I just really wanted to tell you something that won't matter to you that's all. Well things haven't really been good lately I've been mostly sad in America, no, I don't miss anyone, I just feel sad for no reason. I had depression but that was before, I don't mind it anymore. I just feel like my friends hate me or just use me I don't even know if my Best friend likes me or not. I don't know why I'm feeling like this... I've been hit by reality lately. Like, whether I should really trust my own best friend I just feel like I hate every one I don't know why? I just try too act normal even though I want to cry. Eh..maybe just mood swings. Don't mind me that's all thanks for reading until the end I guess...