Y'all already know a lot about me since I usually tell y'all what I'm doing, how I'm doing, and anything bothering me. But y'all don't really know, me, me. Like, how does redred act offline? Is she really a perverted fool? Does she actually curse a lot? Well that's what this chapter is for today folks. Let's get started shall we?

How did I find wattpad and what was my first story?

I found the online version of wattpad when I was super into Zoophobia. Bot like the phobia, the comic that Vivziepop made. I was like....9 or 10?
I was looking for some content. Like looking through images, going onto deviantart, anything that interested me.

So I see this website called wattpad and I get curious so I click. I'm not sure what the first book I read on wattpad was, all I know is that I liked reading all this cool content. Me being the idiot child I was, decided to make a fanfic of my own of my ship. And so I did. It didn't really get popular and I finished and published all the chapters in one day(they weren't that long)

Then I made a second book. A continuation of the first. Sort of like a oneshot book but I wasn't familiar with fanfiction terms yet so I called them short stories. And that book now has at least 1K views. My little child mind would've exploded if she knew that her book has 1K views and then when she got older she would get 4K views on another oneshot- I mean short stories book.

What was my first fandom?

Zoophobia and furry fandom. Zoophobia led me to the furry fandom and I made my first oc, Carrie. And oh my god was she a mary sue. I'll elaborate more on the next question no one asked. The warriors was the third fandom I joined and the first of which I wrote over 5 stories, all not finished, for. I actually wrote one on this account but I grew so bored of it that I never updated it and deleted it. But only OG redred3drawers will remember.

Carrie. Tell us about her. Now.

Carrie was a red and yellow fox that I made off of a picture I drew for my 4th grade friend. I eventually made her anthropomorphic. I think I still have pictures somewhere...but I did redraw her. She had an amber eye and a blue eye and her blue eye kinda looked like a shitty version of sans. She always either had her hair in a ponytail, down, or just had no back hair.

She had like these feather clips on her ears and she had this obnoxious amount of floof on her chest. Like it  always was peeking out of whatever clothes I drew her in. Sometimes I would draw her in a blue and yellow kinda onesie? Like it had a shirt but like it was too blended in with her pants. And I drew her a bra strap sometimes even though I didn't know what that was. I was just following anything I saw.

She had this golden little tooth poking out from her mouth and of course she had a really fluffy tail. Here's the redraw I did of her.

This is not hee exact design. Her design didn't have the extra stripe on her ear and both ears were yellow and red. It's kinda unfinished as I didn't really finish blurring the shading and I didn't bother to color the lines. She had at least 9 feathers too. One clip had 3 feather. One on one ear, another on the other ear, and one somewhere else. Maybe on her ear.

I really wanna rename her too. Carrie is too...meh. OH. I forgot to tell y'all but she did have wings. And she had a love interest named Felix. Who was just an orange and white fox with a studded collar, blue shirt, grey pants, and blue eyes. I'm gonna edit this soon after I find a picture of him, and redraw/redesign him.

How did I find hetalia?

It was a cold, grayish 6:00 am. I was looking for more countryhumans as vines when I stumbled across hetalia as vines. It had Russia in the thumbnail. The name Russia. So I got curious and clicked. There was this guy named Prussia. I just thought they spelled Russia wrong. So I eventually looked up Russia and Prussia. Then I looked up hetalia. Again, I was confused. I didn't think about it again until I saw best of Italy- hetalia. I got curious again.

And I clicked.

I loved it. I loved how funny it was, I loved the stereotypes. I eventually found myself watching hetalia clips, looking up more information about this strange anime. I found character songs.

At first, I cringed at the sight of it. But I still clicked. I actually really liked China's marukaite chikyuu. I eventually listened to each marukaite. It was really catchy and I memorized the song in two weeks.

I found usuk. My first ship. I loved it and I found myself looking on YT, looking online, downloading wattpad again after months of not think about this place.

Then I found gerita.

Then I found Rusame.

Then I found ukus.

And I found more and more ships until I was sucked into the fandom fully. I read my first fic in 2019 of December. And ever since then, I've been a loyal citizen of this hell we call hetalia. I really do love the fandom and all our weird memes, but soon I'm gonna leave once I get older. The hetalia fandom soon will die as more and more people leave.

Hetalia is like the vocaloid of fandoms. It brings in people and helps them gain creativity, and then let's them go. This goes for every fandom of course but I just thought of hetalia and vocaloid.

Whenever I do leave the fandom, I'll probably never forget the characters that led me to explore different things like writing an actual story and writing a oneshot book. And if I ever leave, I'll probably cry. But whenever I leave is not gonna be this year or next year. Hell, maybe even 2022 if we ever make it to 2021. I do know eventually I'll have to abandon this account like many others. But this time I have a plan. A good one, so if I ever do leave, I won't leave behind good friends. I won't tell you the plan. It's top secret!

Soon it's gonna be at least 2 years since I've joined hetalia, statehumans, and countryhumans. Ha, kinda funny how I joined these fandoms at around the same time, just a month apart. Next year marks my third year on wattpad. I honestly can't wait until then. November marks a year since I've made my YT channel. And in July, it'll be 2-3 years since I first joined amino. I'm a growing changing person. Just remember that. If I ever seem inactive remember this. I may be busy with something, I may be taking a hiatus, I may be focusing on something else like putting my works up on Ao3.

Why do you think I've put so many comments on many America oneshot books and depressed America books? To take over? No that's just an excuse. I just don't wanna be forgotten. I wanna be remembered as, the one who was everywhere. I'm gonna have to find more fanfiction soon. I'm already 490 fanfics in deep, I ain't leaving without leaving my mark.

So....good night to y'all. Have a jolly good time tonight or fall asleep. Who knows? And, thank you.

Now here's a thing I did since you guys are such good kids.

Oh and what the hell, another one.