I was planning on being super stingy with this one but Ana jasrayy insisted. So you can thank/blame her for this one. 😂

Anyone below 18 stay away please, for the sake of your sanity.

By the time they were all done with dinner and retired for the night, Shiva hadn't still decided on what to do. He paced the floor, thinking over her words, his decision fluctuating between giving in and staying strong.

"Shiva, tujhe aise pendulum ki tarah ghumta dekh mujhe chakkar aa rahe hai. Please so ja bhai, request kar raha hu." Krish whined, as he tried to find a comfortable position to sleep.

"Kya baat hai Shiva? Tu itna pareshan lag raha hai. Sab thik toh hai naa?" Dev asked concerned, raising himself up on an elbow to look at Shiva.

"Nahi Dev. Kya hua hai? Kuch bhi toh nahi! Sab thik hai! Main-main so hi raha tha," Shiva stammered, smiling sheepishly as he got into his cot. Perhaps it was best if he didn't go. His brains were too muddled up already. He didn't want her influence to cloud over his judgement.

*****

As the clock hand inched closer to 11, Raavi's confidence started to wane. Perhaps she read the situation wrong, she thought as she got up to blow out the candles she had lit. She had barely gotten out of bed, when her eyes caught a glimpse of a shadowy figure appearing on her window. Raavi sighed in relief when she realised it was Shiva.

She walked over to him, and pulled him into a hug, "Mujhe almost laga tu nahi ayega."

"Main bhi almost nahi aane wala tha," Shiva said wrapping his arms around her.

She pulled out of his embrace, a smile on her face, and Shiva's breath caught. She looked gorgeous. She wore a pair of shorts and noodle strap top; nothing elaborate but it only made her look more delectable. His eyes strayed to her shoulders, her collarbone, the hollow of her neck, down to her cleavage. He gulped, feeling his blood suddenly run south.

"Chal aaja, baith idhar," Raavi said, as she breezed past him and Shiva was hit by the intoxicating scent of bergamot, lily and cedarwood.

The room was lit by moonlight and the flickering candles gave her skin a golden glow. His eyes roved over her, drinking in her sight and the gentle sway of her hips as she moved closer to him.

She stood before him, her shy eyes downcast, fingers absently playing with the buttons of his shirt, "Shiva, aaj jo bhi hota hai, usse tere mere beech kuch nahi badalna chahye. Tu bohot important hai mere liye. Tujhe nahi khona chahti main." She said before looking up at him, "Agar isse humare beech doori aati hai toh main nahi seh paungi. Isliye tujhe firse keh rahi hu. Back-out karna hai?"

Shiva wasn't sure what made him do this, but put his hands on either side of her face, leaned down and kissed her slowly, softly.

For a brief instant he felt her spine stiffen, but then she leaned into the kiss, and Shiva heard a soft sigh in Raavi's throat, when he deepened the kiss. He broke the kiss and lowered his hands, sliding them from her cheeks, down the column of her neck to her shoulders, fingering the straps of her top.

"Shhhhh....bohot baate karti hai tu." Shiva said as he placed a soft kiss on her shoulder. His hands travelled further down, playing with the hem of her top, as he looked into her eyes seeking permission.

She blushed, and looked down, a shy smile playing on her lips. Her fingers already releasing the buttons on his shirt, before sliding the fabric down his shoulders and dropping it to the ground. His lips moved to her earlobe and he nibbled the skin there, causing her to gasp.

He pulled her top up, taking it off completely, and his breath caught again at the sight of her standing in front of him in a innocent looking white lace bra. She moved forward, pressing up against him, her lace covered breast rubbing against his bare chest, before pulling away from him. She tugged him by his hand as she indicated the bed, pushing him down on his back, before straddling him.

Shiva rolled them so that he was on top, "Ek baar firse soch le Raavi," Shiva muttered in response, as he stared into her eyes for a hint of hesitation. "Main back out nahi kar raha hoon. Bas itna chahta hoon ki tu sure ho," he reassured her.

Raavi let a soft smile grace her lips. "Main sure hoon Shiva. Mere liye tu guilty feel mat kar. Yeh mat soch ki tu advantage le raha hai mera. Main khud tujhe yeh haq de rahi hoon apne upar. Aaj raat yeh Raavi sirf aur sirf teri hai."

"Soch le, Raavi. Junglee bhaloo hoon. Shayad tu jhel naa paye," he replied distractedly, trailing his lips along the column of her neck,eliciting a soft moan from her as she melted into him.

"Manzoor hai. Main bhi toh dekhu, tu sach mein kuch kar bhi sakta hai ya bas aise hi...." She moaned breathlessly, as he sucked on her skin while she emitted little gasps of pleasure.

Shiva growled at the challenge in her voice, and pulled the straps of her bra off her shoulders. He peppered her bare shoulders with kisses while his hands explored her body freely with a mind of their own. He pulled her shorts off, wanting to feel more of her skin against his.

He unclasped her bra completely, discarding it carelessly. Raavi gasped, desire burning through her veins as his palms ghosted all over her skin, before cupping her breast. He played with her nipples, twisting and pinching them gently, making her writhe in pleasure and desire. She arched her back up, pushing herself into his hands, her eyes drifting shut as she let herself melt under his ministrations.

After couple of minutes, though, Raavi began to feel rather annoyed. He wasn't paying attention where she needed him the most.

"Shiva?" Raavi breathed out her frustration.

He smirked at her expression, which was probably a mixture of impatience and arousal before ripping off the last bit of flimsy fabric covering her modesty. He reached down to stroke her tenderly. A gasp escaped her, lips parting in shock as she felt one finger sink in, before curling inside her. She moaned in pleasure, gripping the sheets as she was overwhelmed by the fierce, consuming stimulation his hand was giving her.

Her hips buckled wildly as waves of pleasure sizzled through her body as she exploded into a world of blinding lights. She came down from her high, barely catching her breath when she felt him pull away from her. She turned to watch him with heavily lidded eyes, as he stripped off his pants, his arousal evident. The tear of the foil followed as he unrolled the rubber over his length and climbed on top of her.

However, when he spread her legs wider and positioned himself at her entrance, she suddenly felt overcome with uncertainty. Everything was suddenly too real.

She put a palm on his chest, stopping him in his tracks as she tried to gather her bearings. Was it bizarre, the way she was treating the situation? Was Shiva right? Shiva's eyes met hers, and she knew he wasn't certain about this, either.

His hesitation, however, brought her waning confidence back. She stared into his intense eyes, darkened with desire but he still held back, waiting for her decision, and Raavi felt a warmth in her heart. This was Shiva, the one who was always there for her, protecting her, saving her, and Raavi felt a burst of affection for the man in front of her. Her hands slid up from his arms and curled around his neck, pulling him closer. She gave him a nod and a reassuring smile.

Taking her cue, he pushed forward in shallow strokes, inching deeper every time, until he buried himself up to the hilt. She gasped and shuddered breathlessly, holding onto him as tightly as she could. Fingers digging into her hips, he held still inside her, waiting for the initial sting to pass. His concerned eyes carefully roved over her, studying every emotion running across her face.

At her reassuring smile, his lips crashed down to hers again. Her nails raked down his back while his fingers found their ways into her hair, grabbing fistfuls of her soft tresses. His body was hard against hers, and her own desire took center stage as she panted, wrapping her legs around his hips and pulling him as close as she possibly could.

He hissed her name like a fervent prayer, his hips suddenly pistonning hard inside her slick channel. His grip on her hair tightened, and Raavi arched up towards him, letting instincts guide her movements. Everything else faded away; all that remained was the way he moved in her, reaching every little sensitive area inside of her body.

Shiva grunted, sliding his hands under her thighs and pulling her legs over his shoulders so he could push even deeper. Raavi shut her eyes as he pounded into her, surrendering her body to him completely, as she writhed beneath him, every nerve end feeling like a live wire. She felt her walls clench around him, felt the pressure building low in her stomach. The blood rushing through her was building up - so much that it was almost unbearable.

Raavi whimpered louder every time he thrust into her, feeling the wave coming, threatening to consume her. She stared into his eyes, barely an inch away.

His thumb grazed her small gathering of nerves and Raavi lost it. Her eyes widened as her orgasm crashed over her, likes waves on the rocks, and his mouth slammed onto hers, muffling her screams. Raavi thrashed, screaming out her ecstasy into his mouth, when his movements became less rhythmic and more frenzied till he let out a low, gutteral moan, spilling himself inside her.

Raavi watched as his jaw slackened before he collapsed onto her - his weight delightfully comforting as they both came down from their high. They stayed like that for a moment, before Shiva pulled out of her, rolling over to lie on his back, his breath still erratic. Raavi took a deep shuddering breath, as they laid there, staring at the ceiling, not saying a word.

Raavi turned her body towards him, suddenly unsure as to what to say. Should she thank him for what he did? Should she ask him if it was supposed to feel this way?

"Shiva...main...." She started to say when he pushed her gently to lie on her back before climbing on top of her.

"Shhhh....abhi nahi...." He whispered, kissing her lips and Raavi nodded, swallowing the lump in her throat. They always had tomorrow to talk. But tonight - tonight they didn't need words.

...............to be continued.

I'm hiding in a corner blushing rn. Apologies for any errors. Didn't proofread. I couldn't even if I try