chapter 1 vulnerable
Denkies POV
I'm sitting in the common room arguing with mina about wich is better,"creeper aw man" or "hit or miss"when we all got a nonafacation on our phones.it was from bakugo and the caption was "sorry denki guess she just has a typ I scroll down to see this
Sh-sh-shes cheating on me.every one was just looking in shock while jirou walks twords me and has the nerve to say
"Denki I-I never ment to hurt you let me explain"a tear starts form in my eyes but I hold it back
"Everyone thinks I'm stupid,everyone thinks that im some oblivious idiot who doesnt know anything,everyone acts like all I am is a joke,but I'm human too,MY WHOLE LIFE ISNT JUST MEMES AND JOKES"i started to cry mid entrance
"Via Instagram really,I had to find out through Instagram, that's worse then text dumping and especially when it comes from bakugo"i walk away and go up to my dorm.
I lay down and just think about what just happend,I should not have yelled and especially not in public but who does that like if your gonna cheat dont make out in public.i get a text from mina saying,I'm sorry that happend I honestly had no idea...and by the way hit or miss is better.i simply text back saying creeper aw man is superior then turn off my phone I try to sleep until I hear a knock at my door,i open it and there standing was momo and jirou I try to close the door but momo pushes it back open
"Were truly sorry we where gonna tell you we promise"momo says to me with a guilty expression on her face
"How long"thats all I said
"What do-"but before jirou could finish I cut her off
"How long have you been cheating"
"A couple months"
"Get out"
"Denki"
"Who said we where on a first name basis ,GET OUT"
"I'm sorry that I realized I just didnt like you anymore"jirou started getting defensive
"I'm not mad that you found your sexuality,I'm not mad that you like girls now,I'm not mad that you like momo,I'm mad becouse tou didnt tell me fir months,I'm mad becouse you led me on to believe that you still cared about me"my eyes teared up.i then said."if you where to sit down and tell me that you didnt like me anymore I would have understood,but heres the thing,I had to find out via Instagram,like being dumped through text would have been better then that ANYTHING WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER THEN THAT".They both just stood there in silence."seriously guys,I thought you had more dignity then that,now just please get out so I can calm down". Jirou and momo left the room but before momo left she said "I am truley sorry,I never ment to for any of this to happen"
"Please just stop....your making it worse I just need some time" they both left and I started to cry a little bit.
*beep*beep*beep*beep*
I wake up and an turn off my alarm. I yawn then try to get ready.ugh I dont want to go to school but its inevitable
I walk into my class while jirou was sitting on momos lap they both looked at me and then looked guilty, I just shrugged it off.kirishima walked twords me and said I'm sorry that bakugo put your personal life in blast for everyone to see"
"Its fine,I'm over it"
"Just what I'd expect from you"
But....the thing is...I wasnt over it....I wasnt ok....I was hurting and no one could see it...not even one of my best freinds. I sit down and try not to think about it,for some reason I start thinking about cats and how adorable there fluffy ears where but ya know it doesnt matter what I was thinking of as long as jirou or momo weren't involved I was fine.
"Ok students,a new student will be joining us,please introduce yourself"aizawa sense said while still in his yellow sleeping bag.
"Hey I'm hitoshi shinsou"
"Theres an open seat right next to kaminari"
"Wich one is that?"
"Yello hair with the black in it.
As shinsou walked down twords kaminari he kept staring deep into his eyes
Shinsous POV
The boy I was supposed to sit next to was looking at me but so was everyone else but his eyes where a beutiful honey goldish color kinda soothing it wasnt strange just calm(unlike his personality)I sat down and right as i did he went back to what he was doing drawing something in some sort of sketch book.it looked kinda like just a chin view of someone crying, I payed no attention to it and tried to pay attention until aizawa said."by the way hitoshi there isnt an extra dorm we decided to move you in with kaminari,we already moved in the extra bed"
Kaminari just looked at me the smiled then looked down realizing that I realized his note book. He shut it imeadeatly then looked at the teacher.
After class
Shinsous POV
I walk into the room and I saw the golden eyed boy I think his name was kaminari? Yeah it was kaminari anyway he was listening to music with his air pods he was drawing but it was different but it looked like he was drawing me?
He looked up and then back down at his book realizing that I was staring then coverd his book again,his face was flustered.he took out an airpod then smiled and waved at me. I put my hand up kinda waving but not really,I sat on my bed only for it to break,I looked at the bed and the wooden frame was rotting
"Ugh"
"Hey dude are you ok"kaminari went down to me and held out his hand to help me up,I dont need freinds or his help,he doesnt even know me so why does he care,but dang he's cute wait no,your not here to make freinds I take his hand and get up
"Hey if you want you can sleep on my bed and I'll just sleep on the floor"he said with a smile while rubbing his neck.
"No it fine really"
"no I insist,its your first day in 1A i dont want your first night to be on the floor so please just take me up on my offer" he was looking straight into my eyes with a pouting look ugh how could i say no to those honey gold eyes
"Your not taking no for an answer are you?"
"Nope"he said smiling
"F-fine"
Night time
Shinsous POV (still)
It was around 10:00 pm,me and kamirai decided to try and sleep.i was on his on his bed feeling guilty for sleeping here but I drifted off but before I could sleep deep enough I could here kaminari jostling around on the ground.
Kaminarie dream warning some messed up stuff dont read if you get triggered easily (flashback)
"Look it's some weird freak"teased some randome kid.he was walking to his middle school locker it was coverd in profanity and derogatory terms. he opend his locker to see something awful it was a noose,and razorblades.he slammed his locker to run out and some kids grab him and start beating him.
"WAKE UP"denki could hear a voice he jerked him self up and started crying but then looked at shinsou and said
"Sorry man did I wake you"trying to smile but his emotions where getting the best of himself.
"A-are you ok you look pretty spooked"shinsou said with general worry on his face
"Yeah I'm fine I'm just gonna get some air"
"Ok"
Kaminari walked out of the room still in his pajamas.shinsou just sat there
Shinsous POV
is he ok,I mean where not freinds but hes still human so of coarse im worried right any one would worry.
Omg it so long to make this I'm actually really proud but I didnt proof read so it's probably going to have mistakes
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