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*Warning*
Full of your favourite characters maybe.....
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*Berlin*
*The Paradise*

Shivaay and Anika entered the mansion with Shivaay holding her protectively. The elderly lady was seen waiting for them and as she saw them was relieved.

"Shivaay......Anika....."

Shivaay: Nani.......(jhatka laga 😋) I said you not to address us as Shivaay and Anika in front of the maids.
Nani: Par koyi toh hai hi nehi. You scold me unnecessarily.
Shivaay(sighed): Sorry Nani....I was just concerned. I didn't mean to.....I'm sorry.
Nani(smiles): Okay I forgive you. And what did the doctor say. How is my bahu and baby?
Anika: We are fine Nani. If I have such a husband like Shivaay who doesn't even allows me to put my foot on the ground ever then how can we not be fine.
Shivaay: Let me remind you Mrs. Saigal the doctor had strictly advices you bed rest and you think I will not follow orders.
Anika: When did I say that you will not follow orders? I know you would do that even if the doctor didn't advice.
Shivaay: So.... so what can't I be?
Anika: Aare..... when I said you can't....
Nani: Aare chup ho jaa tum dono. (They looked at her) You are fighting like kids when your own kid is coming within few months. Now silently go to your room and Anika take rest and then you can do your work. Shivaay, you will go back to office?
Shivaay: No Nani. I'm done for today.
Nani: Good. Now take her and be with her only. I will send lunch to your room.

Shivika nodded their head and slowly they went towards the elevator.

Nani(seeing them): Bhagwan, they went through many struggles and hardship. Now let them live in peace. Don't snatch anything from them now. They have already lost so much. Please.....

*6th floor*
The elevator reached and with a ding sound opened. With utmost care, Shivaay held Anika and took her to their room. She was smiling all the way and his face was also radiating with happiness. They reached their room and he opened the door to reveal a very classy room with a theme of green and blue. It had a large king sized bed with a comfortable couch and simple yet beautiful dressing table. Looking around the room we can see many tiny lights are placed the ceiling giving the room a comfortable ambiance. But one thing caught attention, the orange purple dreamcatcher hanging at one end. And the huge portrait of Shivika in one of the walls. Shivaay slowly made Anika comfortable on the bed putting all the pillows behind her back. She smiled at him seeing his care.

Anika: You are doing a lot Shivaay.
Shivaay: And I will do it even more.
Anika: Why?
Shivaay(sitting beside her): Because you are bearing so much and I'm unable to do anything other than making you feel comfortable. So that is why I will do anything.
Anika(sighs): Shivaay......I'm not the only woman who got pregnant for the first time.
Shivaay: I don't know about others. For me..... you are very very important. Not only that you are very special to me...... You know that right?
Anika: Of course. And you are also very very important and very very very........very.....very.........very......
Shivaay: Aage bhi bologi......
Anika(kissing his cheeks tightly ): Special And my (shouts) Love.....
Shivaay(chuckled): Crazy girl.
Anika: And I know that you love this crazy girl like anything.
Shivaay(kissing her forehead): Yes..... there is no doubt in it.

*Knock*
*Knock*

Shivaay(heavy voice): Come in.
Maid(peeping from outside): Mr. Saigal, lunch?
Shivaay: Yes please.

She smiled at him and went out. He looked at Anika and got up. He took out a bed table and arranged it for her. The maid entered with food trolley and was about to serve when he stopped her.

Shivaay: We will manage Elena. Thank you.
Elena(the maid): Sure sir. If you need anything Just let us know.
Anika: Sure Elena. Did you give lunch for Grandma and sent lunch for Patricia?
Elena: Yes ma'am.
Anika(smiles): Thank you so much. Now you all also go and eat your lunch.
Elena(smiles): Sure ma'am. Good day Sir and ma'am.

She left the room not before closing the door. Shivaay opened the covers and taking a plate he served for her. It was simple diet as she was fully restricted. He set the plate on the table and served for him as well as he knows it would be useless to make her understand that he would eat later. Setting his plate as well, he was about to go and switch on the television as she would always wanted but she held his hand and stopped him.

Shivaay: What happened Jaan?
Anika: I don't want to watch television.
Shivaay: But you always..... Okay what do you want?
Anika: Nothing. I want to have a peaceful lunch with my husband and ample amount of talks.
Shivaay(sitting opposite to her): Okay...... So Mrs. Saigal wants to talk?
Anika: Yes..... I miss our time where we would talk about anything and everything.
Shivaay(mixing the food): Correction madam..... in those conversations, only you would speak and I used to just listen you.
Anika(frowns): No..... You would stare at me and not a single word and at the end would ki......
Shivaay(forwards the spoon of food): And do what? (Gestures her to eat)
Anika(taking the food): Yom wounm ...... Yom......
Shivaay(pushes the next spoon): Now eat quietly and then we will talk.
Anika(eating): Yom amsm eam.....
Shivaay: Yaa I'm eating also.

Despite his warning, Anika kept on talking in between her food and Shivaay could only shake his head in disbelief. After completing their lunch, He gave her the medicines which she refused to eat.

Shivaay(fake glaring): Anika.....
Anika(puppy eyes): Shivaay..... please naa..... I don't like these medicines. Please.....I promise I will eat at night.
Shivaay: Do you want me to force you to eat them?
Anika(attitude): You can't do that.
Shivaay(rises his eyebrows): Is that so?
Anika(with attitude): Yes.....
Shivaay(shrugging his shoulder): Your wish.....

He went near her face and her eyes closed the next instance feeling his hot breaths on her face. He slowly slid his hand on her cheeks and rubbed it slowly with his thumb. Her breaths were laboured feeling him so close to herself. Though it wasn't their first time still she always feels it as her first time. He traced her cheeks with his nose lightly and her hands went up to his coat and clinching it in her fist. She was loosing her sanity in front of him as always. He moved towards her neck and gave her some open mouth kisses. She sighed loudly feeling his assault. He slowly placed his other hand on her stomach and instantly felt a soft kick. She hissed in pain and he slowly rubbed over it to calm down their beautiful creation. She smiled lightly.

Shivaay(whispers): Seems like our baby is also with me.
Anika(whispers): He is changing parties now.
Shivaay(smelling her hair): She was always in her papa's side.
Anika(breathing heavily): It is a He.
Shivaay: We will see. Now please eat the medicines..... For our baby.
Anika: Okay.

He smiled and tried to move but her hold didn't allow. He looked at her eyes and saw passion. She looked into his eyes and got lost in it. Both had desires and passion but......

Shivaay(whispers): Don't look at me like that Jaan. I'm helpless.
Anika(whispers): Blame my hormones for it. I..... I.....can't....... Please Shivaay.....
Shivaay: It is not good for your health and the baby. Please try to understand.
Anika(with tears): Please......

He sighed and kissed her forehead lovingly.

Shivaay: First medicines.

She left him reluctantly. He silently gave her the tablets which she consumed it. He made her lye down but she held his hand. Her eyes spoke about her needs and he just couldn't ignore it. Freeing his hand he went towards the windows and slide the curtains to close them. The room was dark except the small lights on the ceiling and the dreamcatcher. She was watching his every move keenly. He locked the room and came to her. Sitting beside her, he cupped her face lightly from one side and gently carenessed her cheeks. She automatically leaned onto his touch and closed her eyes.

Shivaay: Why?
Anika: I don't know.
Shivaay(sighed): You won't listen right?
Anika: No.....
Shivaay: But I'm fine.
Anika(opens her eyes): I know you more than you know yourself.
Shivaay: But....
Anika(holding his hand tightly): You think you can lie on me. No...... I can read you inside out. Now come here.

He can only do one thing that is listen to her as she is the queen. Opening his coat, he slid right beside her. She smiled lightly and carenessed his cheeks lightly. Her hands went down to his shirt buttons and she opened them. He surrendered himself to her. She slid his shirt from the shoulders and he opened it for her. She looked at his scars over the chest and rubbed them lightly. He sighed as he felt her touch.

Anika(whispers): 5 years.....5 years Shivaay still you are unable to forget it.
Shivaay(whispers): How can I forget..... How..... when just because of......
Anika(keeps her head on his chest and rubs it over his heart): Sshh..... bhul jaeye Shivaay..... It's all past. Please..... Mere liye.....
Shivaay(pulling her towards him): I am trying..... I'm trying. Just for you.
Anika(kissing on her bare chest): I love you.
Shivaay: Janta hu..... Suno....
Anika(closed her eyes): Hmm....
Shivaay(kissing her hair): I love you.....
Anika(smiles): Jaanti hu.......

He smiled and cocooned her in his embrace and covered themselves. Slowly he patted her head and she slept off in the safest place. He looked at her and then towards her belly. He rubbed it slowly and he felt a soft kick.

Shivaay(talking to baby): Baby..... mumma is sleeping. Don't disturb her okay. She is very tired.

As if listening to him, the baby stopped moving and but didn't stop interacting with Papa.

Shivaay: That is like my baby. (touches his hand) Okay.....okay our baby. You know something? Your mumma is the most wonderful lady I have ever met. She is so perfect in everything. (Looks at her smiling face) But she has faced so much in her life in the past because of me and some other people who never understood her. She is very good that is why she was able to forgive Papa for whatever I have done to her. She never left me...... Never..... She never left my hand in any situation...... Never. But once I....... (He shivered) She was too sick and I thought...... (kisses her forehead) She is now with me ...... with us. I don't need anything. Always remember, your mumma has suffered a lot sand now she only deserves happiness...... only happiness. (He left a soft touch on his hand) One more thing little one..... Thank you..... Thank you for staying with us and not leaving us.... Thank you.

The baby just touched his hand making him smile. He looked at her and kissed her forehead. Slowly shifting her to the pillow, he got up. He covered her properly. Looking at her one more time, he took his shirt wore it and went out of the room to the terrace. Nani saw him going and sighed.

Nani: So many years have passed, still the wound is so fresh for him. Don't know when will he finally be free from all those memories. I just hope that he never have to encounter those people ever in his life.

*Terrace*
Shivaay stood by the railing and looked over the whole city. Everything looked small and tiny from such. A height. Height..... Success..... everything was just useless to him now after what he has experienced in his life. For him now his Anika, their baby, Priyanka and Nani are in the top priority list. He is successful again but he isn't really concerned about it anymore. He has seen what property and money does. He wasn't ready to be so successful again but his Jaan made him what he is today. People all over the world knows who is Mr. SS but never seen him ever. And it could only be possible because of his faithful employees like Khanna and Mishra. He chuckled thinking about them. Even in the worst situation, they never left his side and he can't be more thankful about it to them. A light wind blew making him aware of his surroundings. His thoughts went back to his day that changed his and everyone's life forever. As he went through the past his hands gripped the railing of the terrace making his knuckles turn white. His eyes reflected fear and his body shivered thinking about the past. He was shivering thinking that he was almost about to loose his Jaan and he only remembers how he brought her back to him.

*FLASHBACK STARTS*
*Day of their travel to farmhouse*

Priyanka was sleeping or rather pretending to sleep so that the two love birds could get some of their own time. Anika was silent which is quite unexpected of her nature and Shivaay was driving along with trying to find out what is making Anika so silent. He looked at her and saw her lost in her thoughts. He was very confused about it. He was still holding her hand and occasionally rubbing the back side lightly.

Shivaay: Anika.....
Anika(not turning back): Hmm.....
Shivaay: What are you thinking Jaan?
Anika(sighed and looked at him): I don't know.....I'm just thinking too much maybe. But I can't avoid this restlessness that I'm feeling.
Shivaay(kissing her hand): Nothing bad will happen to us anymore. Whatever pain we had to serve we have already served it. Now it is time for us to become happy.
Anika: I just want everything to be fine. I don't want anything just happiness that's it.
Shivaay: And we will surely get it. Now please smile otherwise our trip will be so colourless.

She smiled at him making his smile too. He gestured towards the radio and she switch it on.

RJ: Good evening Mumbai....... So how is everyone? Of course exhausted after a whole day and now I guess the office goers or anyone would love to spend some special and lovely time with their better halves or with that special person in your life. So why not make the atmosphere even more romantic with this all famous romantic song for all those romantic person out there. Stay tune with us we will be back after this lovely song.

(Song - Tum hi ho
Movie- Aasiqui 2)

Hum Tere Bin Ab Reh Nahi Sakte
Tere Bina Kya Wajood Mera
Hum Tere Bin Ab Reh Nahi Sakte
Tere Bina Kya Wajood Mera
Tujhse Juda Gar Ho Jaayenge
Toh Khud Se Hi Ho Jaayenge Judaa
Kyunki Tum Hi Ho
Ab Tum Hi Ho
Zindagi Ab Tum Hi Ho
Chain Bhi, Mera Dard Bhi
Meri Aashiqui Ab Tum Hi Ho
Tera Mera Rishta Hai Kaisa
Ik Pal Door Gawaara Nahi
Tere Liye Har Roz Hai Jeete
Tujh Ko Diya Mera Waqt Sabhi
Koi Lamha Mera Na Ho Tere Bina
Har Saans Pe Naam Tera
Kyunki Tum Hi Ho
Ab Tum Hi Ho
Zindagi Ab Tum Hi Ho
Chain Bhi, Mera Dard Bhi
Meri Aashiqui Ab Tum Hi Ho
Tumhi Ho... Tumhi Ho...
Tere Liye Hi Jiya Main
Khud Ko Jo Yun De Diya Hai
Teri Wafa Ne Mujhko Sambhala
Saare Ghamon Ko Dil Se Nikala
Tere Saath Mera Hai Naseeb Juda
Tujhe Paake Adhoora Naa Raha Hmm..
Kyunki Tum Hi Ho
Ab Tum Hi Ho
Zindagi Ab Tum Hi Ho..
Chain Bhi, Mera Dard Bhi
Meri Aashiqui Ab Tum Hi Ho
Kyunki Tum Hi Ho
Ab Tum Hi Ho
Zindagi Ab Tum Hi Ho..
Chain Bhi, Mera Dard Bhi
Meri Aashiqui Ab Tum Hi Ho

The Song was just perfect for them. Shivaay looked at Anika the whole time as if trying to convey his feelings to her. More than that he was trying to say about her role in his life. He is living for her and he will always do that till his last breath. He kissed her hand again and a few tears trickled down his eyes thinking about her sufferings. She saw and wiped it from his face and shook her head saying no. He smiled at her lightly making her smile too when a sudden jolt from the back broke their trans. He looked through the rear mirror to see a truck. He gave indication to it to pass by but seems like it didn't want to move. He even opened the window and said it to pass by but it didn't. He ignored it and continued to drive when again the truck hit them from back. Anika got scared and held his hand tightly.

Shivaay: Don't worry Anika. He must be a drunk driver and can't see anything. Don't worry we will stand by the side of the road till it passes by. Okay? (She nodded her head) Don't be scared. I'm there with you.

As he said, he parked the car at the side road where was almost deserted and the road was bad. He smiled at her and was trying to make her tense free when a huge blow from behind and the car went skidding out of the road. Shivaay tried to handle it but again the truck it from behind and it went straight towards the cliff. He pulled the hand break to stop the car but it didn't work. He looked at the mirror and saw that the truck was just few metres away and was gearing up for the next hit.

Shivaay(still looking at the mirror): Anika.... Priyanka..... whatever I say just do it without asking me any question.
Anika(scared): What Shivaay?
Shivaay: Open the door and jump out both of you.
Priyanka: We aren't doing anything like that Bhaiya.
Shivaay: Priyanka don't cross me and just jump.
Anika(holds his hand): If we can't live together then at least we can die together. Right?
Shivaay(looks at her with tears): Jaan..... I....
Anika: Priyanka.....did I say anything wrong?
Priyanka(holds their hands): No bhabi. If we can't live together then we can die together.

He looked at the Ladies and hugged them. And then.......

*Boom*

*Few moments later*

His eyes flickered and he finally opened those blue green orbs. He looked around to see only darkness. His head hurt and he moved his hand towards it to see his wound. He left blood at the back of his head along with an unbearable pain in his left hand. He slowly tried to recollect what exactly had happened when .....

"Sir......We have done what you said us to do. Yes Sir..... Your brother and his family are dead. I'm hundred percent sure. But you don't forget your promise of 10 lacs. ........"

"Bhai what type of relation does these rich people have that everyone is behind each other's life?"

"Property mere bhai..... Property...... Money speaks everything. Otherwise you only think who wants to kill such a dedicated brother..... Who spent his entire life on his family. Sab paisa.....ka khel hai mere bhai. "

Slowly, the voices faint away. Shivaay couldn't recognise them but very well understood that they were talking about him but to whom.........

"Shivaay Sir.......Shivaay Sir........."

Shivaay(whispers): Khanna......

He looked around and tried to locate him. He found himself still inside the car. He looked at his side and found Anika profusely bleeding from her head and Priyanka was also injured badly. He tried to wake them up when the car started making weird noises. He got scared. He tried to move out of the car but he was struck. He thought his end is near and just because of him He will loose Anika and Priyanka also. But then.......

Someone opened the door and pulled him out. He tried to figure out the person but before that........

*Boom*

Shivaay(shouts): Anikaaaaaaa........ Priyankaaaaaaa...........

The car was blazing fire and Shivaay could only see it burn down. He lost his senses. He was shouting and screaming for Anika and Priyanka. He stumbled himself and stood up with difficulty. He didn't want to live anymore. His reason of existence is finished. He was walking towards the car to burn himself along with his wife and sister when a sudden pull and he landed on the ground with pain.

Khanna: Sir..... what were you trying to do? Do you have any idea?
Shivaay(crying and shattered): Khanna..... Anika.....Priyanka..... (pointing towards the burning car) Let me go Khanna...... they are burning in there don't want to live anymore. Let me go.....(trying to fee himself)
Khanna: Sir......Sir........ They are safe. They are safe.
Shivaay(shocked happy): What did you say? They..... they are.....
Khanna: Yes Sir. I and Mishra ji have rescued them.
Shivaay: Thank you..... Thank you Khanna..... Where are they? I....
Khanna: Sir.... we have to take all of you to the hospital. Please sir.

Shivaay just let him do whatever he wanted. He was just in peace that his Ladies were safe. He didn't know what was going on around him as darkness clouded his eyes again.

*Next day*
Shivaay flickered his eyes and opened them slowly. He looked around the surrounding and found himself in a hospital room. He tried to move his body and instantly felt a pain through his body. He hissed in pain and his head felt a throbbing pain. He was confused. Then suddenly all the incidents of the accident flashed in front of his eyes.

Shivaay(whispers in horror): Anika..... Priyanka.....

He tried to get up but someone stopped him.

Mishra: Sir..... Please don't get up. You aren't healed completely.
Shivaay: Mishra..... I can't lye down like this. Anika and Priyanka needs me. I left them like that. How could I? No..... I need to see them. (Tries to get up)
Mishra: Sir..... Please try to understand..... You can't see them.
Shivaay(scared and shocked): Why..... Why can't I see them? What happened to them? Mishra tell me what happened to them?
Mishra: Sir...... Both of them are taken for surgery.
Shivaay(shocked): What? How.... how are they? What did the doctor say?
Mishra: Sir..... their condition is critical..... Mostly Anika ma'am. Doctor Ishana is with her. And Priyanka ma'am.....
Shivaay: What Priyanka? Just say Mishra.
Mishra: Doctors are saying that the injury on her head is too serious. It might hamper her in some worst way. She..... she might loose her memory.
Shivaay(shocked): What?

All the moments with Priyanka started flashing in front of his eyes. Her smile, her eagerness that he will hug her one day.... her bubbliness everything. His Priyanka will forget him that is not at all accepted by him. Tears rolled down his eyes and he didn't make an effort to wipe it off.

Mishra(broken from inside but trying to be strong): Sir..... Please try to be strong. Nothing will happen to them. Please be strong.
Shivaay: Mishra.....I failed.....I failed to keep my two important ladies safe..... I failed..... I'm a loser.....(started crying silently)
Mishra: No.... No sir..... You can never fail..... because you are The Great Shivaay Singh Obe.....
Shivaay(angrily): Don't call me that. I'm not Shivaay Singh Oberoi....... I'm not the Great Shivaay Singh Oberoi...... Enough is enough. This surname has only given me miseries in my life. Not anymore. From now on I'm only Shivaay..... Anika's Shivaay..... Priyanka's Shivaay Bhaiya. And that will be my identity from now on.
Mishra: But Sir.....
Shivaay(determined): No Mishra. Whatever I think will be final.
Mishra: As you say sir.
Shivaay: Tell me one thing..... Did you inform The Oberoi family about our accident?
Mishra(heads down): No sir.
Shivaay: Very good.
Mishra(shocked): Sir.....
Shivaay: Yes Mishra....... But what news his sent to them?

Mishra silently switched on the television which was telecasting their accident and death news. Shivaay had a blank face seeing and hearing everything.

Mishra: I swear Sir. I said Khanna not to do this...... But.....
Shivaay(blank face): Khanna has done the correct thing. Where is he?
Mishra: He went to......
Khanna(entering the room): Mishra ji..... I brought all the medicines for Shivaay Sir.
Shivaay(looking at him): Khanna......
Khanna(smiles widely with tears): Sir.... Sir you are awake? Thank god..... Maata rani heard my prayers. How are you feeling Sir? Should I call the doctor?
Shivaay: Khanna..... calm down. I'm fine. How is Anika and Priyanka?
Khanna(smile drops and eyes filled with tears): Sir..... they are not fine...... They are not fine Sir......
Shivaay(closed eyes took deep breath): Take me to their OT.
Khanna: But Sir.... You need rest.
Shivaay(eyes him): Khanna..... I might be dead for the world but not for you and Mishra. So you will still listen to my orders. Am I clear to both of you?
Khanna(happy tears):Sir we will be happy to serve you our whole life. Right Mishra ji?
Mishra: Yes Sir. Wherever you go just take us along you. We don't want anything just want to support you, Anika ma'am and Priyanka ma'am the whole life. That's it.

Shivaay looks at them with admiration and respect. They are truly his most faithful and loyal employers..... no...no.... Now they are his family..... His new Family.

Shivaay: Take me to Anika and Priyanka.

Nodding to his words, they helped him on to the wheelchair and pushed him towards the OT where operations were going on. He was just looking at the door and waiting for some good news. But he only knows how much he is breaking from inside. He closed his eyes and recalled each and every moment spent with Anika and Priyanka. He felt soft squeeze on his shoulders and he knew who were they. Finally, after 4 hours, the door opened. The doctors walked out discussing something. Shivaay was breaking from within but he didn't want to show it. Ishana saw them and walked towards them.

Ishana: Both the operations were successful but.....
Shivaay(scared): But what?
Ishana: Mr. Oberoi.....
Shivaay(cutting her in between): Shivaay will be better.
Ishana: Shivaay..... Anika's condition is critical.
Shivaay: What do you mean to say?
Ishana: We need to operate her tumour immediately. But.....
Shivaay(scared and anxious): But what doctor? If it is about money..... then don't worry I will arrange everything.
Ishana: It's not about money Shivaay. We don't have expert doctors here in India for such critical cases. I was actually thinking about telling you regarding this earlier but now we chant wait anymore. We need to hurry before it is too late and we loose Anika forever.
Shivaay(shouts): No..... Nothing will happen to Anika.... no......
Ishana: Shivaay calm down....... calm down.
Shivaay: Just tell me where I have to take her. I'm ready to take her anywhere in this world. Just tell me.
Ishana: Germany.
Shivaay: We will leave immediately.
Ishana: No Shivaay. You can't. See your condition and moreover neither Anika nor Priyanka is in the condition to travel now nor you too. I suggest you to go one month later. Till then you all will be staying in my mansion.
Shivaay: It's fine Doctor. I..... I can manage.
Ishana: I'm not saying but ordering. I know what has happened and don't worry Anika is like an elder sister to me and Priyanka my younger sister. Being a doctor as well as sister I will take full care of them as well as yours too. Now please don't deny this request of your saali sahiba.
Shivaay(sighed): Okay.
Ishana: Great. For today you all need to stay here under our observation. Tomorrow I will shift you all.
Shivaay: Ishana..... will Priyanka really have a memory loss?
Ishana(sighed): Seeing the injury we are predicting that. But I really hope she doesn't.
Shivaay: I want..... I want that she forgets everything that ever happened in her life. I want her to start afresh.
Ishana: But I guess she would never get back her memory ever.
Shivaay: Then it will be very good. I don't want her to remember those dark days of her life ever again. She has suffered a lot. Now she will live her life to the fullest.
Ishana: I also hope so. You should rest now.
Shivaay: Can I ask you one last thing?
Ishana: Jiju..... Can I call you that? (He nods yes) Don't ask anything from me. Just order.
Shivaay: Can you shift me with Anika and Priyanka?
Ishana: Sure Jiju. Don't worry.

Days rolled by..... As said , Ishana took Shivaay, Anika and Priyanka to her house. And as a very responsible doctor and sister she took great care of all of them. Priyanka had gained her consciousness within a week and really she had lost all her memory. Though Shivaay wanted that but he was very sad to see his sister so lost in this world. But he never left her hand and always supported her throughout. But sadly, Anika didn't gain her consciousness. Shivaay was trying to keep his sanity but was failing miserably. Ishana had said him that she had been induced coma so that she gets ample rest. But who would make Shivaay understand. He was still that vulnerable kid who is lost in the thick jungle. He still gets nightmares, he still fears somethings...... But as she had promised, she never left his hand. He would sleep beside her, talk with her for hours, discuss his new ideas and everything...... But she would only respond with her close eyes and slow movement of her chest.

Priyanka: Bhaiya..... How is bhabi?
Shivaay: She is fine and very soon will be with us..... cracking jokes and making the environment jolly.
Priyanka: I don't remember......
Shivaay: Priyanka..... What did I say you? You don't need to remember anything. Whatever you are seeing now, doing now, experiencing now is your new memory. You haven't lost anything from your life rather you have gained a new life for yourself. Okay?
Priyanka(smiles): Yes Bhaiya.
Shivaay: Good. Now you should also rest. We will be leaving for Germany tomorrow.
Priyanka: Okay Bhaiya. Good night.
Shivaay(smiles): Good night Prinku.....

He kissed her forehead and she went back to her room. He looked at Anika who was sleeping peacefully as usual. He kissed her forehead and carenessed her hair lovingly.

Shivaay: Jaan..... You love me irritate me a lot right? That is why you are still sleeping like this so peacefully. But don't worry. Once you wake up I will irritate you so much that you will run behind me to give you attention. (He chuckles And tears filled his eyes) I miss you Jaan..... I miss you so much. Please come back to your Shivaay fast. (He cries silently for sometime. He wipes his tears) Jaan.... Tomorrow we are finally leaving this city and country. We are going to Germany. First we will do your treatment then I have planned out my own business which both of us will start together. You will be there with me always..... Right?

Though he was already holding her hand and she would not respond to him, still he could feel as if she is squeezing his hand assuring that she is always with him. And finally, He along with Her and Her set off towards their journey.......

(Already stated in chapter 4:Is it too late for everything?)

*Germany *
*Massachusetts General Hospital *
*Boston*

Doctors were still checking Anika and were going through her reports and everything. Ishana was also involved in the discussion. Shivaay was very tensed about the results and was constantly calling God. Finally after an hour, the doctors called him inside. He sat in front of them and waited for the results.

Doctor: Mr. Shivaay, your wife is stable enough to go through the operation. But.....
Shivaay(scared): But what doctor?
Doctor: Mr. Shivaay..... We can't assure you whether the surgery will be successful or not.
Shivaay: What..... what do you mean to say?
Doctor: Anything can happen to her......
Shivaay: Anything means?
Doctor: She might loose her memory...... or she might slip into coma for a long time ....... or She might even loose her life during the surgery.......
Shivaay(stands up instantly): No...... this can't happen. My Anika...... My Anika can't leave me...... no......

He left the room and almost ran out of the hospital. His eyes were filled with tears and he was crying silently till he reached the garden and let himself fall down on his knees. He let out a painful cry and his tears didn't stop flowing. For the first time He was crying openly and he didn't care about the people around him. He was feeling lost until a hold on his shoulder made him aware. He looked back to see his Mother. He was shocked seeing her.

Shivaay(surprised): Maa.....
Pinky: Why is my Heera beta crying so much?
Shivaay: Maa..... You came back.... You came back.....
Pinky: I can't come back Baccha...... But you can surely bring your Anika back to you.
Shivaay(cries more): How Maa..... How? Doctor said she might not make through the surgery or she may even forget me or she might slip into coma for God knows how long. How will I live without her Maa.... How? She is my breath.... my reason of living...... My everything. For her I'm alive today...... I don't know what will I do if she........ (keeps his head on her lap)
Pinky(carenessing his hair): Shivaay....... You can't loose hope like this..... You can't...... Because I know my Heera beta is not weak. He has the strength of making everything possible even if it means to bring his love back to him. (He looks at her) Yes Shivaay..... Your love will bring Anika back to you. Have faith in your love and don't worry me and your papa are always with you. Even if Anika wants to leave you and go then we will not allow her to go. We will push her back to you and be alert, you need to catch her on time before she hits the ground. I think you don't want her to be hurt..... do you?
Shivaay: I can never see my Anika get hurt...... Never.
Pinky: Take care of yourself and Anika. Now go. She needs you. (She stands up)
Shivaay(trying to catch her hand): Maa..... don't go..... Maa.....
Pinky(placing her hand on her left chest): I'm always with you Shivaay...... in your heart. I'm always with you......(vanishes in thin air)
Shivaay: Maa..... Maa......

"Jiju..... Jiju......"

He opened his eyes with a start and looked around. He found himself in a hospital room. He couldn't understand anything but his confusion was cleared by Ishana.

Ishana: What happened to you Jiju? I found you fainted in the hospital garden.
Shivaay: I don't know. I went there and..... I don't remember anything.
Ishana: It's fine Jiju. You just took stress and fainted. But don't take too much stress Jiju. Your heart condition isn't good.
Shivaay(sighs): Yes.....I know. What did the doctors say about Anika? Any other reports?
Ishana: No Jiju. But they are planning to do the surgery within this week.
Shivaay(closed his eyes and sighs): Okay. Can you stay with Anika? I need to do some urgent work.
Ishana: Sure. No problem at all.

He got up and went but not before saying Anika about his further work and giv8ng her a forehead kiss. Khanna and Mishra had also accompanied them and now he was set to find a comfortable house for them.

Shivaay: Khanna did you find something?
Khanna: Yes Sir. There is one in the outskirts of the city. Till the surgery is complete we can stay there. It's a small bungalow with garden. I'm sure you will like it.
Shivaay: The place should be comfortable for both Anika and Priyanka. They are my priority now.
Mishra: Don't worry sir. It is very comfortable and soothing.
Shivaay: Then buy that bungalow and get the required furniture.
Mishra(hesitating): But Sir....
Shivaay: Any problem Mishra?
Mishra: The broker was asking for an identity proof.
Shivaay(silent for sometime): Khanna..... Make fake ids for each one of us. And this should remain within us only.
Khanna: Okay sir.

Soon everything was done...... Fake ids were made, house was bought, furniture was set and Priyanka was shifted. Shivaay explained Priyanka everything regarding their new names and she didn't even question him back because she had full faith on him. That night Shivaay stayed with Anika in the hospital. He spoke about his future plans to her and she obediently heard him.

*Next day*
The whole hospital was ready to perform the most critical surgery ever. Shivaay was unexpectedly silent than usual. He was making Anika ready for the surgery and was doing all the works of the nurse while the nurses were standing and seeing the couple full of admiration.

N1: Just see..... How much the Man loves His Woman.
N2: Yes. We have seen so many patients...... But never seen so much love for each other.
N1: Yes..... The Lady is so lucky to get such a Man as her husband.
N2: Yes..... So lucky.

They kept on taking amongst themselves while Shivaay was just keenly observing his Anika. Finally, he was done.

Shivaay: You are ready now Jaan..... to fight for the biggest battle of your life. Don't think that you are alone. I'm always with you by your side. Just remember one thing....... someone might be waiting for you here and he will always be waiting for you........ Because Shivaay ke bina Anika nehi....... Anika ke bina Shivaay nehi....... (kissing her forehead for sometime) All the best Jaan...... Come back to your Shivaay........

The whole scene was witnessed by the doctors and nurses along with Khanna and Mishra. Everyone had tears in their eyes seeing the amount of love he has for her.

Doctor: For the first time in my career I really want that my words become false and their love win. I know whatever I have said about the outcomes of the surgery is not false....... But now I really pray that their love win and my assumption loose. I really want.......

The doctors were just praying for some miracle.......

*2 hours later*

Operation was still going on. Shivaay was no where to be seen because he is in the church praying for his Anika. He light up a candle and placed it on the stand. He remembered how she had made him light up a similar candle when he had been released from prison, to start his new life afresh. And today he is again standing in front of the Almighty praying for Her.

Shivaay(kneeled down and hands joined): I have never asked anything from you because whenever I have asked you have always snatched someone from me. I have lost all my faith on you but She never lost. She has a lot of faith on you. Please don't let her loose...... I beg you...... don't let her loose this battle....... Whatever sin..... Whatever mistakes I have done in my life...... Please don't let her suffer for it...... Please....... She has already suffered a lot in her life. Now I want to give her the world...... I want to keep her as the queen of my heart. I will give her all the happiness of the world....... But please don't take her away from me...... Please.....I beg you....... Please.......

At the end of his prayer he was crying...... Tears were rolling down and falling on the ground. He was literally bending in front of the Almighty to save her for him. He kept on crying until his phone vibrated. He didn't wipe his tears and received the call.

*Phone conversation *
Shivaay: Hello......
Khanna: Sir..... Operation is over.
Shivaay(happy and scared): How..... How is Anika?
Khanna: They said that operation was successful. But the next 10 hours is very critical for her. They want to meet you sir.
Shivaay: I'm coming.

*Conversation ends*

He looked up at Jesus with angry tear filled eyes.

Shivaay: I don't know why are you testing us so much? But let me tell you one thing. I will not let my Anika go away. Never........ She will stay with me forever. And you (pointing towards it) can't even touch her. This is Anika's Shivaay promise to you. I will bring my Anika back to me.

Wiping his tears, he got up. He started walking backwards still looking at Jesus. Giving it a final warning look, he walked out of the church. He didn't notice the flame of his candle glowing brighter than before.

*Hospital*
*Doctor's cabin*

Doctor: Mr. Shivaay..... We have successfully removed the tumour. Now we have just see how is she responding to our treatment. The next 10 hours is very crucial for her. Within these hours, if she at all shows a slight movement, it will be very good improvement in her health. But.....
Shivaay: But what doctor?
Doctor: Even if she is responding, we have to keep her under induced coma state so that she recovers fast.
Shivaay: And that will be for how many days?
Doctor: 2 years.....
Shivaay(shocked): What?
Doctor: I can understand your pain Mr. Shivaay it is very much needed for her. I hope you can understand.
Shivaay(controlling his emotions): Yes Doctor. I can understand. Whatever you think is good for Anika please do it. I just want her fit and fine.
Doctor: We will do our best Mr. Shivaay.
Shivaay: Can I meet her?
Doctor: Of course. Nurse will show you the way.

Bidding thanks to the doctor, he was escorted out to Anika's room. He thanked the nurse and entered. There she was...... Her head fully covered with bandage, an oxygen mask, saline drip and blood drip. She looked very very pale. Her face could hardly be seen due to the mask. He sat beside her and took her hand in his. He kissed her hand and kept on looking at her trying to absorb as much as strength as he can because for the next 2 years she would be with him but wouldn't be talking with him. He needed her beside him now very badly...... But he also knew what she was expecting from him and he would make sure that he fulfils it.

10 hours went by and she was finally out of danger. As said , she was put under induced coma. Taking special permission, he shifted her to their house. Now, she is more near to him and now he can work smoothly. He had planned out his future very well. Priyanka would be continuing her further studies and he is all ready to set up his new business. He worked day and night to becomes successful again until.......

*One and half years later*

Shivaay was now know as Steve, Anika as Ana and Priyanka as Patricia. They were very happy without any surname or title. Shivaay had almost made his name in the world business. He had set his small business under the name 'Nikaay's'. None had seen him till now. He has kept himself in darkness till now and will always be. His most loyal employer Mishra is the one who always represents his company. One such day he was working in his room sitting beside Anika..... when.....

"Shivaay......."

His hands froze. Who is calling him? No-one knows his real name. Who could it be? Is it someone from the past who has come back to ruin his life again. He couldn't even move from his place. Someone barged into the room making him aware of the present.

Shivaay(scared voice): Who..... Who is here Khanna?
Khanna(hesitating): Sir...... Sir...... woh.....
Shivaay(holds Anika's hand tightly): Just say who is it Khanna?
Khanna: Nani......
Shivaay(whispers): Nani....... How..... How did she come here?
Khanna(stammering): Sir..... Woh.... Woh......
Shivaay(tightly holds Anika's hand and shivering and shouts): Just say..... How did she come here?
Khanna: Mishra ji brought her.
Shivaay(breathing heavily): Why..... why did he do that?
Khanna: He went back to India to get some of his pending work done. On the day of return, he dashed into someone and it was Nani ji. Seeing her condition, he became shock. She had almost lost her mental balance and was just calling out your name. So..... so he had to say her the truth and bring her here. Nani ji is not a good condition sir.

He was shocked hearing it. He didn't want to encounter her but how can he ignore her. She was the one who was with him thought his childhood. He was still shivering and didn't know what to do. He looked at Anika and asked her.

Shivaay(carenessing her hair): Jaan..... You tell me what should I do...... I'm very scared to meet anyone from the past. Please tell me Jaan.......

He closed his eyes and her encouraging smiling face flashed in front of his face. He relaxed and he got his answer. Slowly opening his eyes, he smiled at her lightly.

Shivaay(whispers): You always solve all my problems. I don't know what would I have done without you.

Slowly rubbing her cheeks, he kissed her forehead getting himself ready to meet Nani.

*Sitting room*

Mishra ji was sweating thinking about the consequences of his act. He was just praying God that Shivaay Sir doesn't kick him out of the job. He looked at Nani and saw her waiting patiently He was looking around the house and trying to find something related to Shivaay. Both of them were lost that they failed to hear the advancing footsteps.

"Nani......"

Both of them turned towards the source of voice and Nani, as if hypnotized by some magic, stood up and walked towards him with still eyes. She stood in front of him and moved her hands to touch him. But she feared and moved it back. She again moved her hands and finally touched his chest exactly over his heart. The rhythmic beating of his heart finally let her sigh in relief and her tears finally crossed the barrier and flowed down. She moved her hands over his body as trying to make herself believe that he is actually alive and standing in front of her. She was dreaming any more. Shivaay saw her ever action and didn't stop her. He was also trying to hold to hold back his tears.

Shivaay: Nani..... Nani..... I'm fine.
Nani(crying): Shivaay..... Mera baccha..... Tu.....Tu.....
Shivaay(hugs her tightly): I'm fine Nani...... I'm fine.....
Nani(hugs him and cries hysterically): Shivaay...... Mera baccha......Tu thik hai..... Tu thik hai..... Mujhe pata tha Maata rani can't do such a thing with me..... I know......

He hugged her tightly and let his tears flow down. He didn't know what to say or feel but he felt home again...... He felt home.

*Half an hour later*
*Shivika's room*

Nani(shocked): What?
Shivaay(sighed): Yes Nani.
Nani(looks at Anika and tears up): How can Maata rani be so cruel on such a lovely girl? She suffered so much and now...... (carenessing her hair) Don't worry Shivaay...... Now I'm here I will look after her and you can concentrate on your work.
Shivaay: No Nani. I know I may sound rude but I don't you to stay with me.....I mean us.
Nani: I can understand why are refusing me to stay here. But Shivaay..... I don't have anyone there for me. What will I do in India and after such an incident I don't want to leave you all and go now. If you want..... why want...... I will cut all my ties with India forever. Yeh Aruna Saigal ka pakka waada...... Mere saath Oberoi Parivar ka bahut pehele hi rishta tood gaya tha..... Aur aaj hamesha hamesha me liye tood gaya hai.

Shivaay couldn't be more happy. He hugged her and she patted his head making him calm down. He broke the hug and kissed her hands.

Shivaay: Nani..... I want one more thing from you.
Nani: What beta?
Shivaay: The maiden name of my mother Pinky Saigal.
Nani(surprised and happy): Shivaay......
Shivaay: Haa Nani..... I want to adopt my mother's maiden name and live the rest of my life with that only. If you give me permission then only I can......
Nani(looks at him proudly): Remember one thing Shivaay...... Never let the name of Saigal go down. Now it is your responsibility to protect this name from now onwards.
Shivaay: Thank you Nani.... Thank you so much. I promise I won't let the name of Saigal go down ever. I promise......
Nani: I have full faith on you...... Aacha where is Priyanka? I didn't see her.

He was numb. What is he supposed to say her...... that her grand daughter has forgotten everything and is on her journey to make new memories. How is she going to react.......

Shivaay(stammering): Nani..... Woh.....

"Bhaiya..... I'm back......"

Nani(smiles): Priyanka.....I will go and met her..... (she was about to go)
Shivaay(in one go): Priyanka has lost her memory.

She froze in her place. Her smile dropped and eyes filled with tears. She didn't make any movement. He went towards her and held her shoulder gently.

Shivaay(low voice): Our Prinku has forgotten all those worst past of her life. Now she is making new memories. I don't want her to remember anything from the past.
Nani(Sad smile): It is good that she has forgotten everything. Now she will live her life. I will meet her later.
Shivaay: No Nani. Come I will......
Priyanka (entering the room): Bhaiya..... why didn't you...... (saw Nani) Bhaiya..... who is she? Is she our grandmother?
Shivaay: Yes Prinku. She is our Nani.
Priyanka (smiles): Nani..... wow....(takes her blessing) How are you Nani?
Nani(carenessing her hair): God bless you my child. I'm fine my child. I'm fine.....
Priyanka (looking at Shivaay): Bhaiya.... Nani will be staying with us naa?
Shivaay: Yes Prinku.
Priyanka (happy): Really?
Shivaay(smiles): Yes.....
Priyanka(sighs): Thank God Nani you can. Otherwise I would have been so bored. Bhaiya is always busy romancing with bhabi and me bechari is left behind all alone. (Holding her hand) Now both of us will stay together and we will have great fun. (Excitement)

Shivaay smiled seeing his sister. Finally, she is getting what she was always deprived of. He looked at Anika and smiled.

Shivaay(in mind): It all happened because of your support and love. Everything is fine. Now I just want you to back to me. Please come back. I can't wait anymore.

And her finger showed a slight movement which he didn't notice. But surely she is going to come back to them...... no.... Him very soon.

*6 months later *

Today is a big day for all the top businessmen of the world. After all it was the day of the announcement of the 'Business Man of the World '. Last year, Mr. SS...... I mean Mr. Steve Saigal was nominated but he didn't win. This year also he is nominated and more than him, his family is confident about his win even Anika too..... How? Well apparently, she is showing some improvement in her health and when asked by him about the award, she pressed his hand as if saying that he would surely win. Strange....right? But it did happen for sure. Though wasn't going for the award show, he would be in his office till the show was over. He is still a mystery to the world and he will always be.

*Night of the award show*

Shivaay was not at all restless. He was just relaxing in his big chair and watching the award show with a glass of fruit juice..... He looked so peaceful and calm today. He felt as if something good will happen today. Don't know why he felt as if he is going to his biggest achievement of his life today. Finally, the time arrived.

Host: Now the most important and the most award of the evening..... 'Business Man of the World ' award.

At the next moment, his phone rang. He picked up the call without looking at the called id and the glass from his hand fell down. He stood up in shock and almost ran out of his cabin.

The moment he left the announcement was made of the award holder......

Host: And the award goes to Mr. SS.

Claps were heard and everyone waiting for the person to show up but as said he never showed his face to the world.

Host: Mr. SS is currently not with us to receive the award. On behalf of him his sister is here to take the award. I request Ms. Patricia to come and take the award on his behalf.

But instead of Priyanka one of her friends went and took the award. She was strictly instructed by Shivaay not to show her face in front of the media and how could she deny him. She was very happy that her brother won but her happiness was short lived when her phone rang and she was shocked hearing the news from the other end. She immediately left the venue with her friends.

*Hospital*

Shivaay hurriedly entered and immediately went towards Nani.

Shivaay(panting): Whe.....where is Anika? Wh..... what happened to her?
Nani(crying): She is fine and I was beside her only and watching the award show when suddenly she started breathing heavily and shivering. Her body was cold. I didn't know what to do. With the help of the guards, I brought her here. Ishana was also not picking up the calls. I got very scared.
Shivaay(hugs her): Nothing will happen to her. Nothing..... You stop crying please. (Breaks the hug and wipes the tears) Anika will be fine. She knows that I can't live without her. She has to be fine.
Priyanka(crying): Bhaiya..... What happened to Bhabi?
Shivaay(wiping her tears): Nothing happened. She is fine. She is fine......(tries to go)
Priyanka(holds him): Bhaiya..... where are you going?
Shivaay: I'm coming.

He freed his hands and went out. He just sat down on the grass and looked up at the night sky. He remembered the time when they had slept under these twinkling stars and her sweet chatters. He smiled sadly and his shoulders dropped in defeat. He is tired now..... He can't fight alone. He needs HER...... He needs HER.

Shivaay(closed eyes): Come back to me Anika...... Please..... Please come back...... Please......

"Shivaay....."

His eyes snapped open as if hearing her voice. He looked around but didn't find her. He felt a hold and turned to see Khanna.

Khanna: Doctor is calling you Sir.

He stood up with difficulty and ran inside.

Shivaay(stammering): Doc..... Doctor..... how is Anika? She.... She is fine naa..... She is awake..... She is calling me.... Please say something.
Doctor: If you allow me then only I can say Mr. Shivaay.
Shivaay: Sorry.... Sorry.... Please say ..... How is My Anika?
Doctor(smiles lightly): Mrs. Anika is absolutely fine. She is out of coma.

Smile broke out in everyone's face. Shivaay closed his eyes and finally let his tears flow down. She is back.... She is back to me...... She is back...... He stumbled back and Priyanka held him. He couldn't express his happiness and relief.

Doctor: I have seen and dealt with so many cases but never seen such a one. Mrs. Anika's first word was Shivaay. I have never seen a strength of love.

But he only heard where she spoke Shivaay and all other words went deaf ears to him. He need to see her now and this instant.

Shivaay: When can we meet now?
Doctor(smiles): You can meet her now. She is awake. But remember one thing no stress at all.

He looked at everyone who nodded at him to go. He was feeling scared all of a sudden. Nani pressed his shoulder and encouraged him. He nodded.

*Cabin*
Anika had her eyes closed and tears were silently flowing down. She missed 2 years..... 2 years of their life. What would have been His condition without her? She is aware of all the happenings in her absence still she couldn't help but she'd tears thinking about his struggle. She had left him in such a phase where he needed her the most...... But....... The door clicked and the squeaking sound of the hinges made her aware of someone entering. Her heartbeat increased rapidly making her know of His presence. She didn't...... or rather couldn't open her eyes to see him. She didn't have enough courage and strength to see him. And then...... She felt those soft fingers brushing away the tears and a soft yet firm grip on her hand. She felt his hot breaths on her face and his forehead touching hers. He was also crying. His tears mixed with hers and it flowed down together showing their love. They still didn't move. The whole room was silent except the sounds of their beating heart and the clock.

*Ding*

The clock struck 12 and......

Shivaay(whispers): Happy 8th Anniversary Jaan.....
Anika(whispers with difficulty): Ha....Happy...... Anni....Anniversary Shiv.....Shivaay.....
Shivaay(whispers): I love you......
Anika(whispers): I.... Lo..... Love..... You..... too.....
Shivaay(whispers): Will you marry me...... Again?
Anika(whispers): Yes......

He moved a little and looked up at her. Slowly rubbing her cheeks, he forced her to open her eyes. She finally opened those honey brown eyes which he was waiting to see forever. Slowly he moved towards her again and very tenderly kissed her forehead. She closed her eyes feeling his love. He kissed her eyes next followed by her nose making her giggle. He kissed her cheeks and stopped just a few millimetres away from her lips. She could feel the hot breaths falling on her lips. Without thinking further she closed the distance between them and finally their lips met. He held her head from back to support her. They kissed softly and after a few minutes they broke it. She looked at him with some immense love and his eyes too shined with love.

*3 months later*

With Shivaay's undivided attention and extreme love, Anika was recovering faster. But still there were certain restrictions. During this time, the only intimate thing they had was kiss. He couldn't risk her health and she understood him well.

After winning the award, Shivaay's business reached a new height. Anika was so happy seeing it. She thought that after everything he would never go back to the business world but just for her..... He did. Now they have planned to shift Berlin and apparently Shivaay has a surprise for everyone.

Everything was set. They were ready to leave for their new destination. Anika was in their room and strictly instructed by her husband..... Nope fiancee to rest till he comes and makes her. And she could just surrender to him. And now when she is all bored and have nothing to do, she was just staring out of the window and seeing the nature. Will she miss this place? Of course she would. Though she has seen this place for only 3 months but she has lived almost 2years of her life. How she wished that this house belonged to them forever......

Shivaay: And you wish is granted My Lady.

She looked up to see Him standing by the door and leaning against it with a smile. Oh! Did anyone say him how handsome he is looking right now? Gone with the usual 3 piece suit, he opted casuals- white t-shirt with black jeans and light pink blazer. His hair messed up and with his usual stubbles. He looked so handsome and sexy.

Shivaay: You can say that aloud. I would be happy hearing it.

He smirked and she flushed red due to embarrassment. He chuckled seeing her and walked towards her. Rubbing his face against her soft cheeks, he made her heart come crazy and with the kiss on her neck she was just going to melt away.

Shivaay(whispers in her ears): You look damn hot. I only know how much I'm controlling myself right now.

She blushed more. She was wearing an off shoulder white top with a floral long skirt.

Shivaay: Don't blush more or we will be more late. Come let's go.

Slowly she placed her feet on the ground and he sat down on his knees to make her wear her sandals. However times she protests against it, he won't listen. So she has left arguing about it. He stood up when done and offered his hand. She held his hand tightly and stood up. Looking around the room she smiled at it.

Anika: I will miss this house.
Shivaay: Me too.
Anika(sighs): I couldn't even stay here for long.
Shivaay: We can always come back whenever you want.
Anika: But this house.....
Shivaay(sighs): I thought of telling you about this later but seems like I have to disclose it now.
Anika(confused): What you need to disclose?
Shivaay: Come I will show you.

Slowly they moved out of the room and reached the front door where everyone was ready. He sighed something to Khanna and he gave him some papers. He took it and gave it to her. She read it and was shocked.

Shivaay: This house now belongs to you Anika.
Anika: I..... I can't take this Shivaay. It is too much. No.....I....
Shivaay(keeping his finger on her lips): Sshh......... No questions. I have given this to my wife as a wedding gift.
Anika(eyes filled with tears): Shivaay........ I don't know what to say.
Shivaay: Don't say anything. (Holds her hand tightly) Just stay beside me always.
Anika(tightening her hold): Pinky promise.
Shivaay(chuckles): Pinky promise.

And finally, they set off to their new destination, Berlin where one more surprise was awaiting everyone.

*Berlin*

Everyone was settled in the car and going somewhere through the busy streets of Berlin. After a few minutes they stopped and got down. And seeing the building in front of them made them shock with surprise.

Shivaay: Surprise everyone. Welcome to 'The Paradise' .

It was a very tall building almost 15 floors fully made up of black glass. Surrounding it was a huge garden filled with all the types of roses and flowers from all over the world. The garden even had a swing and sitting areas. Everyone was surprised.

Nani: Shivaay..... Putter yeh sab....
Shivaay: Nani..... Humara ghar....... Aapko pasad aaya?
Nani: Bahut sundar hai. But when did you do all these?
Shivaay: I just did it Nani. Now let's go inside. A lot is waiting for you all.

Though he didn't speak about it but Anika could not leave him till he speaks out. He laid the way for them but stopped Anika.

Shivaay: You wait here for sometime.

Everyone was confused as to what was he up to until he returned back with a kalash filled with rice a wet moulding tray and an aarti plate. He kept the things down before her feet and did the aarti. Nani was teary eyes seeing it and Priyanka and Anika weren't less either.

Shivaay: Now slowly kick the kalash with your right foot. (She did as he said) (He stood beside her) Now both of us will leave our foot print on this mould.

She nodded with a smile. She forwarded her right foot and he his left foot and together they marked their entry into their new world. He kissed her hair lovingly and held her by the shoulder.

Shivaay: Let me show you around and show your rooms.

He showed the whole building and each of them had a separate floor for themselves. First floor was for Nani, second floor for Priyanka, third floor for Mishra, fourth floor for Khanna, fifth floor for guests and sixth floor was for Shivika. Rest other floors had various other things like gym, indoor game place, indoor pool and many other things. Everyone was settled in there rooms expect Shivika. They were heading towards somewhere that was solely their own private place. The elevator stopped at the last floor which was showing T. Intertwining their fingers, they stepped out to come across a huge open space with the vast sky above and the busy streets down. They moved towards the railing of the terrace and looked down. Everything looked so small.

Shivaay: Did you see Jaan? Everything is so small from here. I have again reached where I was before 8 years ago. (She looked at him intently) But I still fell so empty inside me. Even after so much success, name, glory everything I feel so empty. Do you know why? (She nods no) Because I didn't have you beside me. Nani asked me when I did all theses and how. Anika....... You don't know how I was when you were lying that bed and ...... and not talking to me. I felt as if I have lost everything...... But then someone came...... and that was my mother. Yes Anika........ My mother came to me and said that I shouldn't loose but if I loose I am making you loose too. And whatever happens Shivaay can never let Anika loose. I stood up........ I made everything from a scratch and now I am the world's number one business man. Anika...... all these money, height, glory...... I don't want......I just want you and my small family that's it. I don't want anything........I don't........(cries)
Anika(cups his face): No Shivaay...... No......(wipes his tears) You can't break down like this. You are my strong Shivaay. I know that you don't want money or anything....... You did all because of me. Am I right?' Nikaay's '
Though the company has our names but it shows my reflection in it more. I know what makes you and what makes you happy. I'm sorry Shivaay if I have forced you to.......
Shivaay(cups hers face): No Jaan....... You aren't at fault at all. You did what was right for me. Now just promise me that you will never leave me and go..... Never..... Otherwise I.... I will di.....
Anika(shuts his mouth): Dare you say the word.

He just couldn't hold himself back and hugged her tightly. Her hands wound around his back hugging him tightly. Both knew that they could heal each other and they would never be separated henceforth.

*15 days later*

Everything was a rush. Why wouldn't it be? After all it is Shivaay Saigal's wedding today. It was a totally private affair amongst the family and God. He didn't want the world witness their reunion. Though he planned to released an official statement regarding it later. Anika didn't cross him at all and was silently supporting all his decisions. Wedding theme is- Christian. Shivaay had kept in mind about the dreams of his queen and that is why Christian wedding. Garden was the perfect place for it. Anika was getting ready for her magical fairy tale wedding. Priyanka was helping her and no doubt both of them were looking stunning.

Priyanka: Bhaiya will surely faint seeing you today.
Anika(blushed): Then it will be a problem.
Priyanka: Why?
Anika: If he faints then how will we complete our rituals.
Priyanka(teasing her): Oh ho..... Bhabi you are not less. You want to be alone with Bhaiya in your room. I understand......I understand.
Anika(blushes): Chup Pagli......
Nani(entering the room): Let me see how is my bahu looking? (Puts a black dot behind her ear) Hai kisi ki nazar naa laage. You are looking so beautiful.
Anika(smiles): Thank you Nani.
Nani(holds her hand): Anika.....I don't know in what circumstances you and Shivaay had to get married. But I know one thing that is the happiness, the peace, the solace I have seen in his eyes when you are with him makes me feel at peace. Shivaay has suffered a lot since his childhood and now I only want him to be happy and that is possible if you are there beside him. Promise me Anika...... Whatever happens you will never leave his side....... Never..... Promise me......
Anika(presses her hand): I promise you Nani....... I will never leave his hand in any situation....... I will always beside him...... Always. Aur yeh Anika ka Pinky promise hai aapse.

Blessing her, Nani went to see her grandson who was fidgeting with his suit buttons. She stepped in front of him and buttoned it up.

Nani: Nervous?
Shivaay(shivery smile): Yes Nani.
Nani(chuckles): But you are marrying the same girl. Then why to fear?
Shivaay(sighs): Nani...... The first time when we had got married was not at all a pleasant one. Now if I think about the day makes me hate myself. How could I turn into such a beast and misbehave with her with that? And how..... how could I even call her as my..... My Mistress.....(closed his eyes in guilt). Knowingly or unknowingly I have given a lot of pain to Anika and now I just want to rectify those mistakes and start our new life with a happy note. But......
Nani(listening everything patiently): But what Shivaay?
Shivaay: But I fear that if I again turn into that beast and hurt my Anika again. What if I don't have a control over myself and I do something with her which I can never rectify then......
Nani(holding his shoulder): Shivaay...... just answer me one question. (He nods) Who was that person who held your hand in your every situation and never left you alone?
Shivaay(instantly): Anika......
Nani(smiles): Now you know your answer to your fears.

He looked at her and finally when everything he understood he smiled and hugged her tightly.

Shivaay: I don't know what would I have done without you.
Nani: I was...... I am ...... and I will always stay beside you forever.......(breaking the hug) Now lets go. My bahu will be waiting for you.

He blushed lightly making her chuckle. She escorted him to the garden when the Father was waiting for the union of the couple. He stood by Him and waited patiently for Her. Soon the song started playing....... Priyanka entered in her full glory wearing a peach gown and throwing flowers for the bride to walk on. The Song changed to "Thousand years". And there was the Lady in her white gown. Her face was covered with a veil but he could easily feel her smile through it. She was walking down the aisle alone holding a bouquet of pink and white roses. He looked at her walking towards him and smiled widely. Half way through the way, she felt a hand in front of her. She looked up to see her Khanna Bhaiya. Smiling at him, she gave her hand and the rest of the way was covered by them. Reaching to Shivaay, Khanna gave Anika's hand on his.

Khanna: Sir..... I may work under you as an employee but for Anika I'm her brother. And as a brother I want some promises from you. Promise me Sir that you will keep my sister happy always and never let her cry. You will never leave her alone. Promise me Sir.
Shivaay(tightening his hold): I promise you Khanna......I will never let a single drop of tear fall from her eyes. She was....... She is...... and she will always be the queen of my heart.

Anika couldn't keep her tears at bay and let it flow. He slowly wiped them away and nodded as no.

Shivaay: Do you want me to be beaten up from Khanna?
Anika: No.....
Shivaay: Then don't let these pearls flow down.

He carenessed her cheeks lightly and she leaned onto his touch.

Father: Gentleman should we proceed?
Shivaay(looking straight into her eyes): Yes Father........

Prayers were said...... Vows were taken...... and finally our Shivaay and Anika became Shivika onces again. He slipped the platinum wedding band in her finger sealing the bond while she did the same.......

Father: You may kiss the bride now......

Removing the veil, he was just mesmerized seeing her beauty. Very tenderly he cupped her face and her hands went towards his suit. He inched forward and her grip tightened. He closed his eyes and she too...... And he let his lips touch her forehead making her bliss in his love. He kissed her kissed for sometime more and finally let her go. Both of them opened their eyes at the same time and instantly got drowned in the pool of love.

*Night*
*Shivika's room*

The room was decorated beautifully with candles and flowers. Anika was not at all shy like a new bride. Rather she was putting lotion on her hands and our Shivaay was sitting at the edge of the bed and admiring his beautiful wife. She looked up and saw him through the mirror.

Anika: What are looking at?
Shivaay: My Jaan....
Anika(blushes): I'm still the same.
Shivaay(stands at the back of the chair): But I feel that you are looking more beautiful today.
Anika: Aacha!!
Shivaay: Koi saak......
Anika: Nope.
Shivaay: Come it's too late. You need rest.

He made her stand and took her to the bed. Giving her the required medicines, he was about to make her lye down when she stopped.

Shivaay: What happened Jaan?
Anika: Shivaay....... Am I not worthy enough to be yours completely?
Shivaay: Anika...... Why are you asking such a thing? What happened Jaan? Tell me......
Anika(with tears): Shivaay....... I understand that I had a major surgery and I was advised bed rest. But it has been 4 months to it. Still you haven't claimed your husband rights on me...... Why Shivaay? Why? Is it too late for everything?
Shivaay(wiping her tears): Nothing like that. I was just concerned about your health and I don't want to strain you. I don't want to hurt you.
Anika: Shivaay you can never hurt. And I'm completely fine now. Please Shivaay....... You tell me you never thought about it? You never wanted to ......
Shivaay: I always wanted...... and I still want.....
Anika: Then what is stopping you?

He couldn't explain her because he himself doesn't know what is stopping him. He looked into her eyes and got drowned into it. Her glistering eyes were piercing his heart. He can see anything but her tears. He leaned towards her and kissed her forehead lovingly. He again looked at her eyes which reflected passion and love. Without further words he kissed her eyes, cheeks, nose ,chin and finally kissed those tempting rose petals tenderly. Slowly with time they deepened the kiss. She played her luck and opened her mouth slightly and he invaded her mouth with his tongue. Unable to handle more they broke the kiss reluctantly. But he wasn't done with her. He attacked her neck and slowly started nibbling it and finally left a mark making her moan in pleasure. Her hands found the way towards his kurta buttons and slowly with her own sweet time she opened all of them. Her warm soft hands brushed against his chest making him breath heavily. He also didn't step back. His hands worked on her night clothes and soon both of their clothes were on the floor. Their bare warm bodies were brushing ...... rubbing against each other was increasing the already heated room ten times more. The candles were flickering seeing their passion and the room became the witness of the numerous moans of pleasure. Fingers interwine....... legs tangled together...... they reached a height of pleasure and sanity all together.

Shivaay(whispers): I love you.......
Anika(whispers): I love you too.......

*3 years later*

Many things happened....... Many things changed...... Many things became past....... But one thing remained same that is Their Love. And because of their immense love for each other, Anika was again in the field of business. She had started up her own event management firm under the name " Vaay's". Strange..... Both of them used their partner's name to start their new venture. Shivaay was very happy seeing her established. Priyanka was almost on the end of her studies. She would very soon be joining for internship and she has strictly said that she would join her Bhaiya's company.

Shivaay has improved a lot...... But there is still one incident that always brings chills to him is their accident which had almost snatched his two precious ladies. Throughout the day, he would be with them and if by chance one of them goes away from his sight for a second, he will go crazy. With time his anxiety about the day has reduced but he still can't get over the scars he has received.

Today was Shivaay's birthday and as usual the majesty has forgotten about it. But why to fear when Anika is here. She has planned everything before hand. A small family party and then their own sweet candle light dinner. She had the perfect gift for him and she was sure that he would surely love it.

At 6 she called him up and informed him to return home as soon as possible. Hearing her anxious and fearful tone, Shivaay couldn't stay back a minute and immediately left his second home. He very carelessly parked his car and almost ran inside the house to see it fully dark. Fear started gripping his heart. He was about to call them out when........

"Surprise...... Happy Birthday Shivaay/ Bhaiya"

He was actually surprised. He looked around to see it beautifully decorated and his family waiting in anticipation for him. And there she was looking all beautiful and glowing in yellow floral sari.....his favourite one. (The sari which Anika wore for their date before the marriage) Her smile was highly contagious and it made him smile too. How can he be angry on such a sweet and innocent wife. Everyone wished him but her. She just slipped out of the room and vanished. He kept on looking for her when she walked in with a trolley having his birthday cake. She wheeled it in front of him and stood by Nani. He looked at everyone and closed his eyes making a wish......

Shivaay(wishing): Just keep my family safe and happy.

Opening his eyes, he blew the candles while everyone sang the happy birthday song. He first fed it to Nani and took her blessings. Then Priyanka and others except her. He was about to make her eat but she refused. He frowned.

Anika: Just a few minutes more please.

He didn't understand anything what was going on in her head. Soon after the small party everyone retired to their room making him confuse.

Shivaay: Isn't it dinner time?
Anika: Yes.
Shivaay: So why did everyone go back.....
Anika(keeping finger on his lips): Sshh...... Don't worry I have already sent their dinner to their rooms. Now can I steal my husband for the rest of the night?
Shivaay(removing her finger and holding her by the waist): Of course Mrs. Shivaay.
Anika(smiles and winds her hand around his neck): Then let's go. I have a surprise for you.
Shivaay(gets excited): Surprise?
Anika(chuckles): Yes..... (freeing herself and holds his hand) Come.

She guided him towards the lift and pressed T. He saw and raised his eyebrows. She just shrugged off her shoulders. As they were about to reach she interwind their fingers and asked him something shocking.

Anika: Shivaay....... What is someone comes between us and separates us?
Shivaay(shocked): What are you saying Anika? You must be joking right....... No-one can come......
Anika: But it's true Shivaay...... Someone will come between us.
Shivaay(scared and shivers with fear): Who..... who is coming Anika? Some..... Someone from our past...... Please tell me Jaan..... I..... I.... I can't bear any separation now...... Please say......
Anika(calms him down): Sshh..... Calm down Shivaay...... It's nothing like that.....
Shivaay(holds her hands tightly): No.....No you tell me..... Who has come or who will come...... I..... I will not let him separate us..... I will......
Anika(covers his mouth): Sshh...... Now you won't speak a single word. You trust me? (He nods immediately) Then have faith in me. I won't say...... You will meet him/her just now. But promise me you will act like a matured person and handle the situation.
Shivaay(vulnerable voice): You will not leave me alone naa?
Anika(holds his hands tightly): Never. (Elevator dings) Ready?

Nodding his head reluctantly, they stepped out of the elevator and entered the terrace. He was abstract seeing the decorations. A table for two and candles on it. Perfect candle light dinner. He saw a banner behind the table but he wasn't able to read it properly. He looked at her who gestured him to go ahead. Slowly leaving her hand, he walked forward with slow steps. Flashes of the past incidents were playing in front of his eyes. But he got a grip over himself and walked ahead only to stop dead on his track seeing the banner. His eyes widened in shock and surprise and instantly filled with tears. His hands shivered and his brain stopped working. Was he reading it right? Did the banner actually say......

"Happy Birthday Papa....."

He looked back at her to see her smiling with tears. She tenderly kept her hands on her belly as if answering his unasked question.

Anika(smile and tears): Happy Birthday Shivaay......(gesturing her hands) Happy Birthday Papa......

He kept on opening and closing his mouth but no words came out of it. He was just speechless. After so many tries and so much wait they had finally got the happiness they were craving for. Unable to hold himself he hugged her tightly and let his tears flow. She also couldn't hold back her tears and let it flow. Both of them were just absorbing the news and enjoying the blissful moment. He broke the hug and kissed her forehead lovingly. He was so so so so happy and her happiness was seeing his smile. He kneeled down in front of her and moved her sari to expose her belly. Tenderly touching it, he placed a kiss over it making her giggle and love him all over again.

Shivaay: Thank you Baby...... Thank you...... Papa loves you a lot...... Papa loves you a lot.......

He broke down into tears and she was shocked. She kneeled down in front of him and tried to calm him down. She could understand his inner turmoil after all she also went through the same when she first heard about it. But right now it is not the time to shed tears but to spread happiness and joy. She hugged him tightly and he hid himself in her embrace. The night sky as always was the witness to their new journey and blessed them.

*FLASHBACK ENDS*

Shivaay smiled remembering the day. It was indeed the best birthday of his life. He looked around and found that it was already dark. The city was light up but he was only concerned about the moon that shone brightly in the sky. He remembered how doctors had said that the pregnancy was not simple for Anika making him scared. He was even ready to abort it but her one tight slap on his face and a night full torture of not seeing her face was enough to put sense into his head. But he was still scared and one night when he was talking to a supposed sleeping Anika about his fears of loosing her made her realise her mistake that she instantly hugged him and cried her heart out for not understanding him. He had a tough time making her calm down as her hormones were really on a rollercoaster ride. But he somehow managed to make her sleep only to see the cuddle and sweet version of Hers the next day as she wanted him close to her the whole day. He chuckled remembering her mood swings and the tantrums that she has thrown just because she was advice complete bed rest. He had to gather enough patience to handle his pregnant wife. They have successfully completed 8 months and within a month their baby will be with them. He can't be more happier now. Tomorrow Nani has kept the Godh Bharai or the Baby Shower function to bless Her and their little one. All the arrangements were being done by her and Priyanka while they just had to sit back and relax.

"Shiv........"

His trans broke hearing her. He looked back to see her standing by the door with her hands on her pregnant belly wearing one of her maternity dress.

Shivaay: Why did you come up here? You could have just called me.
Anika: I did. But you didn't pick up my calls.( She pouted)
Shivaay(sighs): Sorry Jaan. Phone was on silent mode.
Anika(smiles): No problem. Now that I am here let's take a small walk.
Shivaay(holding her one hand and side hugging her): Are you bored of sleeping?
Anika(pouts): Yes. And (rubs her belly) Baby also wanted to meet his Papa.
Shivaay(puts his hand on her belly): Is it? (Feels a light kick) Hey Baby. Papa is here. Now let me and mumma have a small walk then we will talk.
Anika: The baby loves you a lot.
Shivaay: Baby loves both of us a lot.

They silently walked around the terrace feeling the cool breeze. She smiled at him and leaned onto his shoulder. He kissed her hair lovingly. After a few rounds, she was exhausted and they settled themselves on the sofa placed at one end. Without asking he handed her a glass of water which she drank quietly. Keeping the glass aside, he pulled her close to his chest. He wrapped his hands around her pregnant belly and slowly started rubbing it. They could feel the Baby moving which made them smile. They remained in that position for a long time until someone came and called them for dinner. Helping her, they went down to the dining area and with the rest of the family they had an amazing dinner.

Grandma: Tomorrow is Ana's baby shower. And I hope all of you have taken leave from your work?
Everyone: Yes Grandma.
Grandma: Very good. Steve I hope you have chosen the dress that Ana is going to wear tomorrow?
Steve: Yes Grandma. Don't worry everything is sorted.
Grandma: Well then we should retire for the night. (Carenessing Ana's hair) My Daughter needs rest.

She kissed her hair and rubbed her belly lightly before departing to her room. Khanna and Mishra wished them good night and left. Priyanka hugged Shivaay and then Anika and kissed her nephew or niece and went to her room. Only our couple was left behind who was just sitting on the table with their fingers interlocked.

Ana: Steve.....
Steve: Hmmm.....
Ana: Can we go to the garden once?
Steve: Sure.

He helped her stand and they both walked towards the garden. The swing was tempting her and he silently made her sit. He slowly pushed the swing making her giggle. He smiled seeing her happy. Later he too sat beside her and she kept her head on his chest, the most safest place. He slowly ran his fingers through her hair making her eyes droop. He saw her and without hesitation picked her up in his arms. Maybe she has gained a lot of weight but for him she will always be light. Walking towards the elevator, they reached 6th floor and finally towards their room. He made her lye down on the bed softly and covered her. Dimming the light of the room with only the small lights and the dreamcatcher, he went to change. He returned back to see her almost half asleep. Without much thoughts, he slipped beside her under the same comforter and she automatically laid her head on his chest. She sighed in relief and hugged him by the waist. He caged her in his arms and slowly running his fingers through her hair, she fell asleep. Surely the pregnancy was tiring her a lot. He kissed her hair and with his hand on her womb, he went into deep slumber.

Precap: Will the happiness go before the "To be mothers" can even experience it?

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Very very sorry for the delay.....

Just wrote whatever came in my mind. No editing..... fully raw material. Free to pin point my mistakes.

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Wedding attire (First Shivika next Priyanka)☝️

Shivika's travel attire (black jeans please paint it)☝️

Anika's maternity dress (remove the purse)☝️