So...um yeah... I went to the hospital yesterday..... Turns out I have  a heart murmur! Yay... The doctor said I might grow out of it but
its a 50% chance I might not... My dad has a heart murmur.. Its
kinda bad and he has the chance of having a heart attack higher than most people. And for those who don't know what a heart murmur is... Its kinda like your heart stops pumping blood and you could have a heart attack at any moment. I'm scared. I'm only 12 and so many of my friends depend on me for help through depression because I know what they are going through. I went through and am still going through depression. I don't want to die when there are so many people depending on me. I'm the youngest of 15 kids. My mom says I'll grow out of the heart murmur but I'm still scared. And I'm getting surgery soon! Gonna have liquid nitrogen put on my skin! Yay its gonna be painful! I got three shots, they still hurt. I can't move my arm much do to the shots being so close to my (recently healed) fractured shoulder joint. I'm rambling so I'm gonna stop here.

    Have a good day/night my eaglets!! Eaglewings out!