Chapter Forty-One 

They say the best love is insane, yeah

I'll light your fire till my last day

"And how is my cat?" I asked Zayn as I walked down the busy streets of London. I was quite enjoying myself here, I felt almost like a new person. 

"Your cat is the spawn of Satan I swear. Like how the fuck does she stare at me all day? I don't get it." 

"I don't know man, did you try talking to her?" 

"No... That's crazy." 

"And painting faces on rocks isn't." 

"No, no it's not. Speaking of rocks, how are the kids?" 

"Creepy as hell." 

"Sounds about right. When do I get my children back?" 

"Oh so now they're your children." 

"Well they are half mine." 

"Really now? I always thought they took after you." 

"Jackass." 

"You love me." 

"Unfortunately." 

"So when are you coming to get your demon cat?" 

"Soon? I dunno really... I have to come back cause I'm selling my house and stuff..." 

"What do you mean selling your house?" 

"Exactly that. I'm selling my house. I found this law school down here, and well I've always wanted to go to one... and I can't afford it unless I sell my place." 

"Where are you going to live then?" 

"Probably in the same apartment building as Liam. I'm not leaving town, just downsizing is all." 

"God Harry, you scared me. I thought you were leaving me for forever!" Zayn sounded rather dramatic on the other end, making me roll my eyes.

"Oh, I could never leave you Zaynie." 

"Good, cause I seriously don't want to raise twenty kids by myself." 

"Why did it have to be twenty? Why not just one?" 

"To be honest, I have no idea." 

"That's stupid." 

"Yeah, I know. So does that mean you're coming back soon?" 

"Yeah, I'll probably be back for the weekend or something. Take care of my cat." 

"You never told me your cat's name." 

"That's cause she doesn't have one." 

"You didn't name your cat?" 

"Nope." 

"Can I name her Pussy?" 

"No." 

"Why not though?" 

"Because I'm not going have a cat named Pussy. Now I'm leaving, I'll see you this weekend. Please try not to kill my cat." 

"Okay, love you!" 

"Yeah yeah, love you too." And with that I hung up. It didn't take me long to reach the motel that I had been staying at for the past month and a half. 

It was hard to believe it had only been that long... 

It felt like forever.

I smiled at the motel manager, his name was Frankie. Nice guy, had a wife and two kids. His daughter made me play fairy princess with her the first week I stayed... We had a tea party, it was great. 

"You checking out Harry?" Frankie asked, a sad smile on his face. 

"Yeah, but I promise to come visit. Just have to head home for a little while." 

"Well Gabby will miss you, you better say goodbye before you head out." 

"Don't worry Frankie, I will." I swung my bag onto my shoulder, signing out as I looked into the back of his office. Gabby was sitting on the ground with her stuffed animals, having what looked like another tea party. 

"Hi there Gabs." I crouched down to her level, greeted with her smile almost instantly.

"Has Hazzy come to play?" 

"No, Hazzy has to go home now... but I wanted to say goodbye before I left." I smiled back at her, ruffling her hair a little as she frowned. 

"But who's going to have a tea party with me? Georgie is mean and won't play with me." 

"When I get back, I'll have a tea party with you." 

"Promise?" She held up her pinkie, her face extremely serious. 

"Promise." I hooked my pinkie with hers, kissing her forehead softly as I stood up again. 

"Hazzy, wait!" She grabbed her stuffed monkey, putting it in my hand. 

"Take Mr. Wiggles with you, that way you won't forget me." 

"I won't ever forget you Gabs, I'll take good care of Mr. Wiggles though." She smiled at me, letting go of my hand. I waved goodbye to Frankie as I walked out of the motel. Liam was waiting in his car on the curb, a wide smile on his face. 

"It's about time you came home." 

"You know I'm not staying right?" 

"Eh, once you get back you'll want to." He winked at me as he started up the car. 

"How are things back home?" I asked after a few minutes, the silence in the car almost deafening. 

"They're okay, I mean... Luke and Michael are finally official. Louis asked Calum to marry him." 

"Really? It's about time if you ask me." 

"Yeah, Lou wants you to be the best man." 

"What about Ashton? Did you guys ever ya know... Become a thing?" I wiggled my eyebrows, earning a slight glare from Liam. 

"No, we didn't. Unfortunately I'm very much in love with Luke still, and it sucks ass but he's happy. I can't change anything about it." 

"Well, you'll move on eventually?" 

"Kind of like you did?" I scoffed a little, shaking my head. 

"I didn't move on." 

"You sure act like you did." 

"How am I supposed to act?" 

"I don't know. It just seemed like you were hopelessly in love with him one day, and now you act like he wasn't even apart of your life. You act like you moved on." 

"I'm only acting like this because I'm scared of hurting him again." I looked out the window, biting my lip a little as I watched the passing buildings. 

"You can't let that fear control you Harry, if you don't man up... You'll lose him. And to put icing on the cake, you'll lose him to Alex." I stiffened at that, but shook my head anyways. 

"If that's what happens, then so be it. God knows I don't deserve him." I whispered the last part, not taking my eyes off the passing scenery. 

God knows I don't deserve him. 

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Well here's the long awaited Harry chapter.

Only four chapters left haha.

And just so everyone is aware, this isn't a Nalex book. 

It is a Narry.

So if you just be patient you'll get your Narry. 

Good lord.

On a different note, I got my peanut butter oreos back. 

Dedication: 

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