Every time I log in via laptop they change this website so if it wasn't hard to figure out before it's getting worse for me. aaaaaaaaa

Anyways, time to spout bull shit no one will care about anyways. I mean these are only here just so people are aware I'm still active/alive. 

Fifth week of college is coming up and I just want to sleep. I thought I'd feel better but between all the calls home and my grandma passing away last week I haven't been feeling as mentally stable as I had hoped. That and I haven't had a proper night of sleep for the past week...I'm still taking my meds so I don't understand wtf is up but its back to how I was before the meds...sigh. Also haven't been eating as frequently I dunno if i lost anything though, I try eating when I can but theres just days when I dont eat for like 8 or 9 hours or something I dont keep track of time unless if I have class. 

So thats whats been up aka why nothing is being updated or worked on please don't whine I'm sick of whiners I'm too busy whining about l i f e. 

maybe i'll make dumb oneshots if i have time or feel like it but right now i just want to sle e p