So um... I'm crying right now.. And I don't know what to do... Im coughing up blood and my tears won't stop. I don't know what to do... I'm scared because my dad is abusive and doesn't like lbgtq people and I'm coming out as bi. Another thing is I'm scared of loosing my boyfriend. I barely see him and it doesn't help he got hurt over last weekend. I'm scared that he might get hurt more. He went rafting with a few friends and got thrown off his raft. He hit his chest on his friends hip and hit the water hard. He was unconscious for a bit. I got so scared when I found out. I'm still scared but he's okay. I'm ranting once again and I'm sorry for bothering you all. I'm just a mess that can only be removed with bleach....