This one is for my jaan, Sara, her special birthday gift. Happy Birthday Sara!!! ❤️ Me loves you!!! sunsaathiyaa

Raavi stood afar as the Pandya family posed for pictures. It still pained her to think that she wasn't a part of this family. Shiva looked at her and Raavi felt a little bit of hope flutter in her heart. She took a step towards him on impulse, but Suman kaki gave her such a cold look that she froze. All she wanted was to be a part of this family. That had always been her dream.

"Kal Disha aur uska parivaar aayega rishta pakka karne." Suman said. "Main soch rahi hu kal hi inn dono ki mangni kara du."

The whole family was surprised at the suddenness of Suman kaki's statement. Dhara protested, but Suman ignored her. Raavi felt as if someone had stabbed her heart and was now twisting the knife. She looked at Shiva almost pleadingly. He looked back at her with the same expression. Dhara kept protesting against the remarriage, but that wasn't consoling Raavi. Unable to bear the sorrow of her heart, she walked away.

Raavi was making her way to her bedroom. She wanted to be alone for sometime, but she saw her friends approaching her and she stopped dead in her tracks. Her heart was gripped in fear. Why did they have to come to their Navratri party? Sneha, Rahul, Sudesh, Priya, the whole gang was here. She was worried Shiva might misbehave with them, and it would just blow out of proportion and she would have to end up leaving Pandya house. Suman kaki would definitely throw her out. Shiva's rage with another problem.

"Tu kaisi hai Raavi?" Priya asked.

"Main thik hu."

"Maine abhi suna Suman kaki ne kya bola." Rahul said. "Shiva ki kisi aur se engagement kara rahe hai."

"Mujhe toh yeh samajh nahi aa raha ki usse shaadi karega kaun." Sudesh laughed.

"But yaar Raavi, mujhe yeh samajh nahi aa raha tu yaha kyu pari hui hai? Self-respect naam ki koi cheez hai ki nahi?" Sneha asked. "Yeh Pandya family tujhe exploit kar rahi hai!"

"Bas kar Sneha. Main apne parivar ya Shiva ke khilaaf kuch nahi sunungi." Raavi said. "Maine pehle bhi kaha tha tum logo se. Shiva ke baare mein koi kuch ulta seedha nahi kahega."

"Tu abhi bhi uski tarafadari kar rahi hai?" Sneha asked. "Pagal hai tu Raavi?"

"Sneha, pati hai woh mera." Raavi said. "Aur main humesha se uske side pe hi hu."

Rahul suddenly started laughing. "Come on Raavi. Uss jaisa jangli tujhe deserve nahi karti. Sabke saamne teri insult ki usne."

"Mujhe lagta hai tum logo ko jaana chahiye." Raavi said. "Navratri ka function hai. Main nahi chahti koi drama ho."

"Hum yaha tere liye aaye hai Raavi, tujhe support karne. Tu hume dost maane ya na maane. Hum tere saath tere mushkil waqt mein khade hone aaye hai." Sneha said.
Raavi was about to tell her off, but she was caught off guard when Rahul held her hands. He stepped closer to her and she was shocked.

"Raavi, main hu tere saath. Tu fikr mat kar. Mujhe toh yeh samajh nahi aa raha tu usse shaadi ki kyu? Tere se shaadi karne ke liye koi bhi ready ho jata. Main bhi. Par agar yeh khatam hua toh achha hai. Jaan chuti teri uss insaan se. Ab chahe jo ho, main tera saath nahi chorunga." Rahul said.

Raavi was too stunned to react. How dare he flirt with her when she was married to Shiva? Raavi suddenly noticed his eyes shifting behind her and she turned around. Her heart skipped a beat when she saw Shiva standing there with pure rage in his eyes. Raavi immediately freed her hands from Rahul'a hands. She expected Shiva to punch Rahul any second now, but his glare was directed towards her. Was he doubting her character yet again?

She was slightly disappointed to see Shiva walk away, she realised. A guy flirted with his wife in front of him, and he was just walking away. Raavi ran behind him. She caught him by his arm, but he flinched away from her touch. "Shiva please" was all she could say. He stopped for a second, and Raavi took that opportunity, dragging him to their bedroom, before things could escalate.

She locked the door from the inside and looked at Shiva. He was absolutely furious. Raavi tried to talk to him, but Shiva threw off the table lamp in anger. Raavi shrieked as it fell down with a thud, shattering into pieces. Shiva immediately marched upto her and pinned her against the wall. For a moment, she was scared. His eyes were red, and he was just shaking in anger.

"Maine unhe nahi bulaya..." Raavi said.

"Toh woh Rahul mere ghar aake meri biwi pe line maar sakta hai, par main jangli, badtameez hu?" Shiva asked. "Aur tu waha chup chap uske saamne kya khari thi?"

"Main khari thi? Tujhe jab maar peeth nahi karni hoti tab tu maar peeth karta hai par abhi woh teri biwi ke saath tere saamne flirt kara toh tune kuch nahi kaha. Aur ab mujhpe gussa kar raha hai?"

"Toh kya karu? Muh tod du uska? Pichli baar usne tujhe bhagani ki baat ki thi aur use maara tha toh tune mujhe jangli jaahil kaha tha."

"Bhagane ki baat matlab?" Raavi asked.

Shiva sighed. He walked away from her but Raavi pulled him back to her and grabbed his collar. "Nahi Shiva. Main puri baat sune bagair tujhe yaha se nahi jaane dungi. Tu humesha mujhpe gussa karta hai."

"Tujh jaise bewakoof pe gussa hi kiya jaa sakta hai. Itna bhi samajh nahi sakti ki tera woh dost tujhpe pehle se line maare jaa raha hai. Yeh jaante hue bhi ki tu shaadishuda hai."

Raavi rolled her eyes. "Main bewakoof? Aur woh teri Disha sabse intelligent?"

"Woh kaha se beech mein aa gayi?" Shiva asked.

"Tere toh mann mein laddoo phoot rahe honge ki nayi biwi mil rahi hai." Raavi asked.

"Biwi hai. Phone nahi ki purani ko exchange karake naya model le aau." Shiva said. "Mujhe koi shaadi nahi karni. Main sirf-" Shiva stopped himself before he could finish the sentence. Main sirf tera hu Raavi, he was going to say. "Aur tujhe itni problem kyu ho rahi hai? Tu toh chahti hi hai mujhse chutkara paana."

"Chahta toh tu bhi hai mujhse chutkara paana." Raavi said. "Shayad uss Disha ke saath khush rahega tu!"

"Tu bhi khush rehna uss Rahul ke saath! Uske kapde toh bohot pasand hai na tujhe? Utha utha ke dekh rahi thi. Sophisticated hai. Jaisa tu chahti hai!"

Raavi gasped. "Tu mujhe uske saath kaise jod sakta hai Shiva? Tujhe sharm nahi aati aisi baat bolte hue?"

"Phir haath kaise lagane diya usko?" Shiva shouted. "Usne bol diya ki woh tere saath rahega toh tu pighal gayi?"

Raavi gasped. "Shiva tu phir mere character pe sawal utha raha hai? Rahul kabhi mera dost hua karta tha par ab woh mera kuch bhi nahi hai. Tu toh engagement karne chala kisi aur se. Humare divorce tak ka bhi wait nahi hua na tujhse? Mere saamne tu kisi ladki ko anghuti pehenayega? Mere feelings ki koi kadar nahi hai tujhe par iss mangalsutra aur iss sindoor ka toh lihaaz rakhta."

Shiva punched the wall right next to her. How dare she say he didn't care about her feelings? Everything he was doing, he was doing for her. Raavi pushed him back. Shiva was infuriated when she pushed him again. She kept pushing him back in anger, and when Shiva couldn't take it anymore, he grabbed her by the waist and pulled her closer to him.

"Main teri feelings ki kadar nahi karta?" He asked.

"Bilkul bhi nahi." Raavi retaliated back.

Without thinking, Shiva slammed his lips against her. Raavi pushed him back in shock. Shiva's hand around her waist loosened. He couldn't believe he lost control like that, but before he could do anything, Raavi crashed her lips on his. Shiva gripped her waist tightly and pulled her even closer. She pulled him closer by his neck, and accidentally scratching him. He felt his neck burning where she scratched him, but that just made him lose control. Pushing her against the wall, he kissed her harder. Raavi had no idea how to kiss, but she didn't want to let go. She fisted his hair and pulled his face closer to hers.

Shiva let his tongue implore her mouth. Raavi was surprised at the intrusion, but she quickly learnt the technique. Their urgent kiss became slower as they learnt to explore each other's mouths with their tongues. Raavi's hand automatically went to his cheek and she cupped his face. Shiva forgot about being gentle, as he lifted her by her hips, and Raavi's legs latched around his waist automatically. She nipped his tongue lightly, just to tease him, and he responded by biting her lower lips, making her moan. They parted just to breathe, but their eyes were still glued upon each other.

Raavi was in a position where she could feel his hardness poking at her thighs, and she knew they'd just done something irreversible. After what they'd just done, they couldn't go back to how things were. She didn't want to go back to how things were. This felt right. Shiva attacked her neck with a suddenness that would have messed her balance if Shiva hadn't been holding onto her firmly. He wasn't gentle when he kissed her neck. Sometimes he would simply touch his lips to her skin, and sometimes he would graze it with his teeth. Yet every kiss took her breath away. Raavi felt herself being put down, and right in the next moment, she was being turned around, where she was facing the wall.

Shiva let his instincts take over. He was out of control, yet a part of him was alert for when his wife would scream at him to stop. She pulled him closer by his kurta. Their bodies joined together felt good. Shiva grabbed her waist and pulled her closer, flushing their bodies together. He moved her hair to one side and kissed her neck. His hands explored her bare waist, and Raavi's hands came on top of his. He let his tongue move around her neck, as he kissed her furiously. Raavi suddenly moaned loudly, and Shiva found her sensitive spot. He sucked that spot and Raavi threw her head back moaning loudly. She was sure it would leave a mark, the way he was sucking and biting that spot.

"Shiva..." Raavi moaned.

Raavi's voice sprung his erection to life. He pushed her against the wall, and tugged on her dori. His fingers trailed from her neck down to the hook of her blouse. Shiva doubted if he should take the next step, but Raavi arched back into his touch, making him sure. He unhooked her blouse and let his hands roam all over her naked back. His lips touched her back, making Raavi shiver. She wanted more. Turning around, she started unhooking all the buttons of his kurta. It was taking too much time for her liking, so she ended up ripping some of the buttons. Shiva gave his signature smirk at her impatience. She took it off, but found him wearing a vest underneath.

Shiva pulled off her blouse which was barely clinging on her, revealing her breasts. Raavi was too anxious to get him off his vest, so she pulled off his vest. Shiva controlled himself for a second and put up his hands so she could pull off the vest from his body. Raavi gasped as she saw his body. Even after their marriage, she only got to see him topless only twice in her life. What the hell had they been doing before this? She should have made out with him every opportunity she got. He was sexy as hell. Her hands trailed down from his chest to his abs. She followed the v-shape of his hips and her hand rested just above his manhood. Her eyes looked for his permission, but the intensity with which Shiva was staring at her was making her feel butterflies in her stomach.

Shiva stepped closer to her and cupped her mounds. Raavi was surprised at the sudden contact. He leaned down and took one of her breasts in his mouth, flicking her nipple with his tongue. Raavi dug her nails deep into his skin as she moaned loudly. She could feel the heat between her legs, and her fingers dug in deeper, making Shiva hiss in pain. He glared at her, and before she could apologise, he picked her up by the hips, making her legs go around his hips. He carried her to their bed and threw her on.

Raavi took this chance and unbuckled his trousers, pulling it down in one motion. Shiva had to get rid of his trousers now, so he threw it aside. She took his member in her hand and ran her hand up and down on it. Shiva took her hands and laid her down on the bed, pinning her hands above her head. She was annoyed at being overpowered by him, but his lips crashed down on her and she completely forgot everything else. He kissed her roughly and eventually moved down to her neck while his hands travelled down her entire body.

His tongue focused on her breasts. He licked her nub and he pinched the other one with his fingers. Raavi screamed. Shiva was surprised for a second. His wife was a screamer. He continued licking her breasts. But what Raavi didn't expect was his hands pulling up her skirt and taking off her panties. His fingers touched her between her legs. He ran his finger down her folds and Raavi's toes curled with pleasure. She almost scratched his back as he continued running his finger down her bud.

Shiva stopped for a second to look at his wife's expression. Her eyes were half closed and she had a look of absolute ecstasy on her face. He smirked. The feeling of pride swelled in his heart for making his wife so happy. He got down from the bed and pulled her to the edge. Kneeling down, he pushed both of her legs apart, looking at her wetness between her legs. She was just as aroused as him. The thought excited him.

Raavi realised she wasn't all that nervous about her husband seeing her so naked. It felt so right and natural. He dipped his face between her lips and placed a kiss into her depths. Smirking, he moved his tongue up and down her folds. Raavi absolutely couldn't believe that he was touching her in such an intimate manner. Only he could her feel such things. She bit her lips as she felt his finger touch her bud. His gentleness disappeared as he started sucking her hard. She screamed out loud and unconsciously tightened her legs around his neck pushing him closer to her womanhood.

Shiva pushed her legs apart to get better access to her wetness. He continued his attack on her inner folds and she kept screaming his name. Raavi threaded her fingers in his hair and pushed his head closer to her warmth. He started sucking her bud and she started gyrating her hips towards his mouth. She had never felt such sensations in her body. It scared her a little yet she didn't want him to stop. Her control over herself disappeared as she started screaming out loud, without caring that almost the entire Somnath was right outside their door. He nipped her bud and jammed two of his fingers in her, making her throw her head back in pleasure. When he finally curled his fingers upwards, Raavi screamed out loudly losing her edge. Her visioned darkened and her toes curled, and she felt as if she had died for a second there. Her eyes closed for a minute as she lost all conscious.

"Raavi, tu thik hai?" Shiva asked.

Raavi tried to answer but no sound came out of her mouth. She could barely nod but got up. Shiva grabbed her waist and helped her sit up. Raavi hugged him tightly. She didn't want to let him go. She didn't want to imagine the possibility of him leaving her and getting married to someone else. Just the thought of him making love to another woman was enough to make her blood boil. She lifted herself up and sat on his lap, kissing him hard, biting his lower lips drawing blood. Shiva was stunned. He glared at her and Raavi glared back at him. They continued looking into each other's eyes in anger.

Shiva pulled her up and lined his hardness against her slit. Raavi pushed herself against it a little too harshly. She screamed out in pain but Shiva quietened her down with a kiss. He entwined his fingers in her hair and made her look at him. She adjusted herself against him and slowly started sitting down slowly, until he was buried deep inside her. Raavi gasped as she took the last inch inside him. Even though she was in a little bit of pain, it all disappeared when she looked into his eyes.

She began to grind herself against him, not exactly knowing what to do. Shiva lifted her up just a bit and started pushing himself against her, showing her what to do. She got the hint and began to ride him slowly. Shiva let her take the lead whilst pulling her body closer against himself. They continued to look into each other's eyes as she continued riding him. She let her arms roam around his body. The intensity with which Shiva was looking at her was making her go crazy. She sped up her movements and began to moan. Shiva was finding it incredibly sexy that his wife was moaning riding against himself whilst looking into his eyes. So sexy that he was afraid he might spill too soon.

Shiva pushed her down on the bed and took control. He pushed his length inside her tightness and began to move wildly. Raavi close her eyes and latched her legs around his waist to better accommodate him. She felt so complete, so full. Not having him inside her would feel unnatural now. Their hands entwined as he continued to pound into her. Raavi continued to scream out his name. Neither of them cared who heard them. In fact, they had forgotten all about the world outside them. They were lost in their pleasure.

Raavi cupped his face, bringing it closer to hers, as she kissed him gently this time. Shiva kissed her back just as gently but he continued moving roughly inside her. He knew he was about to lose control but he didn't want to lose his edge before she did. To make her come faster, he put his fingers down her fold and rubbed her button, which was already sensitive from her earlier orgasm. Raavi was close.

"Meri taraf dekh." Shiva ordered her. He wanted her to look into his eyes as she came.

Raavi had a hard time keeping her eyes open, yet she trained her eyes on her husband. The sheer intensity of his eyes pushed her over the edge. Her screams filled the entire room and Shiva stopped moving as he felt her muscles constricting. Her eyes almost rolled over as she came hard. Shiva stopped to memorise her face, and her screams. Her body went limp and she closed her eyes.

"Raavi..." Shiva pleaded.

Raavi nodded. Shiva continued to thrust into her with even more force. He was so close. Raavi pulled him closer to her and kissed him one last time. He came hard, spilling inside her. It was so intense for him that he dropped his weight on her, trying to catch his breath. Raavi wrapped her arms around his body, pulling him even closer. Shiva flipped their position, so as to not crush her. She lay on top of his body, with her eyes closed.

"Puja ka time ho gaya hai Shiva." Raavi said, as her eyes fell on the clock.

She was in no mood to get up, and she was exhausted, but they had to be in the puja. Her blouse was bunched up near the wall. Raavi walked over, half stumbling and picked it up and found that one of the dori was torn. She wore it and straightened her skirt. Shiva was still lying on the bed. Raavi found his kurta and trousers and threw it at him. When he still didn't move, she tried to pull him up.

"Hum puja pe nahi gaye toh sab naraz ho jayenge Shiva. Uth jaldi."

"Tujhe aise time pe bhi puja sujh raha hai gadheri?" Shiva asked.

"Nahi. Mujhe iss waqt puja ka koi shauq nahi hai par pura Somnath bahar khada hai. Sirf hum dono nahi rahe toh sab naraz ho jayenge."

Sighing, he got up and put on his clothes. Half the buttons of his kurta were missing but he didn't care. He looked at his wife who was walking kind of funny. Raavi couldn't walk straight. Her nether regions were too sore and she was feeling weird. He started laughing, but one glare from his wife shut him up. Shiva controlled his laughter and put his arm around her to help her walk.

They opened the door to their bedroom and stepped outside to see Sudesh, Rahul and Sneha standing there with a strange look on their faces. When Raavi and Shiva didn't emerge out of their bedroom in a long time, they decided to go check up on her, but they ended up getting the shock of their lives when they heard Raavi crying out loudly in the throes of pleasure, screaming her husband's name. Now that they had seen Raavi emerge from the bedroom, they were absolutely traumatised. Her hair was messed up and her clothes were too creased. She looked really exhausted and a little sweaty, and they way she was leaning onto Shiva told them entire the story of what happened.

Sneha and Sudesh were the first ones to leave. Rahul kept staring at Raavi but when he saw Shiva glaring at him and holding onto his wife's waist with a little bit more possessiveness, he backed off and left their house. They had no idea how disheveled they were looking nor did they know the fact that they were so loud that they traumatised those who heard it.

"Shiva, Raavi kaha the tum-" Dhara came looking for them but she stopped when she looked at the couple.

Raavi was absolutely disheveled and her clothes were a mess. Her neck was filled with hickeys. Shiva on the other hand had half of his buttons missing from his kurta. His hair was a mess and he had nail imprints on his neck. Dhara gasped loudly.

"Abhi ke abhi apne kamre mein jao. Puja mein aane ka sochna bhi mat." Dhara said

"Kyu kya hua Dhara di?" Raavi asked.

"Apni shakal toh ek baar aaine mein dekh lete." Dhara blushed. "Kal subah sabko bata dena tum dono ko divorce karna hai ya saath rehna hai."

She left quickly and Shiva and Raavi went to their room. They stood before the mirror and blushed at their own appearance. Raavi went and sat on the bed, but she couldn't even sit properly, so she lay down. Shiva took off his kurta and trousers and joined her on the bed. After a minute, Raavi stripped of her clothes and lay down beside him, pulling the blanket over their bodies.

"Shiva, ab kya?" Raavi asked.

"Ab kya?" He asked the same question.

"Tu..." She had no idea what to stay.

"Main divorce nahi chahta." Shiva said.

Raavi smiled. "Main bhi nahi."

Shiva pulled her above him and kissed her deeply. Raavi kissed him back. He gently combed her hair with his fingers. Raavi could barely keep her eyes open. She buried her face at the crook of his neck and closed her eyes.

"Meri biwi sirf tu hai aur teri jagah meri zindagi mein aur koi nahi le sakta." Shiva said.

"Meri zindagi mein bhi mere pati ke alawa koi nahi hai." Raavi said.

"Toh kal hum maa ko aur baaki sabko bata denge." Shiva said.

"Suman kaki nahi maani toh?" Raavi asked.

"Kal ka kal dekhenge. Aur waise bhi main bhi kam ziddi nahi hu." Shiva said. "Maa ko manake hi chodunga."

Raavi smiled and kissed his cheek. It was her way of saying thank you for choosing. They wanted to be with each other. If any of them had spoken out, things wouldn't have escalated so far. Or perhaps they just needed to bang. She closed her eyes and slept peacefully in his arms after weeks. Shiva kissed her forehead and immediately fell asleep.