33. One Step Closer...
"Maybe...because of our rumors.." he smirked.
"W-WH-WHAT?!" I nearly screamed.
"Just kidding..it's because the day is good" he smug smiled.
He is trying to be humorous?! This person is really acting weird now.Over advancement in a single day!
"Hey...I said it for fun" he elbowed me.
"Oh.." I half smiled. It's definitely not funny though!
"Sorry..I suck at being humorous" he admitted finally giving up.
"No...it's okay. It's just I was taken aback a little" I smiled it off. When he was about to speak, my phone rang.Not again!!!!!!!! I excused myself from Kai and went out.
It's Taemin again. He has actually called me for 2637th time. This is definitely a head ache. I was actually angry with him but he added fuel to the fire by telling me to wear tight or whatever dresses when I'm chatting with him. He is purely disgusting!
I just reject his call this time. I was about to get punished when I was constantly fidgeting with my phone during class hours. When I turned it off, that pervert is calling Minho, Key, Amber and everyone and disturbing them. He's really getting on my nerves.
"WHAT IS THAT YOU WANT?!!" I shouted through the phone.
"You~" he sang. I balled up my fists.
"YAH!!! I'LL KILL YOU IF YOU CALL ME AGAIN!!!!" I shouted.
"Kill me then! That way you can touch me right~" he sang again. OH MY GOD!!!!! HELP ME FROM THIS PERVERT!! :'(
"YOU'RE DISGUSTING!!" I shouted again.
"No..it's just that I love to irritate you" he said.
"END THE CALL NOW. I'M VERY ANGRY WITH YOU!"
"Are you angry with me because I told the color of your li-"
"SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!! DON'T TELL IT!! YES. I'M ANGRY BECAUSE OF THAT! AND ALSO BECAUSE OF YOUR CONSTANT TORTURES OF CALLING ME DURING THE CLASS HOURS!" I shouted.
"It wasn't even my fault. I just came to know that you become a stripper at night"
"I DON'T STRIP WHILE SLEEPING! I DON'T HAVE THAT HABIT!"
"Oh...Then start to develop it" I could hear him smirking.
"PERVERT! PERVERT! PERVERT!" I shouted in the phone and I received glares from people around me. But I didn't bother about it and went to a place where no human can be seen walking around,
"Even though I badly want to watch you stripping, you know... I have a great respect for these flat chested girls and I have my own self control issues. That's why I texted you hoping you'll see it an-"
"TAEMIN! YOU'RE TESTING MY PATIENCE! DON'T CALL ME THAT! I'M TELLING THIS FOR THE 1727354TH TIME, I'M NOT FLAT CHESTED!!!!!!"
"Sometimes truth sounds bitter!" He chuckled.
"I HATE YOU!!" I boiled in anger. If he was there in front of me now, I would've killed him and I would be happily flying to hell.
I'm actually tired of this. He's all the time talking dirty things with me and he had succeeding in changing my innocent mind to a corrupt mind. YES . MY MIND IS CORRUPTED TO THE POINT I COULD UNDERSTAND..fine, just forget about it. I don't wanna spoil your innocent minds.
Well ya, back to the topic.
The school was empty as the final bell rang like before an hour. The day was dreadful as I don't know what vengeance does that Math mam has on us as she had given us a pile of homework. She is just the devil in disguise.
I walked around the campus as I had no plans in going home. I thought if finishing the math assignment but I had no mood. I walked and walked to the point my legs became weak. Why in the world am I even walking? Well that's because I'm bored and jobless.
Just to interrupt the thoughts going on in head, I heard a faint sound of my favorite song. My legs voluntarily moved to the place and that included 10 minutes of walking and 20 minutes of running. Yes. I couldn't find the source from where the music is echoing.
Finally, the Lord God has shown mercy upon. I found the place which was at the back of our school's auditorium. The music got louder and louder as I took each and every step towards the place. The room was only used by the dancers for any extreme dancing competitions.
I opened the door slowly as I don't want to interrupt anybody. I made sure that the door didn't make a sound while it's been shut by me who's tip toeing like a thief trying to sneak while the inmates are sleeping.
When my eyes came into contact with the thing that was moving in front of me, my eyes widened. Just like they say, if you see something that you feel attractive, everything appears in slow motion. I was not a super fan of this fact until I saw this. By the way, it was just the back view of a..guy..
His legs smooched the floor with kisses like moonwalks. Oops...another example of how my mind is currently working because of that bastard's influence. His hair was perfectly messed up that any girl would want to ruffle it. He was doing wonders with his hands. The music was slow and he was slaying it with his moves.
The music suddenly stopped and he slowly turned back. I squinted my eyes a little and when I recognized that person, my eyes widened with surprise.
He smirked. And the reason behind that smirk of his is because I was looking at him all this while with my mouth agape.
"Y-You dance really well!" I recollected my senses and my voice sounded coarse because of drooling.
"I know that..." Kai simply stated and got down the stage.
Why am I always encountering with him when he's doing something extraordinarily attractive??
"What brings you here?" He spoke up.
"J-Just...The music sounded good and I just walked to this place.." I said.
He panted a little while his sweat was dripping on the floor. He sat on the floor and sipped his bottle. I carefully watched him as his Adam's apple moved up and down.
He gasped a little and stretched his head back wards with his hands gripping the floor and his legs wide spread.
Am I invisible? How can one act so seductively in the presence of a girl?!
He gestured me to sit next to him. I raised my eyebrow up but later obliged him. I went and sat next to him leaving a decent space between us.
"So...I look happy today..huh?" He asked me and I just nodded my head bringing my knees to my chin.
"Your smile is really warm.." I said.
"You never know who's falling in love with your smile.." I giggled remembering how the girls went crazy when he smiled short during his performance. He sure will get a girlfriend before he leaves this school if he smiles like that all the time.
He kept on staring at me.
"What?"
"N-Nothing" he replied.
He stretched his legs and laid down with his hands on his heart and his eyes looking up with that smile playing on his lips again.
"It's pretty right?" He spoke up while pointing the ceiling.
I looked up and I could see hundreds of fluorescent color stars stuck on the ceiling. I giggled. I had the same thing in my room years back. Just then I remembered something.
"You like to watch stars?" I asked him.
"How come you know?"
"Nah..it's just the other day too you were staring at the stars.." I said.
"If you connect the stars correctly, you secret wish will be fulfilled.."
"Hahaha..and who said that?"
"It's my stupidest belief" he chuckled.
"I have the biggest of guilt which I've been boring in my heart for years... and to clear that is my wish. So I do these weird stuff..." he said while hands drawing something in the air.
"G-Guilt?" I looked at him.
He turned towards my side and rested his hand to support his head and raised his eyes upwards to match my level as I was sitting next to him.
"It's because of me.... my mother and my sister passed away..."
My eyes widened with shock.
There was a minute of silence until he spoke up.
"My parents loved me so much. They did everything for me. But it was me who turned their lives miserable. To the point I turned the car steering while my father was driving. Our car bumped into a truck and I blacked out. All I could hear was my mom's screaming for help. I woke up in a hospital bed the next day. My father was in a critical situation and they told me that they could not save my younger sister and my mother. I didn't realize my fault that time... cause I was too young.
I watched my relatives as they lifted my mom's and sister's coffin to the grave yard. It took months for my dad to get cured. I could see my dad mourning at the thought of my mom. I thought he would hate me...but he didn't. We later moved to my dad's place and my father introduced me to my grandma for the first time. She didn't like me. She told me the bitter truth that... I was adopted. I didn't believe her words at first but later I realized her words were true. Yes, I was adopted.
She hated my presence. But I grew up without realizing it... and every time my father left me to go for business trips, I experienced hatred. She would humiliate me in front of everyone saying worst things about me and even servants were treated better than me. Everyday she used to tell me that if I weren't there in theirs life, they would have been happy and alive. I cried alone every night waiting for my mom to embrace me. But how can she? It's me who killed her.
People with whom I grew up with, hated me so much even though I loved them. She said that I'm a person of bad luck bringing sorrow where ever I go. I missed my little sister who would wipe my tears when I cry and my mom who would hug me with all her warmth.
This world is really cruel. I experienced a lot of things which a person could not even think of experiencing. I didn't want to be a burden in anyone's life. So..I decided to be alone. I forgot to smile. I never wanted to be close to anyone cause love will only bring pain later. Only the guilt of killing my own mother and sister who did nothing but adopt me and give more love to me than to their own daughter.
I moved to Seoul 2 years back anyone and enrolled in school. Nobody spoke with me and neither i was interested in their talks. I go to clubs and all to let the loud music distract my thoughts. Destiny brought me here to this school. At last I found a person who likes to converse with me even though I don't reply. Trying her best to make me laugh. And here I am.. Smiling again...because of you" he said as his eyes were looking at me.
There was a minute of silence again.
"I, seriously have no idea why I'm telling these to you. I never really opened anything about me to anyone. And never once had a person with whom I share my issues. You're totally stranger to me but...I feel like I'm really attached to you. You really have a magic in you..to heal other's hearts" he chuckled and got up.
My eyes were filled with tears. I didn't know that the stupid acts of mine to make him laugh would almost change him. He definitely has the most painful past and he is blaming himself for a mistake that he did playfully.
This kid was too lonely and has experienced things which no person would even think of experiencing. He's really very lonely and to think that I mean so much to a person who's this lonely, I could only cry in happiness.
I got up from the ground and made my way towards him. I swung my arms open around him, hugging tighter as ever. When I pulled back, I was welcomed by Kai with his wide eyes. It is clearly evident that he was utterly shocked by my sudden action.
"Thank you so much, Kai. Because of you, I feel so special.." I smiled as I wiped the happy tears trailing down my cheeks.
He didn't tell anything but simply stared at me. I breathed loud and moved out of the place along with Kai.
Kai said he has to practice for his musical and so he didn't join me on my way to home.
I walked back to my home alone while a lot of things processed in my head. I feel pity for Kai. I'll try my best to cheer him up and I should make sure that he doesn't turn to his old nature. I will be his best friend whom he could rely on.
I don't know what to think. My mind is fully messed up. One half is thinking about Kai. Another half is thinking about Taemin.
I sat on my beanbag staring at the rosary bracelet which Taemin gave me. It's been 2 weeks since he left and I feel like crying every time I think of him.
Sometimes, I just stare at the windows. That place reminds me of his confession. He was kneeling down with roses in his hands.And it's been exactly 6 months since that day. Every time I think of it, I smile like an idiot. Sometimes when I miss him so much in school, I just go to the renovated floor or the Kissing Booth as people named it.
There are times that I cried so much. When people humiliate me, just because we love each other, I missed his warm hug. I miss his presence , his voice, his touch, his gaze, his smirks, his scent, his everything..
Why am I crying again?! Every single day before I go to sleep, Taemin will be the only one who comes to my mind and not a single day has passed without crying. I still have his coat with me, the one he draped around me during our date. And sometimes I sleep wearing that if I miss him so much.
I don't want to tell anything to him, the way I miss him so much because I don't want to make it for him. He already has several problems but facades as though he's always free. I know about that idiot. He's acting happy and all smiley just in front of me.
I love you Taemin.
Author's POV
Taemin also missed her so much. During the first day of school itself, he got a ton of proposals from girls but he rejected everything like a boss. He's generally considered as a cold guy according to everyone in the school by the way he acts. But it's Haneul who can change him the other way in a fraction of second.
Taemin called her again disturbing her thoughts. She smiled as soon as she saw his number on the dial screen but she remembered that she was angry with him. But all her anger over him will always vanish whenever he speaks with her. But she still has some dignity left over. He just can't act that perverted towards her.
"What?" She asked.
"It's boring here!" he said and she could hear loud chatters on the other line.
"Where are you now?" She asked him.
"School..." he stated.
"Just speak something, Haneul.." he added.
"Why all of a sudden?" She asked.
"No..its just that I'm so desperate for you..."
"Oh really?"
"So...Can I kidnap you here?"
"Well..If you want to.." she replied.
"Can I irritate you?" He asked.
"I'll kill you.."
"Can I take that as a "Yes"?"
"Taemin, I'll definitely murder you"
"About the color of yo-"
"SHUT UP!!! WHY ARE YOU SO INTERESTED IN MY UNDERGARMENT COLORS?! DONT YOU FEEL EMBARRASSED IF I ASK YOU THAT QUESTION?!" She screamed.
"No..I definitely won't. I'd rather be happy. Wait a second...Well, I'm wearing black boxers.." he said and her face fully heated up.
"Pervert! Pervert!" She shouted.
"I get fully charged when you call me that!" He chuckled.
"You're seriously....an idiot!" She suppressed her laugh.
"So..."
"Hmm...."
"I love you.." he smiled.
"Love you too.." she blushed.
"How much?"
She smiled. How much?? "What has gotten into him?" She thought. But she was really happy that they are having a conversation with out any pervertic talks. And she loves it when Taemin speaks with her like this.
"Hmm... To the moon and back.." she smiled.
"You?" She asked him.
"To the point I'll eat your cooking for 1 week.." he laughed at his own sentence. But Haneul had a -_- face.
"Just now the conversation went nice!" She thought.
"Only for one week?"
"Yes. Cause I don't know whether I'll be alive the next day after that one week.." he laughed again. But this time, Haneul herself laughed.
Aren't they being too fluffy?! I just can't handle it! Taemin's friends who's all around him, listening to their conversations secretly, shouted.
"By the way, let's video chat tonight too.. Today I'm all set to watch you stripping..I can't wait for the day where I loc-"
"SICK PERVERTED CREATURE! I THOUGHT THE CONVERSATION WAS GOING REALLY WELL! YOU NEVER CHANGE WONT YOU!! PERVERT!" she shouted cutting him off.
"I want to talk to her!" Haneul heard a lady voice on the other line.
Before she could even ask him who she she is, the girl grabbed Taemin's phone from his hand.
"Hello. Nice to talk to you..You're Jung Haneul right?.." she asked.
"Yes.." she replied with her eyebrows raising up.
"It's really great and envious at the same time to see that Taemin cherishes you so much. To the point he stares at your wallpaper in his phone for hours together, coldly rejects all the girls proposals, refuses to hang out with girls which he usually does etc.... etc... But have you experienced heart breaks? It literally kills you from inside. The thought that all your love for each other is gonna end soon itself makes my heart happy..." she stated rubbing her fingernails.
"What do you mean?" Haneul balled up her fists.
"Well that's because I'm your boyfriend Lee Taemin's fiance" she smirked evilly.
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