(Trying to slowly make my way into actual shit posting)

    So... My parents found out about my several suicide attempts. Now they are constantly tell me that they love me, making sure they have time to be with me and make sure my siblings don't mess with me. My most recent, and failed, attempt was because my sister Megan decided to a be a bitch all day to me. Saying mean things about me behind my back and then yelling that she hates me to my face. After she left I absentmindedly went to Kik and texted my friends, telling them the whole thing, talking to them during my attempt as well. They were trying to stop me, I stopped only thanks to them and my brother. My brother is GajeelTheGreat and I feel so bad for ranting about him like that. He saw the rant and is now very apologetic about it. He and my friends cheered me up. When I was talking to them all, she came back in and said; "No wonder I always call you a spoiled brat." Because I was on my tablet. It doesn't help that one of my close friends was diagnosed with cancer recently, that made me cry harder than I ever have before. I'm not saying a name, because they have a wattpad account. All I will say is that they might leave wattpad for the cancer reason. After Megan left, I had a panic attack, crying and shaking, wanting to choke myself to make the pain stop. I've talked too much, I'll stop now.

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                                                  Eaglewings out!