(y/n) - your name

(h/n) - horses name

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There was absolute chaos roaming around HQ and within the walls. The citizens heard of Eren's detainment and they were furious, losing trust in the scouts. Hanji was trying to solve Eren's behaviour and I helped her with how much I could let on. There was betrayal seeding within the scouts and no one could trust anyone.

There was too much going on and I wasn't even focusing on the fact that Eren was being manipulated by Zeke. I was more worried about Levi. I mean, of course, I'm worried about humanity but I was itching to ride to Levi in the woods and make sure he was ok.

The military was deeming Eren to be useless, coming up with candidates to replace him just as Armin and Mikasa explained. "Maybe we can talk to Eren." Armin sighs out and Mikasa nods. I was trailing with them, not knowing what else I could do.

There was a crowd gathering outside, yelling at the scouts and I narrow my eyes at them, hearing a faint ticking. "This seems familiar." I mutter out and Armin and Mikasa turns to look at me.

"What do you mean (y/n)?" I gasp out, realising what episode this was.

"Go tell Hanji Eren escaped from the cells! There is a new group that is willing to do everything Eren tells them to do!" I yell out and Armin and Mikasa both turn to each other, running off. I notice the three random soldiers heading to Zachary's office and I run towards them. "You three! Get away!" I scream out and they look at me in confusion as I body slam them to the floor just as an explosion goes off. Screams ring through the air from the sudden explosion and the three soldiers help me back up on my feet. "I need to get to Levi." I wheeze out, my body aching and I stumble towards the barns.

As much as I would love to slap Eren across the face at Niccolo's restaurant for making Mikasa cry and beating up Armin, I knew that he would come after me since I was the only one who knew Zeke's whereabouts. I can't let anyone know that I'm leaving. I creep towards the barn, looking for (h/n) and see him munching on some food.

"Hey there boy." I whisper softly and (h/n) neighs loudly once he sees me and I stifle my laughter as I see Rivaille pop his head out from beneath the hay. (h/n) bucks around happily as Rivaille purrs against my legs, (h/n) jumping over the door easily and jumping his head against mine. "Ok ok! Calm down!" He huffs against my face, headbutting me. "Ow! I'm sorry I left you both so suddenly and for so long! But I'm back now and Levi is in trouble." (h/n) huffs and instantly leans down for me to get on. "I missed you both by the way." I pat (h/n) and Rivaille as I get on (h/n) and he whinnies loudly. "Rivaille, I'm trusting you to look after the soldiers ok." The tiny kitten nods instantly and runs off as (h/n) rushes out of the barn and straight for the woods.

"Let's go kick some ass huh?" I hiss out, (h/n) easily jumping over the HQ fence and rushing down roads.

The wind rapidly blows against me as (h/n) huffs out, the sun high up in the sky as we ran through the green fields. My hair and clothes fly behind me as I see the woods just up ahead but my body freezes, hearing the loud yowl followed by multiple lightning bulbs erupting.

No... I thought the wine was swapped!?

I told Hanji to swap them! Or get rid of them!

Did Zeke know!?

Did I unknowingly make Hanji swap clean wine for his spine infested ones!?

He knew I would do something to change this!?

"LEVI!" I scream out for him, seeing him fly up the trees as the titans chase after him. "(h/n), I need you to go back and hide." he gruffs angrily at me as I climb up, standing on his back. "You can't stay here. SO GO!" I yell out, jumping up and biting down on my hand hard. I let out an earth-shattering scream, transforming over (h/n) as the skies grew red and I grew taller than before. My vision immediately turned red, my body littered with lightning streaks and I burst into a run, thundering across the ground.

"(y/n)!" Levi yells at me angrily as he slices the fingers off from a titan before it could grab him. "You are not supposed to be here!" He yells out, dodging another titan.

"And I'm not letting you be in pain!" I howl out, grabbing him gently in my hands before climbing the trees.

"Let me go!" Levi hisses at me.

"This is my responsibility. I won't let blood soak your hands anymore." I huff out, crouching down on a branch before jumping up. I split open my jaw, letting out a long howl that splits the skies as red lightning cracks down on the earth below us. The red clouds circle harshly in the sky immediately, the titans all screaming in pain as the lightning rains down over the land and spreading out across the forest. I look over and see a specific lightning trail through the forest and I know it was following Zeke and his companions that were carrying him.

"The bastard is over there-" I shriek in pain as my foot gets clawed as I came down, one of the titans biting down. "(y/n)!" Levi gasps out and I hiss at him.

"Go!" I grab the titan and rip it apart as a few others come rushing towards me.

"I can't leave you-"

"GO!" I growl out, my voice distorting and Levi stumbles back, zipping away hesitantly. I stand up, exhausted from the over-power usage. "I won't let you hurt him." I growl out, punching the titans and snapping my jaw on their necks to rip their heads off. "I won't let you be the cause of his pain and grief." I scream out, slamming my hands down on the earth as it cracks open, swallowing some titans and trapping them. "And I won't let you force him to kill the people he cares about!" I scream out, my vision a blinding red as electricity crackles around my hands as I slam it down. The vine-like lightning travels across the titans, causing them to howl in pain as they writhe and burn.

They drop like flies, their necks exploding. "I will protect my people." I growl out, dropping to my knees as I looked at my hands. The blood steamed on my fingers, their blood. The blood of people I was supposed to protect. My body shook, tears dripping down my cheeks as I looked at the carnage around me.

I'm sorry.

I stumble back on a tree, gasping for air as the red from my eyes immediately disappears. My body ached and I gasped as I saw my skin splitting from the red lightning, burning through my muscle.

Calm down! Calm down!

I need to get out of this body!

I scream out as I grip the back of my nape, digging my fingers in and ripping at the skin. The pain was almost unbearable, my vision fading and blurring in and out.

Come on!

I grit my teeth and finally rip the skin back, forced into darkness.

Levi...

I groan out as light blinded me, my whole head and neck aching as I slowly raise it straight. It was almost too painful to move and I sigh out as I bowed my head, slowly opening my eyes.

"Fuck. I felt like I was sleeping with my head back..." I look down and I see my titan form almost finish decomposing with bones only left. "Shit! How long was I out!?" I gasp out, looking at the dark forest around me. "I need to get to Levi!" I hiss out, trying to pull myself out of the muscle that was keeping me still, clawing at it until I was free. I climb down the bones hastily, bolting into a run through the forest.

I'm never going to make it.

I'm never going to get Levi from Zeke in time.

I growl out, tears furiously falling down as I bite down on my hand over and over but no transformation. I was just too exhausted.

"LEVI!" I cry out, trying to push my legs faster but I was still in the forest. I suddenly hear a loud neigh and I look over to see (h/n) running over to me. "The hell you doing to here!?" I yell out to the damn horse that I told to run away but it huffs at me as I stop running. "Ok fine. You were right to stay behind cause fuck, I need to catch up to Levi." (h/n) bows down and immediately bolts off into a run as soon as I get on. I kept yelling out Levi's name, hoping to see his cart.

"GODDAMNIT LEVI!" I shriek out, trying to see through the thundering rain that fell along with my tears. (h/n) whinnies loudly as we both get drenched and I see a dark figure just up ahead. "LEVI!" I scream out and the figure freezes before turning around. (h/n) runs faster and I finally see Levi's clear face to see him look at me with wide eyes and I gasp, Zeke shrieking behind him.

"-I HOPE YOU'RE STILL WATCHING!"

"LEVI NO!" I scream out, jumping off (h/n) and onto the cart as I harshly shove Levi onto him.

"(Y/N)!" Levi screams out for me as (h/n) runs with him on his back and I turn around to see Zeke pull the trigger off from the thunder spear.

Time slows down and I sigh out, bracing for the impact.

Levi won't be hurt anymore just as I promised. Good.

The explosion goes off and all I felt was pain and furious screams in my head before darkness.