9: Fell for him again?!
I'm so sorry for the late update..*90 degree bow* so here's the chapter..;)
A quick recap...
Haneul heard from Key that the librarian needed some help. So Haneul took that opportunity to apologize Taemin and they end up working in a big library which is a little far from the rest of the classrooms and almost 10 times their classroom.. and she apologizes.Taemin doesn't reply back.. So she's annoyed and stands up to leave..only to be met by Taemin's lips.♥
Haneul's POV
Taemin pulled me down and kissed me gently. At that moment I was totally lost . It was my first kiss. My eyes were triple times it's original size. I can't move." I should push him" I thought. But I can't. It's not because I'm enjoying it. It's just that I'm not in my senses. I can't react. I don't know what i should do. My mind went blank. After a few seconds, he stopped kissing. I blinked my eyes 2 to 3 times. I wanted this to be a dream not reality. I cant lose my first kiss to a person whom i hate. I was like What the.... did you do to me? He slowly stood up and left the place without any reaction. I watched him leave. After some 10 steps he turned backwards and gave me a wink.
That was when I came back to my senses. Anger gushed throughout my body. I can't believe the fact that he stole my virgin lips. I thought of pulling out that winking eyes. *violence* I want to let out the anger that I'm holding right now coz if i don't do it I'll probably be a very mad woman. If i mean very mad I really do mean it. I screamed like hell totally unaware of the fact that I'm in the school library. To my fortune, the librarian wasn't there.
"Did that guy just kiss me?!?!" I spoke loud and let out a huge Aahhh!!!!!! Sound. I screamed like those who saw a real ghost. I still can't reduce my anger. The first thought that came to my mind was to go to the washroom. I ran towards it and stood up before the mirror and washed my lips in the flowing water. I feel so disgusted by the thought that his lips were on mine. I rub and scrub my lips to the point they'll bleed. I washed even my face and just marched towards the classroom. It was break time. I searched Key. I want to tell him and i should tell him. I saw a back view of a person who is talking to someone and I can tell that he's Key. I walked fast towards him and roughly pulled his arm to face me. He was surprised by my action.
I controlled all my anger and just said "Can we talk?". "Yes. Ofcourse! Any problem?" He asked with a wide eye seeing my "controlling" expression.
I was in the verge of shouting and telling him that Taemin kissed me. But I controlled. "Taemin kissed me" I said closing my eyes and balling up my fists. He blinked for a second and asked "Then?" in a usual tone. I didn't expect this. I SERIOUSLY DIDN'T EXPECT THIS!! He doesn't believe me. That's it! I can't control my anger.
"I'M TELLING YOU THAT GUY TAEMIN JUST KISSED ME AND YOU ARE REPLYING ME A "THEN"?!!GO REPORT TO THE TEACHER THAT HE ASSAULTED ME GODDAMNIT!!!! I shouted furiously. He was taken back by my action. The students who stayed in the class just became silent for a second and started laughing out loud. I was perplexed.
"Don't take it seriously Haneul! Even I daydream about him, like he's hugging me or kissing me" a girl next to me said and giggled."Seems like Haneul also fell for our Taemin! Well join the club!!" I heard one of the girls behind me saying. I couldn't believe my ears. I didn't tell that I kissed him. I said he kissed me. And why are those people telling that I fell for him instead of He fell for me??!?!?!
"Yah! You are so good at daydreaming. How come you are making it look realistic?" I heard one of them saying and giggling. I just stared at Key and left the classroom.
I have no idea where I'm heading to. Those people are thinking that I'm daydreaming . No one ever trusts me, even my best friend Key. I've never felt this way. I want a person whom i really want to rely upon. I walked and walked with my eyes on the ground. The thing that Taemin did to me tripled my hatred towards him. I was murmuring... no most likely cursing him for doing this to me..for stealing my first kiss.. Suddenly i bumped into something.
"Hey, Are you alright?" I heard a voice of a guy. I looked up. He was tall. Very tall when compared to me."No, not really" I said the truth and made a quick bow and started walking away without even seeing his face.
I was in so much confusion and anger that i didn't realize that a guy was following me. I was in no mood to think of it. I walked straight to the café and sat down. I turned back and he was still there. Stalker?! Duh.. Whatever! I want to cool my anger first. I ordered a coke.
"I'm sorry madam, there is only one coke can and the person sitting over there has ordered it" he said pointing the guy who was following me."We have other drinks like a-" "No, I don't want anything" I said and went to the table. I'll walk to my class atleast after relaxing for a while. The sun shone brightly and the light directly hit my face. I was in a deep thought so I didn't care about that. All of a sudden the light was blocked and when I looked up I saw the same guy, the stalker. As i saw him only from a distance, I didn't really get to see his features. He had a face with a perfect jaw line, sharp nose and huge eyes . His face sparkled in the sunlight.
"Here, miss. You can take the coke" he said. At last i found a guy to whom i can dump my anger. "Do I look like a person yearning for charity work. I don't want anyone to concern about me. First of all Why are you even following me? Don't you have any other work other than following me. I'm in my own tension and worries. Don't bother me! I-" I was cut off when he showed me a pink wallet.
"I'm really sorry for following you. But you dropped your wallet when we bumped into each other. I followed you just to give this to you. And sorry again for making you mad. You said you're not okay and you looked a bit tensed so I was wondering how should I approach you and that's why I followed to give this to you" he said with a warm smile. I felt guilty of my act. I scolded myself mentally.
"I'm really sorry for shouting at you. So you're that person whom i bumped onto? Sorry for that too. I thought you were a stalker" I said apologetically.
"Do I look like one?" He said smiling at me. "Definitely not" I said smiling back. "Sorry for asking you but is there any problem? Why are you looking so worried? " He asked me.
"It's a not a big thing. It's just that no one ever trusts me. I said the truth and no one's believing my words" I said sighing hard. It's my biggest problem, I can't hold anything inside. I'll let out everything even to this person who is a complete stranger to me. He simply nodded. "It's simple. Just go and ask the the reason why are they not trusting you. If they point out any bad thing as the reason, try to correct it or just try to prove them that you are right" he said.
He had a point. I'm the first person to be friends with Key and why would he not believe me. I have to know the reason. I looked up the clock and realized that I have classes to attend. I stood up to leave. "Thanks for the concern and for the coke!" I said cheerfully. "Anytime!" He said. I waved at him. After a few steps only I realized that I shared my issues with a person without even knowing his name.
I rushed back to the café to ask his name. But to my disappointment he wasn't there. Well, I'll ask his name for sure when we meet again. I entered my class. I feel so annoyed when I think that I must sit with Taemin. I went to my place and took my belongings and left to the next desk.
"Hi Amber! Can I sit here?" I said pointing the empty desk. "Of course Yes" she said. We became good friends recently. She has boyish features that I mistook her for a boy when i first met her. But she's really cool though. An awesome friend to hang out with.
"I heard that you created a ruckus during the break. What happened?" She asked worriedly. I already said about Taemin to her and she hardly believed it. "Don't worry about it. You won't believe me anyways" I said taking out my books. "About Taemin again?" She asked with a duh expression. "Yes" I replied. "What's it about?" She asked. Ufff.... not again. Before I could reply her, the girl behind me cut my conversation.
"She says that Taemin kissed her. It's unbelievable right?" She said mocking at me. Amber just stared at her with a *mind your business* look and turned towards me. "Come on Haneul! Look at that guy, he looks so like a workaholic. More like a book worm or..or..like a robot or perfectionist. Ah.. I can't find an appropriate word, How could anyone believe your words when they see him like this. I think you imagine way too much. Control you imagination Haneul ah." she said and tapped my shoulders.
"Imagination?! Duh.. I don't wish to spoil my mood again by arguing. "Let's keep it as imagination until I prove it"I thought and started doing my work. And out of nowhere Key appeared.
"It's not imagination, it's HALLUCINATION" he said and walked towards us. (A/N :Key has interest in psychology ) I was in no mood to listen their stupid conversation.
"How do you tell it's Hallucination?" Amber asked curiously.
"Let me ask you a simple question. Did anyone see Taemin kissing you?" He asked eagerly waiting for my reply. I shook my head,
"Even she wouldn't have seen it!" Amber said.
"Why?" Key asked.
"Yah! It's a common knowledge that people close their eyes when they kiss! You're such a dick head!" She said with a *I know everything* aura.
Key simply stared at her with a * if you give such dumb answers again I'll murder you for sure* look. I was in no mood to answer him. I'm ending up like a mentally retartded person. I was boiling in anger. The topic is going nowhere.
"What do you do when you are happy?" He asked.
"Key! Taemin kissed me! A-" I was cut off.
"Oh! So you imagine Taemin kissing you when you are happy?" He said with a smile. I'm off limit now.
"Why don't you trust me, Key?!" I said in a hyper angry voice.
"It's not that I don't trust you Haneul. It's just unbelievable! You were the one who first rushed to the door when Taemin stood up to go to the library. And you were also digging things in his bag. Also, you said that he copied the answers from the solution book but he solved it all when the teacher asked him to do it! You are just day dreaming.The things which doesn't happen in reality seems like happening and that's what you call it as Hallucination! He said and gave a stop to his speech.
I have explanations for everything he said but I just remained silent. These people make me look crazy.
"You're in the first stage of Hallucination" he said as though he accomplished a Doctorate in Psychology.
"I'm leaving this place right now" I said controlling my rage and walked back to my place. I feel it's better to sit with Taemin than sitting with people who think I'm mentally retartded.
I banged my bag against the he desk. "You'll have to pay for this Lee Taemin!" I said and sat beside him. He remained silent. Hours passed and the school was over. I wanted to clear my head and so I went for a walk.
"Not a single day since I enrolled in this school was a pleasant one" I sighed kicking a small rock while walking back to my home."I hate this life! " i said to myself. All of a sudden a guy pulled me to the corner of a road, a narrow path which is barely visible to the outsiders. He pushed me against the wall with his one hand closing my mouth from screaming and another hand leaning the wall for support. I was trapped by his arms. My heart almost stopped by the sudden action.
My eyes were a little blur because of the street light. Eventhough I barely saw the guy' s face, I could assure that the man looked stunning. His hair was a bit messed up but in a hot way. He wore an earing on one side which matched well with his silver jacket. It looked like he came straight from a party or club. I couldn't see his facial features. But he just looked awesome. He had a breath taking hotness in him. The way his eyes moved, the way his hands were on my lips, it was like asthough I was in a dreamland. He caught me staring at him. We made an eye contact. I fell for him. It was a love at first sight moment for me. After my vision became normal, I made a closer look at him. That what was when reality hit me. I froze on the spot when I recognized him.
"God! Taemin!!!! Do you have a death wish!!" I said taking his hand from my mouth. I couldnt believe my own eyes. Is this Taemin?! He looked very different...VERY different. I'm ashamed of the fact that I fell for him twice. Shit!!!!!
"Dont be mad. I'm really sorry about the kiss Haneul. It's j-just that i couldn't control my emotions that time. I-"
"Stop it Taemin! My hatred towards you increases every time I see you. And what did you say? Emotions?! If you have some thing called "emotions" then you should understand my plight and stop giving me headaches! Now move away before I call for the people!" I nearly shouted at him.
Suddenly his lips became narrow.. forming a smirk. What is he planning to do now?! He slowly leaned towards me..his fore head touching mine..his lips were only inches apart and his eyes looking straight into mine.
"Didn't you just admire me when i pushed you against the wall?" He asked in a low tone consuming the distance between us. My body became numb and my face was as red as a tomato. I could feel his hot breath against my face. My anger slowly vanishes and it is being replaced by an unknown feeling.
"Do you like me this way?...Hmm?" He whisphered further leaning and tilted his head sideways..My heart was beating against my rib cage. "He is going to kiss you again you stupid Haneul! What are you doing?! Just push him!" My mind screamed. But I couldn't. Somewhere in the corner of my medulla oblaganta I want this to happen. I don't know why. I feel butterflies in my stomach. I closed my eyes and my hands gripped on his jacket involuntarily. Suddenly he stops leaning forward when his lips were only millimeters away and he moves towards my ears.
"So, do you want me to kiss you? You're dirty minded Haneul. I like this side of you too" he whispered in my ears and moved a little back to see my blushed face, leaving me in the same :closed eye, fully blushed face, numb body,hands gripped in his jacket: position.
"Open you're eyes! I'm too tempting right? Woah... You're falling for me without realizing..." He said smiling with full happiness all over his face. I don't what to see him again. I'm embarrassed...Its SO EMBARRASSING!!!!!!
"Seems like apologizing you this way is the best! I'm going to try it again later. I never thought you'll allow me to do this to you. You're clueless, my princess" he said smiling wickedly. I just noticed that my hands were still placed on his jacket.I quickly removed it and pushed him hard. I ran away from that place like a crazy woman, not even bothering about the people who stared at me weirdly by my act. "I hate you so much Taemin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I screamed my lungs out when i entered my apartment.
How's the update guys? Did you enjoy it? I gave a small hint to the "new guy".. a true SHINEE fan will guess it correctly I believe...hehehe..,and guys please comment your views about the story.. tell me if there's anything that I should change.. your comments encourage me... even though it maybe a small "fighting" it really matters a lot to me... And my story has reached over 1k...yeah!!!!!! *pats my own back*... it's impossible without you readers... Saranghae and continue to wait for my next update♥♥♥♥
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