(y/n) - your name

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"(Y/n)."

Who's that?

"(Y/n)."

Who's calling for me?

"(Y/n) come on." I groan as I open my eyes, my heart thrown into a panic as all I saw was darkness. "(Y/n)..." that voice echoed around me, deceivingly sweet and mocking.

Calm down, calm down.

I grasped the hard floor I could feel against my hands as I was kneeling, leaning my forehead on it to try and calm down the impending panic attack.

My chest heaved as the voice laughed at me. "(Y/n) come to me."

No!

I open my mouth to scream but no sound comes out.

"This is an order Guardian Titan." I freeze up, my whole body going rigid and it's as if I had no control whatsoever. I felt my body move on its own, looking up to see a faint light in the other side of what seemed to be a hallway. My body stood up, the only walls and ceiling dripping over me as my feet took their own steps forward.

No! Stop!

"(Y/n)." My breath hitches in my throat when I hear someone else call for me, their voice soft and caring.

"Listen to your master Guardian Titan." I look up and I see a blonde child, sneering at me.

Ymir?

Why-

"(Y/n)..." I freeze, my body stopping at the husky voice that called out for me.

Who is that?

I felt tears drip down my cheeks, unknowing of why I felt pain and love towards that voice.

"Do not listen to that voice Guardian Titan! You are mine!"

No!

I cry out as my body walked closer to Ymir, my body slowly being devoured by the blank ink as it crawled up from my feet.

"(Y/n)... come back to me."

"Levi." I gasp out, finally able to breathe and I rip off the ink on my body but they quickly cover my body.

"Please don't leave me..."

"I won't! I promised you!" I shriek out, trying to rip the ink off me but it clings onto my body, piercing into my skin as it covers my eyes and plunged me into darkness again.

I promised to look after you.

I promised that I would make sure you are not in pain anymore.

"(Y/n)!" I gasp and quickly sit up on the bed, heaving as my body shook. "Hey, you're ok. I'm here." I shake as I turn to face Levi who had his brows furrowed in concern.

"Levi." I wheeze out and he pulls me to his chest to hug me.

"Breathe. Just take in a deep breath." I do as Levi asks me, slowly taking in as much air as I could before exhaling. He leans back, rubbing my back as his thumb brushed against my cheek.

"You're ok." I mumble out in relief and Levi frowns at me.

"You had a nightmare." I don't do anything, unsure of what I just imagined was a nightmare or something else. "I'm ok. I'm here in front of you." I look up at Levi, tearing up.

"I know I just-" Levi shushes me, kissing my forehead.

"I know. I know all too well." He mumbles out and lets me cry into his chest. I grip his shirt as the panic was still in my heart. Knowing Levi was here wasn't enough to rid the lurking feeling in my head. I still felt sick in my stomach like something bad might happen.

"I'm sorry." I mumble out, leaning back and frowning at the tear stains on Levi's shirt.

"There is nothing to be sorry about. I know how hard the nightmares can be." He sighs out, wiping the tears from my eyes. I nod and look up at Levi, finally noticing the red and puffiness of his eyes. His nose was also a little pink, cheeks flushed slightly.

"Are you ok?" I mumble out and Levi clears his throat.

"I'm fine-" If Levi's scratchy voice didn't give it away, his sudden fit of coughs did as he turned away from me.

"And you're sick. I told you!" I shove the nightmare to the back of my head and focus on Levi who was sniffling and coughing. I rub his chest, settling him back in the bed.

"I'm not!" Levi hisses out but I glare at him.

I get out of bed and he quickly follows but I shove him back under the blankets. "Don't you dare move. Stay here." Levi frowns at me as I pull the blankets up to his chin and tucking him in. I was feeling terrible myself but I won't let that stop me from looking after Levi. "I'm going to get some tea ok." Levi sighs out in defeat as I place a tissue box next to him as well as an empty bag from my bathroom.

"(Y/n) don't-" I quickly leave my bedroom and run to the kitchen to make some lemon and ginger tea. I quickly head back to my bedroom with a tray of tea, tablets a few cookies and some other things I thought I might need.

"Holy shit you got worse in a matter of minutes!" I gasp out as I walk into my bedroom to see tissues everywhere and a groaning lump under the blanket. Levi coughed loudly and I jumped at the sound. "Hey come on. Get out." Levi peers at me from beneath the blanket and I coax him out completely to drink his tea.

Really wish I had vaporub.

"Take the tablets. It will help."

"I don't want to." Levi whines at me and I blink in surprise.

Did he just!?

"Come on love. It will help you feel better." I sit down next to Levi, holding the tablets for him and he hesitantly takes it. "Good boy." I chuckle, threading my fingers through Levi's hair.

"Don't call me that." Levi pouts out, sighing as he drinks his tea.

"Ok ok. I won't." I giggle as I let Levi snuggle into me, trying to get as warm as possible as I played with his hair. He finished his tea quickly and I set the cup down on the tray, Levi laying on my chest as I sat up against the headboard. He clung to me, arms wrapped around my waist and his face buried against my shoulder as I lulled him back to sleep.

Sick Levi is really cute.

I take that back. Sick Levi is a very clingy Levi.

The morning after, Levi hasn't gotten better and neither have I but Levi was really out of it. When he woke up in my arms, he wouldn't let me go and just clung to me. It was hard going to the bathroom by myself while trying to keep him outside.

I mean I get it.

This must be one of the very few times he gets sick and doesn't know how to take care of himself but damn.

He just won't let go!

I huff out, trying to make some soup in the kitchen for Levi as he clung to my back. "Levi... love. I need you to let go just for a second so I can get the soup ready for you." I wheeze out as he tightens his arms around my waist, almost cutting off my ability to breathe.

"No." Levi whines out like a child, nuzzling his nose in my neck.

"Levi, I can't breath." I wheeze out and he gasps, quickly letting me go.

"Are you ok, are you hurt-" Levi was cut off from his body shaking against his sneezes. He groans out and I pull the blanket around him tighter as I lead him to sit down on a chair.

"I'm ok. Just sit here for a few minutes. I'm almost done." Levi bobs his head in response and I sigh in relief. I finish the soup in no time and turn around to see Levi fast asleep, his forehead in the table as he snored due to his blocked nose.

Well shit.

"HANJI!" I scream out and I instantly hear thundering feet as the woman barges into the kitchen.

"WHAT'S WRONG!? WHOS HURT!? WHO DO I HAVE TO KILL!?" She gasps out and I grin.

I can always count on Hanji for the rescue.

"Can you carry this tray back to my room, please? Levi and I got sick from the rain yesterday but he's really out of it." Hanji blinks at me and looks at Levi passes out on the table until she burst out laughing.

"Holy shit! Levi got sick!? This is the first time I'm seeing this! What's he like!?" Hanji's eyes glimmer mischievously.

"Like a clingy baby." I chuckle and Hanji hoots in joy at the information as she grabs the tray. I shake Levi awake and he groans out, slowly opening his eyes.

"(Y/n)?" He reaches out for me and I carefully pull him up on his feet. He stumbles and leans on me as I quickly hold him up by his waist. "Tired."

"I know baby. Let's get you to bed." Hanji just cackled at the scene as I take Levi back to bed, him falling asleep on my shoulder again. I set him down under the blankets again and shake him awake. "Levi, wake up love." He groans and opens his eyes awake, giving me a soft smile.

"I'm never letting Levi live this down." Hanji chuckles and I shoo her away.

"You have to eat. This will help." I sit in front of Levi with a bowl of soup, gently blowing on it before feeding him. Levi sighs out happily and I give him the spoon.

"No." I blink at Levi as he leans away from me.

"You have to eat-"

"-no." Levi crosses his arms and I tilt my head in confusion. "Feed me."

Excuse me!?

"O-oh. Ok." I blush as Levi beams a loopy smile at me, leaning forward as I continue to feed him the soup.

He really is like a child.

I chuckle softly, Levi finishing most of the soup and I leave it on the tray before grabbing the tablets again. "Here." Levi takes them with his tea and I do the same with mine.

"I want to." Before I could eat my soup, Levi whines at me, snatching the spoon from my hands.

"Levi-"

"-I want to take care of you." He huffs out and I roll my eyes, letting him feed me.

He really is demanding even when he's sick.

I finish in no time and Levi sets the bowl away, tucking me in as he nestled under the blankets with me. "Thank you for taking care of me Levi." I grin as Levi closed his eyes and smiles. He leans forward and quickly kisses me before moving back and opening his eyes to look at me.

"Thank you for looking after me (y/n)." I blush darkly as Levi falls asleep in my arms, nuzzling his face in my chest as I held him and falling asleep myself.