

*Conversation starts*

Dadi: Rudra where are you?
Rudra: Dadi..... I..... woh.....
Dadi(stern voice): Where are You Rudra?
Rudra(stammering): Dadi..... woh.... I....
Dadi: I want in Oberoi mansion within an hour. Otherwise you know the consequences. Am I clear?
Rudra: Yes...... Yes Dadi.

*Conversation ends*

Dadi: He seemed to be drunk. I could easily hear it from his voice. (Takes out something under her pillow) Now I will end this. Never in the history of Oberoi family has anyone underwent this procedure. And till I’m alive I will never let this happen. Never.......

*An hour later*

Rudra entered the mansion with unstable steps. Bhavya, who was him was not shocked anymore as it was quite usual for her to see it everyday. She just went towards him only to be pushed away. Her eyes got filled with tears but she composed herself. Going against him, she held on his shoulders and guided him towards their room.

Rudra(slurry voice): Dadi...... Dadi is calling me to her room.
Bhavya: But you can’t go like this Rudra. Dadi will be hurt seeing your state.
Rudra(tries to push her away): You don’t give me advices. Understood...... Now leave me.
Bhavya: Okay fine I will leave you. But I won’t allow you to go to Dadi’s room like this.
Rudra: You will stop me from going........ You?
Bhavya: Yes I will.
Rudra: Who are you to stop me or order me?
Bhavya(strongly): Daughter in law of this house and Your wife. (He looked at her but didn’t say anything) Now you will silent go and freshen up and then meet Dadi.

He just looked at her and went. She sighed thinking about him.

Bhavya(thinking): Just few more days Rudra...... then you can live your life by yourself. I pray you get your happiness when I leave you.

She wiped her tears which didn’t go unnoticed by Dadi.

*An hour later*
*Dadi’s room*

Rudra and Bhavya were standing shocked especially Bhavya..... How did those papers come to Dadi? How......

Dadi: May I know what is going on between you two? Never...... Never in this house has anyone went through the procedure of divorce and I am seeing that the most youngest Oberoi is all set to part away from his life partner. (Chuckled dryly) This was only remaining in my life to see. (Looks at them but particularly at Rudra) Now may I know why my bahu was forced to file for divorce?

Another shocker. Rudra looked at Bhavya whose head was bent down as she wasn’t able to face Dadi. Did she actually file for divorce? But why? What did he do?

Dadi: Bhavya.....(she looked up with tear stricken face) Bol puttar..... what made you take such a drastic step? Bol puttar......
Bhavya(fumbling): Da...... Dadi...... I.....I.....
Dadi(makes her sit and holds her hand): If you are thinking that I don’t know what is Rudra doing...... then you are wrong. (Bhavya looked at her shock) I know everything that he is doing. (Folds her hands) And I am very much ashamed about it. Please forgive me Bhavya...... that Rudra.......
Bhavya(holds her hand): No Dadi. You don’t ask forgiveness. Please....... I am wrong. I’m at fault regarding it. I....I couldn’t make Rudra happy and that is why he has to....... I’m sorry Dadi...... I’m very sorry.
Dadi: No puttar..... No..... You aren’t at fault.

Rudra heard everything and a sudden realisation drawn upon him. What was he doing? He was hurting his love.... His wife. But why? Just because he couldn’t save Shivaay Bhaiya, Anika bhabi and Priyanka. He still thinks that he is responsible for their death. His words he had said in anger, has snatched the light and colour of this house. He was so drown in his miseries that he failed to see that he was hurting his wife, who he claims to love till infinity. He remembered all his acts, how he had treated her and all those shameful acts. And now she is also leaving him like Bhaiya and Bhabi. No..... no he can’t let that happen.

Rudra(falls on his knees in front of them tears in eyes): No..... No..... please don’t leave me. Please..... Bhavya...... Bhavya..... I know.......I have done a lot of mistakes....... no....no sins..... and I don’t deserve your forgiveness also. (Holds Bhavya’s hand tenderly) But please don’t leave me Bhavya...... Please...... I.....I have already lost my Bhaiya and Bhabi and my sister. I don’t want to loose you. Please. You want to punish me, beat me, slap me..... then do..... But please don’t leave me. Please.......(Folds his hands in front of her)

Bhavya saw him with sad tearful eyes. She only knows how is she controlling herself to hug him tightly but...... he has done mistakes...... and he needs to repent. But is it so easy to forgive him? Or is it so easy to give him another chance? What if he again realises that she isn’t worth him and treats her in the same way? No..... no..... she isn’t strong enough to go through it again. She hoped that Anika bhabi would have been here to help her.

Bhavya: Rudra......I don’t know what to say....... I...... I’m sorry......I can’t......

She ran out of the room leaving behind a devastated Rudra. Dadi saw everything and she didn’t know what to say. Kaash Shivaay aur Anika hote......... toh aaj yeh sab kuch nehi hota.......

*Berlin*
*The Paradise *
Shivaay was making a plate ready for him and her while Khanna was just standing behind him waiting for his orders.

Shivaay: Khanna..... You know right how much I believe you and have faith in you.
Khanna: Yes Sir. Any problem Sir?
Shivaay: You have to bring Sahil here.
Khanna(shocked): What?
Shivaay: Yes Khanna. Anika wants to meet Sahil and you know right I can never go against her. So do whatever you have to do but bring My Champ.
Khanna(hesitating): Sir..... Are you sure? Because by now Sahil baba must have come to know about your and Anika ma’am's death. Won’t it be difficult for him to understand and all.....
Shivaay: I can understand what you are saying Khanna...... but...... I should have thought about it earlier. I don’t know how it slipped out from my mind. How could I forget about Sahil ?
Khanna: Sir please don’t be guilty about it. I will start my work now itself.
Shivaay: Last time I remember, he was in some boarding school near Mumbai. Anika had enrolled him there.
Khanna: Don’t worry sir. I will get all the information by night.
Shivaay: Hmm..... And be careful the at no-one...... I mean no-one should come to know about it. Okay?
Khanna: Don’t worry sir. (He went)
Shivaay(to himself): I just hope that while searching for Sahil and bringing him here, the Oberois don’t come to know. Otherwise.......

*India*
*Ruvya’s room*

Bhavya ran into the room and closed the door with a bang. She slid down the door and sat on the floor with a thud. Her eyes weren’t ready to stop flowing and her cries just echoed throughout the room. Knees folded towards her chest and hiding her face in between, she cried her heart out. Why is life so complicated for her...... Why? Wasn’t her childhood enough for God to make her life miserable that now he wanted her rest of her life to give her more pain? She thought her miseries are over ....... Now her good phase will start but she didn’t realise that God while writing her fate had forgotten to take the golden pen to write her share of happiness.

Continuous knocking on the door was being heard but she had gone deaf ears to it.

Rudra(while knocking): Bhavya...... Please open the door. Please...... Please Bhavya........

But she didn’t respond. She was tired..... Tired of fighting.... Tired of proving herself..... Tired of being the part of the family..... Tired of everything.......

“Bhavya......”, a sweet voice which she craved to hear for the past 5 years was calling her. She looked up with half open tear filled eyes to see Anika bhabi standing in front of her in white sari looking like an angel. Anika smiled at her and forwarded her hand. Involuntarily, Bhavya gave her hand and tried to stand up...... But.....

THUD.......

*Rikara’s room*

Gauri was staring at nothing in particular. She was lost..... Lost in her thoughts as usual. But isn’t se doing the same thing for the past 5 years...... Of course she is. She is repenting all her deeds..... all the words she spoke.....and the amount of hatred she had for her mother like elder sister. Her eyes went towards the frame on the wall opposite to her which had a picture of Her and Anika. Both of them were giving full swag and attitude looks. She smiled lightly seeing it.

Gauri(while looking at the photo): We were so happy naa Di.... I have never seen or I don’t know who were our parents. Because for me you were my mother and you were my father. You did so much for me and what I did in return, insulted you, disrespected you..... And what all I don’t even want to remember. You were trying to protect me from the insult which you had experienced your whole life and what did I do...... and when I got to know about it....... You left me before I could even ask for forgiveness. Why Di? Why....... And Sahil....... (realised something) Sahil....... I..... I haven’t spoken to him  since a long time. And he doesn’t even know about Di and Jiju's death. (Scared) What will happen if he comes to know from somewhere else? And what type of a sister I am....... I don’t even know what is happening or where is he....... How could I........ (hits her head softly on the headrest and closes her eyes) one more guilt on my shoulder........ I don’t even what will say to Sahil...... I don’t know........

*Hospital*
*Sahil’s room*

For him everything was Anika didi....... His mother, His father and His only family. Even if he had a mother but for him, His Anika didi was everything. He wasn’t so attached to Gauri didi and that is why she didn’t even bother to look for him or get any information regarding him. He sighed loudly and thought of Anika didi. He wants to see her, hug her and feel the motherly affection from her. He last time saw her was around 8 years back. Though she had a smile on her face but he could easily see the facade she was putting up on her face. He didn’t bother to ask her and that was his biggest mistake.

Sahil: Anika didi, kaash....... kaash maine aapka dukh aur dard dekh piya hota....... Kaash........ Where are you Di? Where are you?

*Ruvya’s room*

Doctor(closing his briefcase): Nothing is serious. She has been skipping her meals for a long time and that is why she fainted. Don’t worry I have given her an injection she will be awake by an hour. And make sure you feed her something otherwise it will effect her brain. I will take your leave now.
Rudra(looking at Bhavya): Thank you doctor.

He covered her properly with the duvet and carenessed her hair lightly. Her pale tear stricken face was making him more guilty than he was.

Rudra(to himself): What have I done? What have I made the strong headed police officer Bhavya turn into...... How...... How could I even do something like that...... How? (Looks up) Bhaiya..... see naa what your Rudy has done? I don’t know how to mend her...... I don’t know. I know it is all my fault..... All my fault. I am bearing the fruit of my sins..... Sins done on you and Bhabi and for that I have already got the worst punishment of my life. But please don’t let anything happen to Bhavya...... Please....... I have survived because Bhavya was there and she held my hand during the rough time. And what did I do? I cheated on her and made her feel what not. But from now onwards I...... I promise....... I promise that I will take good care of her and respect her. Stay beside her. But please don’t make her away from me. Please.......

He don’t know whom was he saying all these things to God or His Shivaay Bhaiya because for him God and Shivaay Bhaiya are the same person. But he didn’t know what had happened to him 5 years back that he had behaved like that with Bhaiya. And his behaviour with Bhabi can never be forgiven...... never. First thing he needs to do is to stop this divorce and then try to win her back. And he will......

*Berlin*
*The Paradise *

The function went on well. Anika was very happy and she was excitedly opening all the gifts while Shivaay was busy in his laptop.

Anika: Shivaay see naa..... These dresses are so cute.
Shivaay(not paying attention): Hmm.....
Anika(opens another gift): Oh my God, see these soft toys Shivaay......(feeling it against her soft cheeks) It is so soft and fluffy......
Shivaay(still engrossed): Hmm......

She sees that he is engrossed in her sautan,  her anger shot up.

Anika(shouts loudly): Billuji........

The whole shook hearing her and Shivaay almost feel down from his chair. He kept the laptop aside and was about to go to her when the door of the room banged and before he could open it, the door opened and people hurriedly entered.

Nani: What happened beta? Why did you shout so loudly?
Priyanka:  Yes bhabi. Any problem?  Are you feeling any pain?
Ishana: Anika everything fine?
Khanna: Anika ma’am any problem?
Mishra: Yes ma’am. Any problem?

Everyone was asking her one thing or the other but she was just looking at Him. And slowly her tears trickled down her eyes. He sighed seeing it and sat down on his knees in front of her.

Shivaay(holding her hands): What happened to My Queen ? (Wiping her tears) Why is  she shedding these pearls from her eyes?
Anika(sniffs): You don’t love me anymore.
Shivaay(nods no): That is impossible. And if it so happens then that will be the last day of my life.
Anika(innocently): You love me?
Shivaay(keeps her hand on his left chest): This beats for you and each breath that I take is of your name. Then how can you think that I don’t love you......
Anika(sniffs): Then why weren’t you listening to me when I was showing you the gifts......
Shivaay(holds his ears): I’m sorry My Queen. But I was doing some very important work.
Anika(pouts): More important than me and baby?
Shivaay: Nothing is more important than you and baby. You want to see what I was doing?

She nods lightly. He brought his laptop and showed her. And everyone was in aww seeing it.

Shivaay: I wanted to give you a surprise by designing the baby room. So I was looking for all the furniture and stuffs. (Cups her face lightly) Never ever think that I don't love you or you and baby aren’t important to me.
Anika(cries again): I’m sorry Shivaay....... I’m so bad naa...... I don’t know what is happening to me...... I'm troubling you a lot.
Shivaay(keeping finger on her lips): Sshh..... you can never trouble me. I can understand you and what you are going through.  I love you and all your flaws. (Wiping her tears clean) Now give me a full blown smile My Queen.

She gave a huge smile to him and he acted like getting a heart attack seeing her. She giggled seeing his nautanki. She hit him lightly on his shoulder and he hugged her to his chest.  Others were at aww seeing them but Nani could easily see that something was surely bothering Shivaay.

Nani: Shivaay, it’s quite late now. I’m sending dinner for both of you.

He nodded. Everyone went out leaving them. Later, they had their dinner and Shivaay made her sleep. He was continuously running his fingers through her hair while he was lost somewhere. He was thinking about what he had read few hours back.

Shivaay(thinking): According to the information I got, Sahil has not being attending school for the past 1 year. Then where is he? Is he with Gauri and others? But his name isn’t in any other school. Maybe I thinking too much.

He was about to close his eyes to get some sleep when his phone pinged. He took it and saw a message from Khanna stating him to meet him immediately as he has something important to say. He thought of ignoring it but gave a second thinking. He made Anika lye down on the bed softly without disturbing her and went out.

*Study room*

Shivaay: What was so important Khanna that you had call me here at midnight?
Khanna: If it wouldn’t have been important I wouldn’t have called you sir.
Shivaay(rubs his forehead): Okay fine tell me what is the matter  ?
Khanna: Sahil baba......
Shivaay(alert): What about Sahil?
Khanna: Sir, Sahil baba has been absent from the school where Anika ma’am had put him for a year now.
Shivaay: Yes I know that.
Khanna: The last person to visit him was.......(He paused)
Shivaay: Khanna..... who was it?
Khanna: Bhavya ma’am.
Shivaay(confused): Bhavya?
Khanna: Yes Sir. She had gone to take him as his vacations had started. But......
Shivaay: But what? He is staying with the Oberois now right......
Khanna: No sir..... I mean..... I.......
Shivaay: What Khanna? Just say it.
Khanna: Sir, while returning back to Oberoi mansion, Sahil baba had met with an accident and be is still in coma till today.

“What.....”

A different voice came from behind him and he froze. His eyes widened in shock and he turned back to see Anika standing with a shocked face. He didn’t know what to do or what to say until a sharp cry from her broke his trans.

Anika(shouts): Aahhhh........

*At the same time in India*
*Rikara’s room*

Gauri(shouts): Aaahhh........

(Simultaneously scene)

Anika felt a sharp pain rising through her abdomen and she clenched on to her stomach almost bending down on her knees.

On the other side, Gauri felt as if someone is trying to rip out her soul from herself. She turned and twisted trying to overcome the feeling.

Anika(shouted): Aaahhhhh....... Shivaay.......

Gauri(shouted): Aahhhhhh........ Omkara........

Both of them shouted for their husband as they felt their soul getting detached from their body.

Shivaay saw her and immediately held her before she could touch the ground. Anika screamed her heart out feeling the unbearable pain. She started sweating and breathing heavily.

Anika(with breaks): Shiv.....Shivaay......I.....I can’t...... Take it....... Aaahhhhhh....... Ba.....baby........ Shivaay.......
Shivaay: Nothing will happen to you Anika. I won’t let anything happen. (Shouts) Nani.... Priyanka.....Ishana......come fast. Khanna..... Take out the car fast.......(He picks her up in his arms) Nothing will happen to you and baby...... Nothing will happen.

He moved towards the exit while Anika kept on screaming due to pain. Others also came down and followed them. He took her in one car and Khanna zoomed out of the mansion towards the hospital.

On the other side, hearing Gauri's scream everyone came to her room to see her in pain. Rudra without a second thought picked her up and went towards the exit. Dadi couldn’t understand what happened suddenly. She called Om and informed him about it.

*Simultaneously happening*

Anika is still crying in pain while Shivaay was trying to sooth her.

Gauri was just holding her stomach and crying in pain. Bhavya (who was awake from her unconscious) was tying to give her strength.

Both of them reached the hospital and immediately wheeled into the emergency.

Anika wasn’t leaving Shivaay’s hand but Ishana forcefully separated them and took Anika inside leaving a shocked and broken Shivaay.

Gauri was continuously calling out for Omkara but he wasn’t there to tend her.

Both were fighting with their lives and also trying to save the small angels who made their life beautiful........ But Will their fate again play a nasty game and snatch their happiness?

*India*

Everyone was anxiously waiting for the doctor while Omkara was just sitting with a numb face. Did he just fail to protect her and their child? What is happening inside he doesn’t know? His heart was just leaving him. He closed his eyes and the tears escaped from it. Rudra saw his brother and sat beside him.

Rudra: O...... nothing will happen to bhabi.
Omkara: Rudra....... if anything happens to either of them...... I don’t know what will I do....... I don’t know. This family has already faced so much and our baby was the only hope to bring back the lost happiness. I just hope both of them returns back to me safely.

Rudra just held his shoulder giving him strength. He can understand what he might be going through. And he could only give him mental strength. He looked at Bhavya, who was far away from everyone sitting alone. Her face looked pale and her eyes sullen. He moved closer to her and sat beside her. She was too lost even acknowledge his presence. He kept his hand on hers making her jump out her skin. He slowly rubbed on the back side of her palm calming her down. He continued to do that and both of them remained in silent.

*Berlin*

Shivaay was just getting mad as each minute was passing by. He can’t forget those eyes of her which held fear...... Fear of loosing something....... He sat down on the chair and ducked his head between his palms. He can’t do anything ...... He couldn’t do anything....... He failed ...... He failed........

The door of the OT clicked open making him spring out of his place to face Ishana.

Shivaay: How is Anika? And Baby?
Ishana: I don’t want to give you false hopes Bhaiya. Both of their lives are at stake. In this condition, we can only save one of them. Either mother or baby.

Thunder cracked on his head hearing her. He had to choose between his lifelines...... How can he do that? No..... Never......

Shivaay(stammering): Ishana..... What are you saying? No....Nothing like this can happen. Please.....please say it is a joke. Please....... I know my Anika and Baby can’t leave me....... they have to stay with me.......
Ishana: I hope I could say that Bhaiya. But....... We have very less time. Decide fast otherwise we won’t be able to save either of them.

He stumbled on his steps. He didn’t know what to do. He can’t choose between them. He can’t.

“ Shivaay....... If a situation comes where you have choose between me and the baby...... Promise me that you will choose Baby......”

Her words came hitting to his ears making him numb. His eyes went blank and he spoke the words he never wanted to ever say in his life.

Shivaay(emotionless): Save the baby.....

Everyone was shocked hearing it. They thought he would choose Anika as he can’t live without her but here he is ready to give up on her for the baby. No-one had the guts to question his decision seeing his state. Ishana nodded her head which she knew would go unnoticed and was about to go when.....

Shivaay: Can you do me a favour Ishana?
Ishana: What Bhaiya?
Shivaay(looks at her pleadingly): Please allow me to stay beside her. Please......(folds hand in front of her) Please I beg you. At least let me live with her in her last minutes...... please......(sits in front of her on his knees begging her) Please Ishana...... please.......

She nodded as if in trans and he thanked her a million times. She said to follow her, but Khanna stopped them.

Khanna: Sir, I know this is not the right time to say this but I thought it is very much needed for you to know that Sahil baba is fine. He came out of coma today only. And I have already made arrangements for him to come here. (Shivaay looked at him ) Tell Anika that her Sahil is fine and will be with her soon. (Folds his hands) Please sir, bring my sister back. Save both of them please.

Shivaay just hugged him tightly and went behind Ishana. Khanna moved away from the others and made a few phone calls.

Khanna: Till now Shivaay sir and Anika has done so much for me. Now I will do something for them. Sahil baba will be here by tomorrow for sure. (Looks up) Just protect my sister and her baby. Don’t take any of them away from us otherwise this family will also break especially Shivaay sir. Please protect them.

*India*

Doctor hasn’t yet come out of the examination room making everyone tensed. The door opened and a nurse came out. She was in a hurry but Om stopped her.

Om: Nurse, how is my wife and Baby?
Nurse: Nothing can be said now. The patient is very critical now. I don’t think the foetus will survive seeing the way she was in pain.
Om(crying): No..... it can’t happen like this. Please do anything and save both of them. Please......
Nurse: The doctors are trying their best. If you all can tell me what all she eat during the whole day. Because the doctor is suspecting some forced abortion with some strong drug.
Dadi: Bhavya was the one who was taking care of her food.

Everyone looked at Bhavya and she became scared. She shivered with fear seeing all the accusation eyes.

Om: Bhavya what did Gauri eat the whole day?
Bhavya(stammering): Bha.....Bhaiya...... woh.....
Rudra(holds her shoulders lightly): Bhavya......
Bhavya(pushes his hand away and moves away)(while shouting): No..... I didn’t do anything. No..... (she closes her ears with her hands and closed her eyes) No...... leave me....... I didn’t do...... No.......

Everyone was shocked seeing her. Rudra tried to hold her to calm her down but she kept on moving back. She wasn’t listening to anyone. It seemed as if she is facing some nightmare. She wasn’t even aware of her surroundings. She kept on moving back and........

Rudra(shouts): Bhavya.......
Bhavya(screams): Aahh.........

He tried to hold on to her hand but it just brush past his fingers and she rolled down the stairs of the hospital. Her head hit hard on the sharp steps making her loose her senses and bleed like water. Rudra's feet didn’t make him move. He was shocked seeing everyone happen in front of his eyes. Soon the hospital staff came and took Bhavya to the examination room.

*Berlin*
Shivaay along with Ishana entered the OT. He saw his life shouting in pain and crying. He immediately went beside her and held her hand tightly.

Anika(breathing heavily): Shiv......Shivaay nothing will happen to baby naa? 
Shivaay(carenessing her hair): Nothing will happen Jaan. Just don’t loose hope okay.

She nodded and shouted loudly. She clenched on to his hand tightly leaving her nail marks. But he least bothered. He wiped out the sweats from her forehead and kissing her hair from time to time. She was slowly loosing her strength and was giving up.

Shivaay: No Jaan...... You need to be strong. You remember what all we have thought for our baby. Remember?
Anika: Shivaay....... Sahil.......
Shivaay: Trust me Jaan. Sahil will be with you here tomorrow. He is absolutely fine. Nothing has happened to him. Okay........Calm down now....... And just think about our baby.
Anika(loosing herself): Shivaay I can’t........ I.......
Ishana: Bhaiya Bhabi shouldn’t sleep or fall unconscious otherwise it will be difficult to save the baby.
Shivaay(alert)(patting her cheek lightly): Anika...... Jaan......Look at me.....(she opens her eyes a little) See you are very brave....... You are doing the most wonderful job ever. Please Jaan stay strong....... Be with me.... with baby........

His words were doing the job but her body want supporting her heart and mind.

Ishana: Bhabi, you need to push now when I say.
Anika(tired voice): I can’t....... I can't......
Shivaay: Jaan...... You can do everything. You are my khidkitod Anika. Right..... please jaan...... please.

With her left over energy, she held his hand more tightly and pushed. She screamed feeling extreme pain. She tried again but feel on the pillow exhausted.

Ishana: Bhabi don’t stop...... I can see the head...... Bhabi please......
Shivaay(encouraging her): Jaan...... please.......

She pushed again with a sharp cry and started breathing heavily.

Ishana: Yes bhabi..... almost there.......

With her left over strength, she pushed followed by a loud cry and feel on the bed with eyes closed. Her grip on his hand loosed and she laid as if her soul has been ripped out of her body. Shivaay looked at her shocked and failed to hear the melodious cries of their baby, as the long beep sound of the heart monitor overpowered it.

*India*

Both the Oberoi Bahus were being treated making the others worried like hell. The scene of her falling down and being laid on the cold floor full of blood shivered Rudra’s mind. Her behaviour made him more guilty. What has he done? It is not the same Bhavya whom he had met 10 years ago. Where is her confidence and bravery? Is he the reason because of her lost confidence?

“Mr. Oberoi.....”

He looked at the source of sound and saw the doctor. He rushed towards him.

Rudra: Doctor, how is my wife?
Doctor: She is fine. Not to worry so much. The cut is deep  but we managed it. But......
Rudra: But what doctor?
Doctor: I guess she has been skipping her meals a lots and even under some medication. You have any idea about it?
Rudra(felt guilty): No doctor, I mean......

“She has been taking sleeping pills and antidepressant pills regularly doctor....”

Rudra was shocked to see his mother talking after such a long time. But she was least bother about her son.

Doctor: Since when Mrs. Oberoi?
Jhanvi: 4 and half years.
Doctor: Now I get the reason of her sudden change of behaviour. Don’t worry I will reduce the dose so that it doesn’t effect her body.

She nodded and the doctor went. Jhanvi didn’t give a glance at Rudra and went towards Om and sat beside him silently. Rudra had a lot of questions but decided to ask later as he saw the doctor checking bhabi had finally decided to show her face.

Om(scared voice): How...... how are they?
Doctor(smiles lightly): They are fine Mr. Oberoi.

Everyone thanked God the next instant and finally Omkara could feel his heart beating.

Doctor: But......
Om(scared again): But what doctor?
Doctor: From now onwards she needs extra care and complete bed rest till her delivery. Because, the drug that was given to her was thank god not so strong otherwise she would have suffered a miscarriage. But that little dose has made her uterus very weak and a single negligence hence forth will be life threatening not only for the baby but also for the mother. And she is be completely free from stress and should have a very happy environment around her.
Om: Don’t worry doctor. I will make sure Gauri gets everything she needs. (Folds his hands) Thank you so much doctor...... you don’t know what favour you have done on us. Thank you so much doctor.
Doctor: Don’t thank me Mr. Oberoi. Thank God. If your wife and child is alive today is just because of him and someone who is dearly praying for them.

Everyone knew who could it be who was thinking about her and the baby and couldn’t help and shed a few more tears.

*Berlin*

Shivaay is still holding on to her now cold hand as he doesn’t want to believe that......

Ishana(happy voice): Bhaiya...... Bhabi is fine......
Shivaay(in shock): No Ishu...... See naa, her eyes are closed and..... and she is not breathing....... her heart is not.........
Ishana(shakes him): Bhaiya....... Bhabi is alive....... nothing happened to her. (He blinks his eyes and tries to understand) (She nods her head slowly as if trying to explain him) She is fine...... She is with us...... She is fine......
Shivaay(pointing the heart monitor): But.......
Ishana: The cord got detached from her finger......(showing the cord) See...... (she keep his hand on her left chest) Do you feel it?
Shivaay(feels the beats): It..... It...... Anika is alive...... Anika is...... She is with me....... (eyes filled with tears)
Ishana(with tears): Yes Bhaiya...... she is with us....... Bhabi is with us.......... And our Champ too.
Shivaay(shocked): Cha...... Champ...... It is a boy?
Ishana(nods yes): Yes Bhaiya....... A boy....... A health baby boy.
Shivaay(Looks at Anika)(cups her face lightly): Jaan did you listen....... You won...... We..... We have a baby boy...... Jaan........

He hugs her and he felt that one thing which has kept him alive till now......

A gentle squeeze from her in their joined hands...........

Precap: Sahil in.......?? The atmosphere of Oberoi mansion changed.......

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Unedited.....
Many mistakes......
Feel free to point out.....

So it's a boy.....😁😁
Though all wanted a girl.....😅😅
Sorry for the disappointment but I had a reason to do so......
So I hope I will not hurt anyone because of it......

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