a/n: quick note, they get to wear the stuff they wore in the villain arc! manga spoiler warning if you don't know what they wore!!! also, sorry for the lack of updates on this book, i wasn't exactly sure how to write part two! i'm also really sorry if this is a bad oneshot; hopefully i'll be able to come up some more stuff for shigaraki in the future!

"I'm so sorry, Y/N..."

The words rang in your mind, and you squeezed your eyes shut. You were tired of being taunted by these words - tired of the situation you found yourself in.

You wanted it all to stop. You didn't want to deal with this anymore. You-

"Hey, wake up, Y/N! Today we're going to the mall!"

A loud, hyper voice suddenly sliced through your dream, and you woke up with a jolt. You blinked a few times before realizing that there was someone - or something resting on top of you. You blinked groggily a few times and then rolled onto your back so that you could see who it was.

It was Toga, unsurprisingly. You already had a feeling it was her before even looking since you knew the sound of that slightly squeaky voice very well. After all, it was the voice that followed you around as you went along with your life.

"Hey, get up sleepy head! Kurogiri and the rest of them are waiting for you! It's not nice to let them wait for you!!"

Toga complained when she noticed that you had opened your eyes, fingers starting to prod at your face in an attempt to get you to wake up.

You then groaned tiredly, turning back onto your side to bury your face in the pillow to avoid her light but slightly painful pokes. The blonde then huffed, and you felt her get off you, her hands stopping.

You let out a quiet breath of relief, starting to drift back into a deep sleep when the feeling of your bed dipping alerted you.

"What the..."

You let out, before letting out a surprised noise when Toga leaped on top of you, her delighted giggles filling your otherwise silent bedroom. At that, you couldn't help but chuckle as well, opening your eyes.

After she calmed down from the excitement of jumping on the bed, Toga rested her chin on your chest and chirped, looking at you with wide golden eyes,

"C'mon, get uppppp- I'm gonna leave you behind if you don't get up right now-"

She threatened teasingly, grinning when you finally decided to get up from the bed. A low groan escaped from you when Toga grabbed your hand, jerking your body toward the door.

"Wait a sec, Toga, I'm trying to get my jacket on-"

You complained as you attempted to get the article of clothing from the closet, struggling to walk over to the area. You heard Toga huff in annoyance, and then you suddenly felt the grip on your wrist release, but since you were straining to get away from her, you were sent flying forward.

You landed face flat on the bed, and the door of your room slammed shut, followed by Toga shouting over her shoulder,

"Meet me in the living room by ten, slowpoke!"

Sighing, you rubbed your temples and then got up from the bed to walk over to your closet. You grabbed a simple hoodie, slipped it on, and then set off to go to the living room.

---

When you entered the room, you spotted Shigaraki standing next to Kurogiri with a blank expression, his crimson eyes flat and without emotion. At the sight of your boyfriend, you turned away and pursed your lips, hating how much your heart still fluttered at the sight of him.

Excited to see that you had finally come out of your room, Toga bounded to you, taking your hands into hers.

"Y/N~ Aren't you excited today?! We're finally going to the mall, though I think we have to wear fun disguises! Isn't that right, Kurogiri?"

Toga turned to the warp man, who coughed into a dark fist, warps curling around him as he nodded.

"Yes, Toga. I have them right here."

He extended his body, and then several clothing items fell out of the portal. You stared at the clothing choices, (which were a bunch of weird costumes,) and Kurogiri sighed.

"I know, they're absolutely abysmal, but we have nothing better. Tomura, if you would-"

"I know, Kurogiri..."

Shigaraki grumbled, picking through all the oddly colored clothing choices. He was about to put on a rainbow jacket when Dabi suddenly walked into the base, arms full of dark clothing items.

"Yo, guys, I got stuff here."

The flame wielder said in a monotonous voice, and then he stared at Shigaraki, who had an half of his arm through the arm of the colorful jacket.

"Okay, what the f*ck, creep. I got sh*t here, no need to wear that thing-"

Dabi picked through his pile of clothing and threw a coat with dark fluff on the neck towards Shigaraki, who caught it.

One glance at the coat, and you instantly knew that the pale-blue haired male would look amazing in the article of clothing. That was bad; it made you miss Shigaraki even more.

"Wow, this is..."

Shigaraki started to say, obviously amazed, but then he snapped out of it, hissing in attempted irritation,

"Whatever-"

Dabi just smirked, and then he turned to the rest of you, a devious glint in his eyes.

"C'mon now, everyone. All the stuff's here."

---

When the League of Villains set foot in the mall, you could tell that no one recognized you guys. Groups of people mulled over the trinkets placed in the displays of the shops, and you suddenly heard Toga squeal next to you, her hold on your hand tightening as when she spotted a mannequin wearing a cutesy dress in one of the displays.

The girl was wearing a black eyepatch over her right eye, so only one of her excited golden eyes were able to be seen; she had chosen the eyepatch because she claimed that it made her feel and look like a pirate.

"Ooh, Y/N, right there, let's go there, please-"

"Ahem."

Kurogiri coughed loudly in response to Toga's excited squeal, and the whole group turned to look at the male.

The warp man had decided to wear a mask that covered his easily recognizable face, along with a long jacket that went over his portal covered body. You couldn't see his facial expression, but from his voice, you could tell that he was sheepish to be clad in such an outfit.

"I've already assigned groups for this... field trip. Toga, you're going with Dabi."

"F*ck, really? I got stuck with Ms. Crazy here?"

An annoyed raspy voice spoke from behind Kurogiri, and the warp man sighed, his shoulders hunching. The male responded, voice exasperated.

"Yes, Dabi. No complaining either."

At the name of her partner, Toga immediately let go of your hand and ran to link arms with Dabi, who looked extremely disgruntled in his stapled jeans and jacket.

"Yay! Sorry Y/N, but Dabi's awesome!"

You didn't get to hear the scarred male's response, because the female suddenly dragged Dabi away toward the shop she had been itching to go to. However, you had a feeling that it was scathing, from the way Toga pouted a bit, her cheeks puffing as she whined something back to him.

"...The next group I've assigned is Tomura and Y/N. I think the two of you have some things to talk over."

You froze at Kurogiri's next words, eyes sliding nervously to Shigaraki, who was staring right back at you, his eyes reflecting the same shock as your eyes.

How the heck were the two of you going to do this?

---

There was an awkward silence that fell between the two of you as you walked side by side. You attempted to soothe your nervousness by looking at the scenery that surrounded the two of you, but that didn't really help at all.

Your heart was pattering anxiously in your chest, and you couldn't help but sneak a quick peek at Shigaraki.

To your surprise, your boyfriend was looking right back at you too, his crimson eyes filled with some sort of unrecognizable emotion. It seemed like he wanted to say something to you, but was too shy to say it.

"I... uh..."

You said hesitantly, head swiveling around as you searched desperately for a store that the two of you could go into when you spotted an electronics store.

Knowing that your boyfriend loved video games, you pointed in that direction, trying to keep your voice from shaking.

"He-Hey, we could go there..."

Shigaraki nodded in response, his pale hands playing absentmindedly with the white fluff of his coat, and you breathed out slowly, glad that he had agreed.

---

As soon as the two of you walked into the store, Shigaraki immediately lightened up. His hands fell from the collar of his coat, and he walked over to a gaming console. You followed after.

Shigaraki fumbled with the sleek console for a few minutes while you stood there in silence, your hands rubbing at the sides of your arms.

It was quite cold in the store - the store owners must've had the air conditioning at full blast - so tiny goosebumps were rising on the skin of your arms. Your teeth were slightly chattering, and you cursed yourself for not bringing a jacket.

Suddenly, the clicking of the buttons on the gaming console stopped, and you looked to Shigaraki, who had set the device down. He was now watching you closely.

"Hey, are you cold?"

He rasped to you, and you just stared at him, unable to say anything to him. It had been a while since Shigaraki had spoken to you; after he had lost his memories of you, he had just ignored you, so these sudden words really shocked you.

With a sigh at your lack of a response, Shigaraki moved to shake his coat off, revealing the dark suit and tie he had underneath. He thrust the coat out to you, his gaze not dropping from yours. Panicked, you shook your head furiously, a blush making its way onto your face.

"Tom- Shigaraki, I-I'm fine, you don't h-have to-"

Silently, Shigaraki stepped forward to lay the dark coat over your shoulders, and you watched with wide eyes as he stood there - not moving away.

"...We were dating, weren't we?"

The next words that leave Shigaraki's cracked lips surprise you even more, and you stutter out, feeling the flush on your face spread to your neck.

"Y-Yeah, we were..."

You then looked down, face burning, and a hand suddenly lifted your chin up, forcing you to look at Shigaraki in the eyes. The pale-haired male then speaks, his voice unsure.

"Could we... perhaps try to rekindle that... relationship?"

The word 'relationship' seems foreign to Shigaraki, and you realize that he wasn't used to all of this. After all, you were the first person he had dated; the first person he had kissed.

"Of course..."

The words leave your parted lips smoothly, and Shigaraki breaks out into a soft smile. The sight makes your heart ache.

"Thanks, Y/N."